I don't know where to start really. It's been about two weeks since my last one, so I might write everything I remember on here, and if I more things come to mind, I will make a part 2. But for the most part, I think this will be a pretty short vlog.
SO ABOUT GIRL A. I know I said I wouldn't bring her up again, but I lied. I cannot help if more variable come into play. She did message me about 5 days ago, and instead of explaining what it said, I will just copy and paste it and invade her privacy.
Oh yah, someone on this site said something funny about her that I liked. Referring to her as something like "turning a hoe into a housewife". I really enjoyed that one
"Nate I still want to be your friend.. But if you don't want to talk to me for a while, I won't be upset. There is no rush for you to do so.. Talk to me whenever you are ready."
I have taken her advice, and have ignored it to this point, but it is something I constantly think about. I would like to write her and explain everything to her about why I think she is a horrible friend for leaving me high and dry, and that she is just a bad person overall. But, I feel like I have left that part of my life, and feel no reason to re-open that chapter. I would also like to avoid conflict, but at the same time, I feel like I need to be honest and open with her. Something she never did for me.
It was aweful too. I read the message during a soccer game, as well as right before going to The Avengers, meaning I couldn't enjoy either to its fullest extent, because I had my mind on the message the whole time. FUCKING BITCH.
I have been doing my paper route for more than a month now, but I have been constantly searching for jobs. I had an interview a few days ago at Walmart for the photostudio, which I thought would of been a good step towards my photography career, but I am going to assume they don't want me because it's been a few days. In spite of this, I just got a call from Subway a few hours ago, and they want me to come in tomorrow for an interview. I really like the smell in Subway, so I might enjoy the job. Plus I had some inside information from a friend, who said that they give out free sandwiches to their employees during breaks.
I also don't know if I mentioned that I applied for the recruitment center a few weeks ago, which is a few month process to actually get acceptably, but they called me during my sleep, and I left a message today saying to call me back. So hopefully it is about a job offer.
I have thought long and hard, and the PERKS I am going to choose are:
Marathon
Lightweight
and Commando
I plan to focus more on getting kills, than working on a kill streak.
Since it is summer, I have been working even harder on getting in shape. Someone on this site, I think it was The Captain, gave me a really awesome link that helped me develop a workout plan, and it has given me the confidence and enjoyment to actually want to go. So thanks for that!
http://gainfitness.com/strength
I have planned it out like this, it's not perfect, so if anyone has suggests, please tell me
Monday Back and Triceps
TuesdayLegs and Core
Wednesday Chest and Biceps
THursday Core
Friday Legs and SHoulders
Saturday Chest and Core
Sunday Cardio/Yoga
Lastly, I am going to see Men in Black III tomorrow and I am pretty excited. Will Smith has always been my favorite actor (along with Dwayne Johnson, Martin Lawrence, and Neal McDonough), and I have always been a fan of the series
SO ABOUT GIRL A. I know I said I wouldn't bring her up again, but I lied. I cannot help if more variable come into play. She did message me about 5 days ago, and instead of explaining what it said, I will just copy and paste it and invade her privacy.
Oh yah, someone on this site said something funny about her that I liked. Referring to her as something like "turning a hoe into a housewife". I really enjoyed that one
"Nate I still want to be your friend.. But if you don't want to talk to me for a while, I won't be upset. There is no rush for you to do so.. Talk to me whenever you are ready."
I have taken her advice, and have ignored it to this point, but it is something I constantly think about. I would like to write her and explain everything to her about why I think she is a horrible friend for leaving me high and dry, and that she is just a bad person overall. But, I feel like I have left that part of my life, and feel no reason to re-open that chapter. I would also like to avoid conflict, but at the same time, I feel like I need to be honest and open with her. Something she never did for me.
It was aweful too. I read the message during a soccer game, as well as right before going to The Avengers, meaning I couldn't enjoy either to its fullest extent, because I had my mind on the message the whole time. FUCKING BITCH.
I have been doing my paper route for more than a month now, but I have been constantly searching for jobs. I had an interview a few days ago at Walmart for the photostudio, which I thought would of been a good step towards my photography career, but I am going to assume they don't want me because it's been a few days. In spite of this, I just got a call from Subway a few hours ago, and they want me to come in tomorrow for an interview. I really like the smell in Subway, so I might enjoy the job. Plus I had some inside information from a friend, who said that they give out free sandwiches to their employees during breaks.
I also don't know if I mentioned that I applied for the recruitment center a few weeks ago, which is a few month process to actually get acceptably, but they called me during my sleep, and I left a message today saying to call me back. So hopefully it is about a job offer.
I have thought long and hard, and the PERKS I am going to choose are:
Marathon
Lightweight
and Commando
I plan to focus more on getting kills, than working on a kill streak.
