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..::Mel::..
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..::18::..
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..::spanish/portugese::..
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..::child care worker::..
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..:I have no respect for people who do drugs. Ive seen to many of my friends hurt. Starts off as fun and than you end up on a big winding road of mistakes and regret. Its not pretty, cant say i have experienced it first hand but i have seen it..too many times. I want to do something fullfilling with my life. I want to help people..more than anything. Ive been to mexico..and ive built a house and it was the most amazing experience of my life. I really got alot out of it and if i could one day do that for a living i would not pass up an opportunity like that. I am in the process of trying to fix my mistakes but than sometimes it seems like its just getting worse..but...all i can really do is breathe. Hold my head up. Be strong. Music. music is my relief, music is a huge part of my life and it has been since i was very young. I enjoy all types of music from metal...to classical. It all takes talent. Ac Dc, guns n roses, system of a down, jack johnson, alicia keys, andrea boccelli, josh groban, the offspring, smashing pumpkins, dashboard confessional..so much more. to lazy to continue. Peace. love.:..
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Dont fall away, lead me to myself...
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I dont believe that anybody feels the way i do..about you now. And all the roads we had to walk are winding. And all the lights that lead the way are blinding. There are many things that i would like to say to you but i dont know how.
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..::As I Grow::..
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Its crazy It plays over and over in my head, like a broken Disc. How did it come to this? We shared so much, i guess loneliness is the product of leaving something that has been such a big part of your life. I still wonder how you feel about everything, and deep down i know your fine, and its so tough but, we will both be okay. It isnt worth being hurt over for either of us, this time, its really...The End.
When I say out loud I wanna get out of this. I wonder, is there anything im going to miss. I wonder how its gonna be when you dont know me. Between you and me, cause I dont care hows it gonna be? Hows it gonna be, when it goes down. Hows it gonna be when your not around? Hows it gonna be when you found out there is nothing...between you and me[/b].[/font][/color][/size]