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I'm honest, sometimes brutally. I wear my heart of my sleeve & people take advantage of that. I'm outgoing as hell and sometimes hard to handle. I did[/b] miss you - and i still don't know why. I've learned not to trust people so easily because in the end even the ones you thought the world of will fuck you over. I need to get myself a GREEN collar... blue collar hicks piss me off and white collar prisses make me want to shoot myself. I have the best support system in the world; my friends; the real ones; that catch me when i fall, wipe my tears away and make me laugh until i can't breathe -they're all i'll ever need. I consider myself privledged to have come from the family that i come from and having the connections that i have. I care too much about people even if it's blatently obvious that they don't feel the same way about me. If i didn't have Fran to knock sence into me and always have my back; Laura's advice and humor; Janine's adventurous ways & sisterly love; and Erica 's outrageousness... I don't know what i would do. I always put others before myself. I think i'll go to Boston - i just don't know when. I'm super independant and that freaks some people out. I hate being lied to, probably because it means i wasn't worth the truth. I laugh too much; I don't cry enough; and i smile as often as possible. I love having fresh starts in life, they're very uplifting. I don't appreciate being taken as a fool or for granted. I adore the ocean. I don't "play games". I live my life to the fullest because you never know when it could be over. Whenever i see a good looking guy i bite my lower inside lip...it tends to bleed. I hate flowers; they just die. Know that i gave it my all & that i loveD you. My life right now; is supeeerrb i know for a fact that with them by my side it's only going to get better.
I've had a few rough roads but nobody said that life, or love, was supposed to be easy///
It's supposed to be worth it. [/color]



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