What if one day you came back to me?
What if all along, we were meant to be?

Back in the day,
when we drifted away,
it was only because of the wind's change?

Maybe those bad times we went through,
were there only to save us?

Maybe it wasn't the right time,
but one day you'll come back to be mine.

The plan life has for us is a mystery,
and it is so easy to daydream.
But is it a daydream or a truth we know?
Was it just a time in which you had to go?

These are the questions we are dying to know,
these are the hopes we wonder about inside.
Sometimes we can't let go of why it is,
we say goodbye.

I can't stop thinking aboout you,
I can't stop thinking about that time.
I close my eyes to go to sleep,
but you're running through my mind.

I'm thinking nonsense as I know the truth.
But inside I'm telling myself all I want is you.

I wonder if since you left, have I crossed your mind?
I wish you were like me, crazy in love half the time.

Five days have passed and I still relive that moment inside my head.
I am still trying to remember everything we last said.

I feel like you were the perfect one,
yet we only had a chance to have just begun.

I wish again to be in your arms so tight.
I wish we'd be together forever, day and night.

I wish that I could sleep and get you off my mind.
But I wish you could be around all of the time.
Your eyes are my dream and your spirit is what I see.
Why can't it be? Together, you and me?

I'm feeling so alone,
reminiscing what I used to know.
Desperately trying to reach for the past that isn't here anymore.
It finally hit me that we lost it all,
now I want it back as I try not to fall.

Memories are so piled in that stack.
Please, please, won't you come back?
I'm so lost now that it's all gone.

I'm so lost because we arn't going back.

I've got to move with the time.

The sky is the limit.
But with my life,
I want you in it.

The Lunar Eclipse

There is a hole burning through my insides.
The burning repeats and the slashes slash deep.

The tears, they rise to the gutters,
but they don't fall, they don't drip.

I try to breathe, but it is trapped within me.
I am suffocating within myself.

The words can not describe
the murder I feel inside.
The burning holes, the slashes.

I want to see the sun,
but the day is not here.
I look into the sky to see no stars.
The clouds hover above,
and the night is lonely.
I hope for a sign,
for the moon to show me
some sense in this time.

I listen and hear the wind slightly whisp,
but as I look up for solitude,
a sign of serenity,
all I can see, is the Lunar Eclipse.

Why do we always want what we can't have?
We always want to know how it would be like.
We need to know answers.
We need to see.
Without the experience a part isn't free.

We like to know what could be.

We don't like to miss out,
or take the wrong turn.
But we cannot choose what happens.
We can only learn.

Sometimes we have to realize
that the good things
may be right in front of our eyes.
Sometimes it's not worth questioning
what could be;
because the good in front of you
is what you should see.

If you don't see the good
one day it will be gone.
And it will be a "what could have been?"
And you'll wonder what you did wrong.

Why did you let it go?
Why did you push away the good?
You should have known.

Sometimes you must see the good in front of your eyes,
or else it will be gone and then you will realize.

I feel so powerless and frustrated.
There is nothing to say to explain how I feel about you.
There is nothing to tell why I love you.
There is nothing to sing that describes you the right way.
And there is no way to show you
you're the light of my day.

He sits in his closet,
Knees up to his chest swaying back and forth.
Too many warped dellusions in his mind.

The fire burns within,
The craving to kill,
although he has already done the crime,
the craving will not leave.

The need to feel control.
The only way to have absolute power.
Threaten someones life,

It's all in the power of his knife.

You can push me down,
Take advantage,
Forget me,
I do everything for you.

Break me
pretend to hold me up
Watch me collapse
I always come back.

Tear down as the tears sink and the anger buries.
Watch me as I realize I havn't had a breath, I keep forgetting to breathe.
Mix me up and let my insides bleed.

Watch me care as you block me.
Why do I try when you ignore my scream.
Walk upon me, trample me down.
The concrete isn't as strong as you pretend.
I am cracking visciously again and again.

Ignore the scream let my insides bleed.
Watch what you love crumble to dust from neglect.
Come to me I'll soon reject.

I'm about to drown in the stormy bloodfilled sea.
All because no one cares to see.

I thought I was fine, I felt I could breathe.
But suddenly it cuts me deeply.
The tears come back,
My breath gets cut short.
My head starts spinning as it replays.
The music means nothing now.
The pain is in deeply now.
It sinks deeper, slowly into the sand within me.

There's a spirit inside me that wants to jump out.
To run with the wind and dance with the leaves.
To experience love and sway in the trees.
To have the right kiss and be weak in the knees.
She wants to share that one simple smile.
Hold hands and sit for awhile.

