I tend to cry more easily then most people and I hate that about myself. I also trust people to quickly and easily with my secrets and stories... I dont like to give up on things that mattered to me, even if they only mattered a long time ago... I let things get to me when I really shouldn't. I laugh a LOT!! and I mean a TON! people are like, why are u laughing? thats not funny... I am usually first to apoligize but I never am the first one to stop arguing. A lot of the time I don't know how I feel or what I think. I get my heart confused with my head. I love to laugh and sing and dance and basically have fun. Laughing like you cant stop is the greatest thing ever.. next to butterflys in my stomach.I believe in secound chances even when I really should not give them. I get bored with things really easily, so I am constantly changing the minor things in my life. I overthink everything but when it counts I dont think at all. I usually miss things that are right in front of my eyes... in plain sight and those are the things that always come back to hurt me. I am a romantic, everything romantic just melts me at the knees and finds its way quickly to my heart. I am told I dont smile enough and that I should but I think that smiling when I dont want to is bullshit. I cant hide my feelings at all. If I m being obvious about something, I cant help it bc I dont like to hide what I feel. I always fall for the wrong kinda guy... there of course is sometimes the ones that dont hurt me but for the most part I m usually the one hurting when its all said and done. I sometimes get into these moods where the best thing for me is slow songs, candles and blankets. I love my friends and without them I would die. They can handle me when I get in the bitchiest of moods and tell me that I m bitchy in the nicest possible way. We laugh together, We cry together, We get mad together... but in the end we r just together. For the most part I prefer to be friends with guys because with them there isnt as many problems. I do admit that I cause most of my own drama. I dont try to but it goes hand-in-hand with thinking too much... When I want something, I usually spend an enormous amount of time fixated on it.