So, my mom keeps informing me, that I am a negative person.. Everything I do or say is negative. If I get frustrated about something, well, I guess that makes me a negative person. Or if something like, my sister driving me insane pisses me off, OH NEGATIVE PERSON. She insists I change my ways and look at the positive things in life. Yeah, positive things? Like what? I have no friends that haven't betrayed me in some way. Fuck, if you look at it, I have no true friends.. Except my sisters. That's awesome, 18 years old, and I hang out with my sisters friends. It used to be the other way around. She thinks I shouldn't be negative, like my whole fucking world should be fine and fucking dandy.. I can't find one thing, to be positive about, I have no privacy, no life, no friends, I'm completely alone. The one person I love, doesn't want anything to do with me. He treats me like a piece of shit. I wake up in the morning, excited to go back to sleep. So don't fucking complain that I'm negative. I am who I am. I'm not changing because you don't like it.