Jessie A.K.A Jedderz

~~15~~DANCE,Basketball~~BHS~~Grade 10~~TAKEN<33~~

Dancer?s Creed

I am a ballet dancer.
I dance.
I practice.
I sweat.
I dream.
I dances on my toes.
I have attitude.
I will not settle for average.
I think of dance all the time.
I stand turned out.
I practice every day.
I try to focus on my schoolwork so I can keep dancing.
I ignore the teacher, thinking of dance.
I dance my heart out.
I don?t take a ton of classes, but I have big dreams.
I don?t go to a professional ballet school; I study at a fun, small studio.
I?m not the ?perfect? dancer, but that doesn?t stop me.
I bandage my feet and tend to my blisters.
I break in my point shoes.
I read dance books, watch anything on TV dance related, read dance book magazines.
I spend most of my money on dance merchandise.
I try to ignore the fact that my feet are hideous and wear open toed shoes.
I dream of being Darci Kostler or Deborah Yates.
I have dreams of New York City.
I belong to a world of passion and people why share a bond unlike any other.
I do not try to dance better than anyone else. I only try to dance better than myself
Sometimes I go to bed late and sore from dancing.
Sometimes I wake up, sore but I practice anyway.
Some times I panic about dancing.
Sometimes I go to class or rehearsal sick and pretend to be a picture of health.
Sometimes I cry watching a great ballet dancer.
Sometimes I get so discouraged.
I brag about being a dancer.
I complain about being a dancer.
And loving every minute of the pain, the stress, the success, and the whole ballet experience is what dancers do.
I am a ballerina.

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*we.dance.for.laughter.we.dance.for.tears*
*we.dance.for.madness.we.dance.for.fears*
*we.dance.for.hopes.we.dance.for.screams*
*we.are.the.dancers.we.create.the.dreams*
I love to dance, dance is my life

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Go ahead tell me you'll LEAVE AGAIN
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

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if you dress sexy, he says you're a slut
If you argue with him, he says you're stubborn
If you're quiet, he says you're stupid
If you call him. he says you're needy and clingy.
If he calls you he says you "should be grateful."
If you don't love him, he'll try to win you
If you love him, he'll leave you.
If you don't fuck him, he'll say you don't love him,
If you do, he'll say you're easy.
If you tell him your problems, he'll say you're irritating,
If you don't, he'll say you don't trust him.
If you lecture him, he'll say you're bitchy,
If he lectures you, it's because he cares for you.
If you break a promise, you can't be trusted!
If he breaks it, he had to .
If you cheat, he expects it to be over .
If he cheats, he expects to be given another chance,
either way .. you just never win