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Sick of this

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11:42pm | Oct 05, '08 | Public

So sick of the LIERS
the whole speeches friends give me,
"oh i want to hang out more with you"
or "i miss the old times when we use to hang"
you all say that but not once have i got a phone call or a txt
or even asked in the hallways at school if im free to hang
im finished im done waiting and im done hoping
because all of you piss me off..
Change is good but when you
ignore, shun and completly change your friends
thats not cool ..
and then you wonder why im mad at you
hmmm let me think
if you actually acted like my fucking FRIENDS
then i wouldnt be so angry..
Im tired of the "oh i love you"
"Oh your such a close friend of mine"
Stop lieing to me and stop lieing to yourself cuz i cant handle this stress anymore.
im so finished with all the god damn lies
you all have changed for the better
but changed way to much
im over this shit...
and each of you should know who you are

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so sick

04:17am | Sep 25, '08 | Public

Lost my self?
trying to be a new person?
changing who i am?
Slowly losing all my friends!
losing everything i loved!
Can i just be done already?
Can i not exist?
I miss things!
Im changing who i am !
and it sucks
in the end ive lost it all !
i want it all back !
i hate the sick to the stomache feelings !
i hate the relying on bad habits !
I just dont understand
I want to get over this
doctor says i have to
Sucks when you cant tell anyone whats really going on
because your so afraid of things!

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02:15pm | Aug 22, '08 | Public

I've learned alot throughout the years
I've sat and watched ppl hurt the ones they love
love is never real ..
for the one that loves you will always hurt you
may not leave but they always hurt you
so why be open for the hurt
and beilve that sumone loves you
when you noe the outcomes on life
and you know the hurt it will bring?

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To a dear friend

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06:55pm | Aug 14, '08 | Public

Dear Holly Rae Primrose,
I have knowen you for oh so long
and i just wanted to say
that you are a true friend of mine
i miss hanging with you
and i just miss YOU
alltogether
i remember the good days
when i was scared to be by you
and i would run and hide
but im glad i got the guts to b your friend
because i truley love you
and your such a fab person
Hope Summer has been well for you
cant wait to see you again
hope you like this as much
as i like you :D..
Sincerely and truely Ann E. Wilton

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Jenn

12:55am | Jun 10, '08 | Public

Jenn i miss you and i cant belive
you would do something
so stupid i thought
that you where smarter
I know the pain is hard
we lost her
but now you leave me
dealing with 2 lost souls
That call
from your mom
was the worst
I dont know what im
gunna do without your late night calls
i love you and miss you so much

I dont understand why you would
do it, you always told me
to stop but now look
look what youve done to yourself
I will never forget you
Say hi to Vanessa for me
I miss you guys so much
I hope i get to join you guys
when its my time ..
ill live the life you guys
deserved....

I wish you guys
where here to see me grow
but i know you will
watch over me
and take good care of me
It wont be the same
we cant go on our grad road trip
I miss you guys
I will never stop thinking about you
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Overcome-Dedicated venessa

01:32am | Apr 08, '08 | Public

I sit here,
Waiting for the miracle that may not come,
helpless and lost are the feelings i thrust,
I wait for her to awaken,
But my spirits keep breaking,
i cant wait anymore,
i want her to smile once more!

She lays there ,
facing the roof silence is her name,
and god is her world,
no movement no sound,
small breathes break complete silence,
tears stroll down her mothers empty face,
i take a glimpse and notice her father pace!

My prayers are all i have left
deep down inside im ready to die,
without her i cant live,
that breathe couldnt of been the last,
how could god be so cruel,
taking such a wonderful girl,
from such a wonderous world!

Body, mind, soul,
taken with one stroll,
no one knew wat may happen ,
one mistake too many,
one night to late,
nothing to lose but at the same time EVERYTHING,
I just want to see her smile once more!

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Dedicated to vanessa a young girl who was taken
from us to early 10/14/07

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Hiding.

04:02am | Apr 07, '08 | Public

She hides her tears,
behind blue eyes,
broken fears,
come to life,
what she didnt want to happen,
has happened,
what she feared the most,
is at its worst,
she hides her fears,
behind her tears,
so no one knows,
what this little girl,
is all about.

She hides her scars,
behind the bars,
where her child hood heart,
plays once again,
she twirls her hair,
lays beneath the stars,
to see the truth behind the lies,
she cries,
but one voice is heard,
and it says,
"Heal me once more"!