Since it is summer, I have been working even harder on getting in shape. Someone on this site, I think it was The Captain, gave me a really awesome link that helped me develop a workout plan, and it has given me the confidence and enjoyment to actually want to go. So thanks for that!
http://gainfitness.com/strength
I have planned it out like this, it's not perfect, so if anyone has suggests, please tell me
Monday Back and Triceps
TuesdayLegs and Core
Wednesday Chest and Biceps
THursday Core
Friday Legs and SHoulders
Saturday Chest and Core
Sunday Cardio/Yoga
Lastly, I am going to see Men in Black III tomorrow and I am pretty excited. Will Smith has always been my favorite actor (along with Dwayne Johnson, Martin Lawrence, and Neal McDonough), and I have always been a fan of the series
Well, I didn't want to bring up Girl A again, I was hoping she would simply be a figment of your imagination. But I do miss her; luckily, I have begun to get over her, and have even started to be content with my decision.
Speaking of which, my two friends and I were browsing Walmart, and I just happen to see her boyfriend working there. I had no idea he worked there, so it was awkward, seeing as he was blocking our exit. So as we walked past him, we locked eyes, and made very grudgish small talk as we walk by. I am hoping that when he sees Girl A, he will report his recent contact with me, and in my head it would go like this:
"So, I saw Nate today"
"Oh... what was he doing?"
"just at my work, HAVING A BLAST WITH HIS FRIENDS!"
I want her to know I have very happy without her in my life, which I am not, or not as happy as I could be, and be disappointed that I am not miserable. Like how I hope she is
I have made an oath to get in better shape this summer. So somebody on a forum suggest this site to me
http://gainfitness.com/strength
It's great, because you can select what muscle group(s) you want to work out, how intense you want to work out, and for how long. So it really helps and motivates my gym endeavors. I have scheduled my workout like this
Monday: Back and Triceps
Tuesday: Day off
Wednesday: Chest and Biceps
Thursday: Day off
Friday: Legs and SHoulders
Saturday: Yoga and Cardio
Sunday: Day off
I am concerned though, because I need to make room (probably Tuesday and Thursday) for more gymnastics. I do not have enough confidence yet to do backhand-springs on the grass, like I have been doing with my front flips, and it has been about a month since I had to opportunity to practice in the gymnastics gym.
Oh! And today, an old friend from Pizza Hut made a Facebook status about going to drop in soccer, so I asked for more details, and so sure enough, me and those same 2 friends went, and we had a good time. (I was a skin and they were shirts. I immediately volunteered for that. )
I have to do my paper route in less than 4 hours, and I am very sleepy, but I do not wish to have a nap, otherwise, I will risk wake up feeling miserable. I would rather suck it up for 4 hours, then have a good 10 hour sleep when I return. I recently picked up another paper route, so I make about 600$ a month, which is not enough. I have been applying to other places too, but I want more than just a summer job, I want a respectable job that pays more than 14$ an hour. I would like to move out of my parents house as soon as possible, while I still attend school.
Last but not least, I am looking into revamping my youtube account, and I plan on making 3 new ones, and ditching my current one. These 3 will focus on 1. Video games 2. Vlogs 3. general videos.
I do not want to start this until I order and recieve my green screen though. I would like to make short videos for audience, that a large group of people will enjoy, and something I won't half ass or be too hasty with.
Thanks for the patience if you read all this..
Speaking of which, my two friends and I were browsing Walmart, and I just happen to see her boyfriend working there. I had no idea he worked there, so it was awkward, seeing as he was blocking our exit. So as we walked past him, we locked eyes, and made very grudgish small talk as we walk by. I am hoping that when he sees Girl A, he will report his recent contact with me, and in my head it would go like this:
"So, I saw Nate today"
"Oh... what was he doing?"
"just at my work, HAVING A BLAST WITH HIS FRIENDS!"
I want her to know I have very happy without her in my life, which I am not, or not as happy as I could be, and be disappointed that I am not miserable. Like how I hope she is
I have made an oath to get in better shape this summer. So somebody on a forum suggest this site to me
http://gainfitness.com/strength
It's great, because you can select what muscle group(s) you want to work out, how intense you want to work out, and for how long. So it really helps and motivates my gym endeavors. I have scheduled my workout like this
Monday: Back and Triceps
Tuesday: Day off
Wednesday: Chest and Biceps
Thursday: Day off
Friday: Legs and SHoulders
Saturday: Yoga and Cardio
Sunday: Day off
I am concerned though, because I need to make room (probably Tuesday and Thursday) for more gymnastics. I do not have enough confidence yet to do backhand-springs on the grass, like I have been doing with my front flips, and it has been about a month since I had to opportunity to practice in the gymnastics gym.
