Catie I wake up just wishing you would be right there when I open my eyes and to touch your soft lips against mine so I would be warm with your love walking the cold streets at five in the morning to work. I long to hear you say you love me or even see you smile its more painful than I could have ever imagaind being this far away, but soon I will get out of this hell hole I call home, and you will the first person I will go to. Im am nothing with out you Catie, you are my everything and always will be, and untill we are together again I will never be fully happy.

I love you Catie and nothing is going to change that.