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Nothing

06:35pm | Mar 24, '08 | Public

I have nothing left,
I wish i could have the memories back,
Of everything i've lost,
Wish that i could have my friends back,
but im lost in a crowd,
where faces are unreconigzable,
I dont know where i am anymore,
I want to be in a place where im loved,
A place i can call my safe place,
All i have left is the arms of a stranger.

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English class HAHA

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11:51pm | Nov 05, '07 | Public

Allright so we are sitting in english class me and kayla while the teacher is going over
romeo and juliet and we start talking about babies and who we are gonna have kids with
(as a joke noone take this seriously)
allright here goes our story......
Ann:Ok so if i have babies with your brother cory
then ill have a babie that walks
around with a tilt in his side and has permenant brain damage..
Kayla: HAHAHA ya true
Shayle:SHHH ur pissing off the teacher
Ann:If i have babies with ryan then ill have a kid thats
scared to drive around corners and crap him self till hes ten..
Kayla: HAHAHA (laughs histaricly
Ann:If i have babies with jumbalia then i will
have a kid who sits and the table with a gun pointed at me saying "Bitch wheres my cereal"
Kayla:(in tears laughing so freakin hard)

So thats my day in english class

hope you enjoy my story

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A day in my class haha:D

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12:59am | Mar 19, '07 | Public

A day in my class:

scenerio 1
Ann:Judelaw came out of the closet
Payal:Why was he in the closet???
Ann/Kayla:*hysterically laughin pissing them self*

scenerio 2
Ann:HOLY FUCK I JUST GOT TIT FUCKED
Chelsea:I like to tit fuck haha
Ann:I have herpes

Scenerio 3
Payal:R my eyes red??
Kayla:No
Ann:Yes payal ur stoned
Payal: Wats stoned???
Ann/Kayla:*Again pissing them self*

Scenerio 4
Ann:I just got ass raped
Chelsea: Hehe i like to ass rape
Ann: awww

i have gynoreah

HAHAH i love my friends

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SHAYLA I LOVE YOU AND NO ONE CAN CHANGE THAT

12:02am | Nov 13, '06 | Public

Best Friend;;

1. one whom you can fully trust

2. one whom is there for you through thick & thin

3. one whom is loyal

4. one whom respects you && her/him self

5. one whom is understanding

6. one whom never doubts your friendship or your decisions

7. one whom you can have a good time with no matter what your doing

8. one whom you can be mad at one second & the next be laughing

9. one whom you cry to when times get rough

10. & one whom never leaves your side no matter what the consequence is

& to me that is just a few things that make me decide who is my best friend.
& you Shayla fisher cover all of the above plus so much more.
We have been through so much.
You are truely such an amazing person inside and out.
You may get alittle stubbord & you can be quite the bitch.
but thats what i love about you.
& trust me i am exactly the same way.
You are never scared to tell/show people what you think.
you are so confident with who you are & i admire that.
I was always the shy one out of the two of us.
but when we would hang outt you would bring out a side that normally doesnt show.
but i honestly dont know what i would do without you.
i know that i can always call you whenever & you will be there to listen.
You & i have the friendship that we can be FURIOUS with eachother one minute
& the next be laughing about something that not many people would not find funny.
we seriously make every dull moment or thing the funnest thing in the world.
i dont know what i would do without you.
you have made me a better person.
& i love you to bits man....
friends for life
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would u ????

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01:02am | Sep 27, '06 | Public

[1] Who are you?:
[2] Are we friends?:
[3] When and how did we meet?:
[4] How have I affected you?:
[5] What do you think of me?:
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?:
[8] Do you love me?:
[9] Have I ever hurt you?:
[10] Would you hug me?:
[11] Would you kiss me?:
[11 1/2] Would you Fuck me?
[12] Are we close?:
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?:
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?:
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?:
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.:
[17] Am I loveable?:
[18] How long have you known me?:
[19] Describe me in one word.:
[20] What was your first impression?:
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?:
[22] What do you think my weakness is?:
[23] Do you think I'll get married?:
[24] What about me makes you happy?:
[25] What about me makes you sad?:
[26] What reminds you of me?:
[27] What's something you would change about me?:
[28] How well do you know me?:
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
[30] Do you think I would kill someone?:
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?:

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