Oh! And today, an old friend from Pizza Hut made a Facebook status about going to drop in soccer, so I asked for more details, and so sure enough, me and those same 2 friends went, and we had a good time. (I was a skin and they were shirts. I immediately volunteered for that. )
I have to do my paper route in less than 4 hours, and I am very sleepy, but I do not wish to have a nap, otherwise, I will risk wake up feeling miserable. I would rather suck it up for 4 hours, then have a good 10 hour sleep when I return. I recently picked up another paper route, so I make about 600$ a month, which is not enough. I have been applying to other places too, but I want more than just a summer job, I want a respectable job that pays more than 14$ an hour. I would like to move out of my parents house as soon as possible, while I still attend school.
Last but not least, I am looking into revamping my youtube account, and I plan on making 3 new ones, and ditching my current one. These 3 will focus on 1. Video games 2. Vlogs 3. general videos.
I do not want to start this until I order and recieve my green screen though. I would like to make short videos for audience, that a large group of people will enjoy, and something I won't half ass or be too hasty with.
Thanks for the patience if you read all this..
Girl A is out of my life now. Her boyfriend came over, we had a chat, he made sure there were no more nude photos of her on my laptop, then kneed me in the balls before leaving. I was being a very gracious, cooperative host, so if he does something like that again, I will not let it go unpunished. I deleted her off Facebook too. Also, it will be awkward... no not awkward, I will be furious when I have to see her in Cheerleading again, and have to possibly partner stunt with her.
Last night, I went out drinking with my best friend, Nick, for his birthday. All the clubs were closed, so we went to a pub called Carlos O'bryans, where we drank and talked with a few guys. There was a girl I really didn't like who joined us, but my bitterness towards her subsided when her and I talked and I got to know her better. She is okay.
Eventually, they wanted to get out of there and go nextdoor to The Commodore, which acted as a type of club. We couldn't get in because the line-up was so long. So that was planned well at all. I eventually saw Alyssa, a women on my team, and we talked for about 15 minutes. And when her and I parted ways, I realized all my friends had dispurted, and it was just Nick, Mohsin, Nick's Uncle, who is this super cool, rich 30 yer old, who somehow makes it look cool to party with younger people, and everyone loves him, and me. He gave us the keys to his 60,000$ truck and gave us a cooler of about 80 beer, and Nick called a friend and we went to his house for a small party. It was there, I realized how good I was at beer pong. And I meet a few really cool people too. There was that one really drunk girl who was hitting on everyone.
Mohsin, our designated driver, took the truck for about an hour, which pissed Nick right off. He took his anger out on me and him, and him and I got in a passive aggressive argument in front of everybody. I refused to speak to him because he made a condescending argument how the only reason I wanted to go home at 6 in the morning is so I can play video games. He just made the assertion, that since I don't party as much as I should, that I must just stay at home and play video games. When I was dropped off finally, he apologized for his douchy comments and said he was just worried about the truck.
In better news, I just applied for the CBS show Big Brother (I still have to put together the 3 minutes video) but I will do that right after this. It says it only allows Americans can enter, but I am going to try anyway. I feel I have the personality to get on that show. I would prefer Survivor, but there is no openings for that for a while.
Last night, I went out drinking with my best friend, Nick, for his birthday. All the clubs were closed, so we went to a pub called Carlos O'bryans, where we drank and talked with a few guys. There was a girl I really didn't like who joined us, but my bitterness towards her subsided when her and I talked and I got to know her better. She is okay.
Eventually, they wanted to get out of there and go nextdoor to The Commodore, which acted as a type of club. We couldn't get in because the line-up was so long. So that was planned well at all. I eventually saw Alyssa, a women on my team, and we talked for about 15 minutes. And when her and I parted ways, I realized all my friends had dispurted, and it was just Nick, Mohsin, Nick's Uncle, who is this super cool, rich 30 yer old, who somehow makes it look cool to party with younger people, and everyone loves him, and me. He gave us the keys to his 60,000$ truck and gave us a cooler of about 80 beer, and Nick called a friend and we went to his house for a small party. It was there, I realized how good I was at beer pong. And I meet a few really cool people too. There was that one really drunk girl who was hitting on everyone.
Mohsin, our designated driver, took the truck for about an hour, which pissed Nick right off. He took his anger out on me and him, and him and I got in a passive aggressive argument in front of everybody. I refused to speak to him because he made a condescending argument how the only reason I wanted to go home at 6 in the morning is so I can play video games. He just made the assertion, that since I don't party as much as I should, that I must just stay at home and play video games. When I was dropped off finally, he apologized for his douchy comments and said he was just worried about the truck.
In better news, I just applied for the CBS show Big Brother (I still have to put together the 3 minutes video) but I will do that right after this. It says it only allows Americans can enter, but I am going to try anyway. I feel I have the personality to get on that show. I would prefer Survivor, but there is no openings for that for a while.