You know those days when you don't want to have a relationship (you don't want someone to own you and say what you can and can't do) but you want someone to hold you, kiss you, let you sleep in their bed and cuddle them. Those are what I like. I had one awhile ago, but he wanted to be "just friends". I won't lie, though we weren't dating or anything, I cared about him and liked him alot so it hurt that he didn't want me anymore.
Then last night we were talking and I admitted I cried when he ended our consensually non-monogamous relationship. He asked me why and I said because I like you alot and though I wanted this to be completely physical and have no emotional attatchment I started developing feelings for you.
Then he said," Well if you would have said SOMETHING!"
...Fuck my life, classic mistake. Not wanting to break the agreement I didn't text him enough, didn't kiss him enough, didn't let him know that everytime I traced his back to he could sleep I always drew a heart on his back with my nails that stayed for about half an hour at a red scratch mark. Such a motherfucking piss off.

So I've been reading the Vampire Chronicles by Anne Rice and I noticed something like retardedly hilarious. Interview with the Vampire is literally the main character Louis just bitching about how much he hates his life and how worthless it is and how unhappy he is. It's like him and Bella Swan met up a few centuries early and went through puberty together then wrote a fucking book about and gave it to Anne Rice, who then like raped the shit out of it gramatically and made a bunch of money off of it. Then her second book, The Vampire Lestat is like a real mother fucking swave fucking vampire wrote a god damn book and was like "SUCK MY DICK I'M A VAMPIRE!". He just doesn't give a fuck about anything. Yet Louis portrays Lestat as like the mother fucking anti-christ in the first book. God damn I'm excited to read more of this series and find out wtf happened/happens (cause these books bounce all over time its insane).
But yeah. Louis+Bell=Interveiw with the Vampire.

Remember that time you checked your Nexopia when you were 18 and awake at 2:27 in the morning.
Gonna be one of those days now isn't it

Fuck Finals
(Yay I can complain about university now instead of high school <3)

I am on Nexopia right now... It is 2011 and I am on nexopia..
what is life