She wants to live so freely with no care.
She wants the love to always be there.

She wants that tree fort escape.
She wants to sing in the rain.
She wants to believe that love can be real.
She wants to laugh and dance and let her fears heal.

Most of all she wants you to see her true colours.
She wants to be proved wrong and feel the wonders.
But her souls so deep, so deep within.
It's buried beneath and it's keeping hidden.

So show her that smile and grab hold of her hand.
Take her for her first walk on the sand.
Show her the waves and the sound of the sea.
Show her the truth about "this is me".

++++++ I wish this world wasn't so boring and dull.
Why does everyone think alike and nothing seems to change?
Wheres the magic we once knew.
Where are the colours red green and blue?
How I wish dreams could just come true.

If life was like the movies it could be a dream.
If love would finally come into my lfie.
I wouldn't want to scream
I go to bed to hide under the sheets.
Dreaming is much better.
Somethings got to come and open up my eyes.
Show me that this world isn't full of lies.

THAT NIGHT
>
>I was outside, the snow was sparkling.
>The streets were quiet and peaceful.
>I sat under the tree listening to the drips of snow melting hitting
>the ground.
>All I could think of was how I wished you could have been there with
>me.
>It was so hard knowing you were right down the street.
>I sat thinking of all the things that could have happened if you
>were there.
>But deep inside I knew I was only dreaming.
>
>

>THE LOVE I WANT
>
>I've come to decide maybe I do want love.
>I want love but I'm looking for something great.
>If you don't satisfy me you're not what I need.
>I hope for the real smile.
>The real gazing eyes.
>I hope for a pleasant surprise.
>
>I want someone smart.
>Who's not only interesting in the start.
>He's got to love me.
>Oh he's got to love me.
>It's got to be real,
>Him and I, we both have to feel.
>
>But time and time again.
>I am always blindfolded.
>It's not right it ends so fast.
>Each time it can never last.
>
>I don't want more disappointment.
>I don't want to be let down.
>That is why I stand my ground.
>And I search for the one to be found.
>
>I don't want tricks and lies.
>I dont want no allibys.
>I want that kiss strong and deep.
>I want that smile real and sweet.
>I want hearts to really meet.
>I want to know it on my own two feet

>YOU DIDN'T WIN YET
>
>You actually broke me.
>Broke the last piece.
>Ripped my eyes out.
>Put fear into my hollow space.
>My heart has sunk deeper into it's cave.
>It is now buried within it's grave.
>
>It hurts not being able to love.
>It hurts knowing I hurt myself.
>I hurt myself before you hurt me.
>I had no trust but you reached in.
>I let go, let the battle begin.
>
>I know I am strong and the wound will heal.
>I just wish that I could feel.
>You broke me and I'm angry.
>I'm moving on but the fear still eats away.
>
>I need to be me again.
>I'm begging to open my heart once again.
>Patch me up and set me free.
>Please again just let me be me.
>
>Let me feel because it hurts.
>It hurts not being able to feel.

Here In The Mud

The flesh of your body is so sweet.
There you lay six feet deep.
The chains are drenched in your blood,
there you lie in the mud.
I can't let you live another day.
For what you've done you must pay.

How could you leave me for that other guy?
Now for this you must die.
Flashed of you two together run through my head.
More and more I want you dead.
All this pain I just can;t handle.
It's obvious it's worse then the flame on a candle.

Your throat is slit from my knife,
yet you are still pleading for your life.
Another flash of you two runs through my head.
I take another slice. Im beginning to think my heart is just ice.
Your wrists are slit they begin to bleed.
You try to scream, but you can barely breathe

Everything in my head now is so mixed.
There is no way this could ever be fixed.
You look up at ne with pain in your eyes.
As if to say you're sorry no more lies.
Im beginning to wish I never started this deed.
I never expected for me to succeed.

What ahve I done to such a great girl?
I feel so bad I'm beginning to hurl.
I;m so sorry now nothing will ever be the same.
I didn't mean to go this far I guess I went insane.

I don't want to live to remember this night, I pull out my knife.
Now it's my turn to lose my life.
I can't bare this any longer. I slowly slit my wrists.
It hurts so bad but I can't make a fist.
I look at you and begin to cry.
Im really not ready to say goodbye.

The rain has begun pouring harder now,
I guess it's time I lay down.
I can still hear you whimpering, trying to get one last breath.
Now it is time we meet death.
I can feel my life slip away as everything in sight begins to fade.
Here we are covered in blood.
We are both going to die here in the mud.