it's always interesting coming back on here and looking at my blogs! I was so dramatic and unhappy back then. I was also so desperate for love, and wouldn't see that its not everything. I was a silly 17/18 yr old. But you live and learn. I am a very happy 21 yr old now, with an amazing son Lyle, and an awesome boyfriend Carl. Definitely very happy with my life. Definitely very proud of who I am. Awesome life I'm living and wouldn't change it for the world!