I quit my job today.. I couldn't handle the bullshit.. The fighting, drama, and just plain shit showyness that it was. But now I feel like I have no reason to wake up.. I liked getting up in the morning knowing that I had something to do that day. But now I keep feeling like, what's the point. Why do I need to wake up? I don't have a job, nothing to stop my mind from zooming a billion fucking miles an hour. I didn't realize until now.. I need a job.. I need to feel like someone, somewhere, needs me. It doesn't matter if they need me because noone else can work, I just want someone to need me. That's pretty fucking sad. I haven't even been jobless for 24 hours, and I'm already, depressed and feeling uneasy about it. Why is my brain so fucked up?