xx--olivia;; - 21, Female, Winnipeg
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things i just cant say ,
- List 10 things you want to say to 10 different people but you know you never will.
- Don't say who they are.
- Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.
- Never discuss it again.


#1. i'm so glad i got to know you. you make my life. i can trust you with anything, and i love you so much. recently though, ive been feeling like you're closer with other people, and that i've been kind of moved into the background. i don't know if that's true or not, but even so, i know you'll always be there for me. i love you, you make my world.

#2. so, you need to stop talking about yourself. im sorry, but i just dont care. all these stories, and stuff all the time, yeah, i dont care. im sorry. most of the time i do, really i do, but it just gets repetitive, over and over. please think of something different to say, thats maybe not about yourself.

#3. you are one of my best friends. i havent really been able to talk to you as much this year, because we're not as close. you're always off doing your own thing, and i miss the old times. the fun times. i've tried to make time for us, but i cant make you make time, its your choice. i hope things get better throughout the year, because i dont want to lose another friend.

#4. you are my best friend. you've always been there for me, and you can always cheer me up. but honestly, i like you more then friends. and i know that you don't, and i seem to be fine with that. and i know i shouldn't be waiting for something that will never happen, but i am. i just cant get over you. theres something there, that i cant let go of. you are my favourite person, and i value every minute spent in person, on the phone, and over the computer.

#5. i consider you one of my best friends, but you put me down so much. you have to stop calling me 'ugly' and 'fat' and stuff like that, because i even though i know its not true, its hard to convince yourself that youre not when these things have been pushed inside your head, and wont leave. please think about other peoples feelings before you say something, because i dont know how much more i can take.

#6. soooo basically its the same for the person above. i have known you for my whole life, but theres something this year, thats made you meaner. not super mean, but just like, meaner then you were last year. i dont know what it is, and i hope you realize it sooner or later, cause its not funny for me when you're putting me down...

#7. im worried about you. im not afraid to say it. im worried. i think you have influences that are super bad, and im scared that somethings going to happen to you. you might need help, or you might fix things on your own, either way, please, please, make sure you come to me for help, thats why im here. im here for you, and i always will be. again, im worried about you. you and the things you do, they scare me.

#8. i love you. i honestly do, you are actually fucking hilarious and im so glad im in your class this year. im glad i actually met you! like, i hope we become good friends this year, because you rock.

#9. i wish we could back to the way things were even just last year. i miss our hanging outs. i miss the old days. you're never there anymore and yeah, i miss you. i feel like you left me for stuff, that i dont do, and people, i dont really like, and i think that my heart has broken a bit, becuas eyou were my best friend, and now you're not there anymore. ill accept you if you come back, but im not chasing after you anymore. ive given up on that, becuas eit only hurts me when i do.

#10. I miss you. i really really do. you left, and now i hardly ever see you. we still talk on the occasion, but we were so close last year, and i hate how we have to schedule in times to see eachother. i miss just being able to hang out normally, even just in class. now, that cant even happen. please, please come back, becuase you are another friend i feel like i lost, and it would help my already breaking heart mend.
 

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whoooo !
IN REGINA
for a water polo tournament.
wish me luuuck guys !
hoping to come home with a medal..






ps.
who's gonna be surrounded by,
hot boys in speedos?
me, thats whoooo .
lmfao !

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urg.
sometimes,
BOYS SUCK.

 

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what would you do?
question of the day
dont worry, im not suicidal..

if i died, what would you do the day after,
the week after, the month after
and the year after?



lol, feedback?
 

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soooo,
i somehow,
fucked up my shoulder.
and it hurts like a bitch.
kinda feels like the bone is out of place,
oor that my shoulder muscle is ripping..

everytime i move it.
even a little.
 

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halloween?






so whats everyone going as for halloween?
i was thinking of going as a donut.
but im not sure.
feedback people!





 

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lasdansd0234





fargo was pretty good.
is anyone else in love with how abercrombie smells?
lmfao..
 

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ksadnas92134
IN FARGO.
doing some shopping.
leave me some loove guuyss.
 

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jacked from jenn, cause im boreedd.
60 honest answers.

If you're not going to be honest, don't take this survey.

1. Who is the last person you held hands with?
i dont know.

2. If you were drafted into a war, would you survive?
no doubt.

3. Do you sleep with the TV on?
sometimes,

4. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
who hasnt?

