xx--olivia;; - 21, Female, Winnipeg
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doing it all over.
- List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people but you know you never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
- Never discuss it again.


#1. okay well, i think you are a great person. we used to be closer this year, but people change, make new friends, whatever. i was sad at the beginning that we werent as close, because i wanted us to be best friends for a long long time. we grew apart, and it still kind of makes me sad, but we're slowly getting back to where we were before. i love you, ill always be here, just promise me you'll always be here for me.

#2. you have your on and off moments. sometimes, you can be the nicest person and i just want to spend so much time with you, and others, i want to kill you. you can be the biggest douchebag in the whole entire world. i know you've been through some hard times lately, and im glad to see that you're slowly getting back to being normal, but please please please be careful who you hang out with. i dont want to see you get hurt, or get drama started around you..

#3. five simple words: I HATE YOU RIGHT NOW.

#4. oh my god. i love you so much. like you have no idea. buuut, you can be super annoying sometimes. like please dont just think that everything i own is yours to look at or touch and what i talk about is your business.. cause most of the time its not. like you are a super super good friend and we always have a sick time together, but sometimes, i wonder why you do things.. sometimes, you just seem like you dont know anything. please think more, you have good common sense.. when you're sober.

#5. i love you. its ridiculous. all the drama we've been through, the fights, the lies, the good times and the bad, we've always pulled through. i trust you with my life, and i dont think i could ever trust anyone else with it. you look after me, give me good advice and are just always there. i know i can talk to you about anything and it makes me happy to know that we're still friends after all these years. thanks for being there for so long, i hope we can keep this friend ship going. cause you're one of my best friends, and i would die if our friendship ended.

#6. you are one of the funniest people i know. you can always make me laugh and you always seem to be able to make me laugh, no matter what we're talking about. we've known eachother for what seems like EVER, and im glad because that seems to be what makes up so close. i know i can always come to you with problems, though sometimes, our just normal conversation i have to watch what i say. i know i should be able to trust you, but i dont fully think i can yet with some things.. also i want you to be careful with your feelings, because it seems that all that their doing to you is making you upset. i cant tell you waht to do, but just be careful.. i'm so happy we're still friends. we've had so many good times together, and theres so many more to come. i love you, i love you.

#7. well i can say that we havent always been the closest of friends, but i know for a fact that we always seem to be close come summer. you are a super cool person and i love hanging out with you. you make weekends and summers super fun. you've been through a lot of hard times lately, but i'm here for you when you need it, and i hope you know that. it doesnt seem to be fair why this stuff is happeneing, but everything happens for a reason. i cant wait for us to get even closer, becuas ei know that there are awesome times ahead. i love youu!

#8. you are a dick. straight up. how dare you do that and then think that you could keep it your way. theres no way ever that things will go back to the way it was, and im glad. youre a selfish, childish, little fuck who thinks that you can always get your way. you fucked things up and im glad to see you sad, because you really really dont deserve to be happy right now.

#9. i consider you one of my closest friends. we always seem to be too busy to see eachother, but i hope that doesnt affect things. i know that i can trust you with a lot of things, and i hope you know that its the same for you. you always seem to be there for me, through the good and the bad and i thank you for putting up with a lot of my repetitive shit. i know that you are one of the most honest people i can count on to give me advice and i really really thank you for it. i love you.

#10. last year, we were a lot closer. a lot closer. now we've kind of moved apart and hardly see eachother, except for on the occasion. im sorry, but i dont have the same trust that i used to have for you. i feel like because we've grown apart, and grown up, that the things i might need to tell you, wont be in a secure place. they might be told or something.. so like, i cant help it that you were having problems, but even before them, we seemed to be not as close. i hope we become a little bit closer soon, because it would be terrible to see someone who was so close, for so long, just disappear.
 

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