5. Have you ever won a spelling bee?
ahha, yuup?

6. What is your longest fight with one of your friends?
2 months

7. Are you a fast typer?
yesss.

8. Are you afraid of the dark?
YES,,,

9. Do you like someone right now?
maybe.

10. What ended your last relationship?
we just broke apart?

11. When's the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
lmfao. so long ago.

12. Do you knock on wood?
LMFAO! yes.

13. Are you drinking anything right now?
nooope.

14. Do you think you're attractive?
lol, sure.

15. Have you ever been in love?
not that i know of.

16. Do you miss someone right now?
everyday.

17. What do you want for christmas?
cellphone, iPod speakers, clothes.

18. Do you know the muffin man?
who lives on drewy lane? lmfao...

19. Do you talk in your sleep?
supposedly..

20. Do you remember your 1st crush?
mhm mhm.

21. Have you ever flown a kite?
yessir

22. When was the last time that you went swimming and where?
tonight, pan am pool.

23. Do you consider yourself successful?
sure.

24. How many people are on your contact list of your cell phone?
i dont have a cell phone..

25. Have you ever asked for a horse?
lmfao. not that i know of.

26. Plans for today?
sleep.

27. What did you do this past weekend?
water polo, chilling with friends.

28. Miss being at school right now?
not really.

29. When's the last time you told someone you loved them?
today.

30. Do you want to be single?
noo.

31. How are you feeling today?
sore.

32. Describe your crush?
i cant answer that.

33. Have you ever been suspended or expelled from school?
nope.

34. What are you looking forward to?
FARGO THIS WEEKEND!

35. If you could be stranded with one person for 24 hours who would it be?
thats too hard of a question.

36. Do you bite your nails?
yes.

37. Have you ever eaten dog food?
yeeess.

38. Can you handle the truth?
of course.

39. do you like green eggs and ham?
yes i do.

40. What 3 things do you always bring with you to places?
keys, iPod, money

41. Any cool scars?
yes, a whole bunch.

42. You are missing in action?
noooope.

44. What's your deepest secret?
i unno?

45. How often do you talk on the phone?
not very often.

46. Do you believe in love?
of course.

47. Is there something you want that you can't have?
i want a cellphone, fuck.

48. One thing about the preferred sex that you first notice?
hair. lmfao. oh god.

49. When was your last time you cried?
i unno.

50. Who did you last hug?
lena. <3

51. Do you get along with your family?
most of the time.

52. Where is your phone?
I DONT HAVE ONE. FUCK IT. lmfao.

53. What was the last thing you ate?
nestle drumstick.

54. Favorite Colour?
turquoise/teal

55. Last movie you saw?
i dont remember.

56. What song are you listening to?
the tv

57. Who do you want?
no more pain.

58. Does your crush know you like them?
baahh.

59. What T.V. show are you watching?
i can hear the news.

60. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
uuuh, someone calling for my mom?
 

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lmfao !
no no no, its okay.. she's just living her inner stripper.

says the 45 year old bus driver...




LMFAO LMFAO LMFAO!
hannah and molly.
ahahah!
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TOMORROW;



la furie !
across the universe with hannah and molly ! (possibly)
ian's for cake and unwanted birthday gifts !
good day good day good day !
 

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` oohmy.
if i ever thought,
that i would miss you,
i didnt expect it to be this bad.
my heart feels like its breaking.
we're distanced.
it sucks.
it feels different, then it used to be.
i dont want to grow apart.
i need you...
 

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hyperextended
my elbow ,

fuuuckk.
 

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boored.
RED IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone? Yes.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? yes
3. Do you believe in love? yes
4. Have you ever been IN love? i dont think so.

BLUE IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? Not that i know of
2. Which of your family member has the worst temper? my dad.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yes
4. Is anyone mad at you? maybe, probably.
5. Have you ever physically hurt anyone when you were mad? maybe?
6. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? yell.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name: olivia
2. Birthday: february 22
3. Age: 15
4. Do you want to have children? maybe later on..
5. When do you want to die? when i am 145.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? Naahh
2. Who would you tell first if you won a million dollars? i unno
3. If you could have anything/anyone right now what/who would it be? i wanna be with all my friends, lmfao.

GREEN IS OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage? Nope
2. Lower the drinking age? i guess not.
3. Are you against abortion? Depends.

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today? one.
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? black
Q: Name one thing that you did today? practiced for water polo
Q: How much cash do you have on you right now? Nothing.
Q: Is your crush on your friends list? yeah
Q: Look to your right. What do you see? a desk and a calendar
Q: What website do you visit the most? nexopia, facebook.
Q: Do you have plans for tomorrow? not yet
Q: Does anything hurt on you right now? my shoulders
Q: Do you own a camera phone? nope
Q: Last time you cried? 2 weeks ago?

PINK IS LAST
1. Movie watched: half of georgia rule
2. Song you listened to: i will follow you into the dark - deathcab
3. Person you talked to: hannah and lena

GRAY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? out.
2. Who are you going to be with? friends

BROWN IS FOR THE FUTURE
1. Tomorrow is: sunday
2. Are you going to see someone you like?: i dont know yet
 

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holy.
so basically,
tonight was fucking unbelieveable.
so much shit happened.
i hope you're okay,
and i hope you're not in too much trouble.
and i hope nothing else happened.
this is craziness.
im kind of glad i didnt go...