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ill give you my heart
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06:37am | Dec 07, '06 | Public
Merry Christmas, i wrapped it up && sent it.
with a note saying`i love you` and I meant it.
now i know what a fool i`ve been
but if you kissed me now;

i know you`d fool me again.
 
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i miss you
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06:17am | Dec 06, '06 | Public
Sometimes I kiss him and wish that it was you I'm kissing
Sometimes I miss him and wish that it was you I'm missing
Sometimes I hug him and wish that it was you I was hugging
And I realize how much I'm bugging
 
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can u
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11:50pm | Nov 04, '06 | Public
can you see it?
my dreams?
nothing is ever as it seems?
but yet you stop to judge me?
what the fuck is with your shit?
i'm sick and tired of hearing it...
shove those words back inside.
i'm coming out, i have no reason to hide.
can you see it?
my fears?
dark and hidden beneath my tears!
but yet you think you know me?
what the fuck is with your mind?
your wasting your god damn time.
 
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<3
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11:46pm | Nov 04, '06 | Public
Trust Those Who Will Trust You Back, Love Those Who Will Love You Back, Respect Who Will Respect You Back, But Never Give Your Heart Away<3
 
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Live it to the fullest
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06:42am | Oct 12, '06 | Public
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.
So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't
and believe that everything happens for a reason
If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.
Nobody said it'd be easy
They just promised it would be worth it.
 
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always and forever
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06:35am | Oct 11, '06 | Public
This goes out to someone that
Doesnt realize how significant they are in my life
Even I didn't realize it
And I don't really expect you to either
It's just... I don't even know
Just listen...

You're the one that I want, the one that I need
The one that I gotta have just to succeed
When I first heard your voice, I knew it was real
I'm sorry about the pain I made you feel

That wasn't me; let me show you the way
I looked for the sun, but it's raining today
I remember when I first looked into your eyes
It was like God was there, heaven in the skies

I wore a disguise 'cause I didn't want to get hurt
But I didn't know I made everything worse
You told me we were crazy in love
But you didn't care when push came to shove

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn't have hurt me like I ain't shit
Don't push me away like you never even knew me
I love you with my heart, really and truly

I really wanna show you I really need to hold you
I really wanna know you like no one could else know you
You're number one, always in my heart
And now I can't believe that our love is torn apart


I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new girl
And then sit and laugh as you're holding her hand
The thought of that just shatters my heart
It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart

At times we was off I was scared to show you
Now I wanna hold you until I can't hold you
Without you, everything seems strange
Your name is forever planted in my brain

Damn it, I'm insane, Take away the pain
Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work
I guess everything you said was a lie
I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes
Now I'm not even a thought in your mind
I can see clearly, my love is not blind

I just wish everything could have turned out differently
I had a special feeling about you
I thought maybe you did too
You would understand, but...
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart
You'll always be my baby

We hit it off, I knew it was real
But now I can't take all the pain that I feel
Reach in your heart, I know I'm still there
I don't wanna hear that you no longer care

Remember the times? Remember when we kissed?
I didn't think you would ever do me like this
I didn't think you'd wanna see me depressed
I thought you'd be there for me, this I confess

You said you were my best friend, was that a lie?
Now I'm nothing to you, you're with another girl
I tried, I tried, I tried, and I'm trying
Now on the inside it feels like I'm dying


And I do miss you
I just thought we were meant to be
I guess now, we'll never know
The only thing I want is for you to be happy
Whether it be with me, or without me
I just want you to be happy
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If you...
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04:55am | Oct 10, '06 | Public
If you see me walking with someone else, it's not because i want to,
it's because you weren't b r a v e enough to walk beside me ;
if you see me smile, it's not because i f o r g o t you..
it's because i got t i r e d of crying over you ;
if you see me living again, it's not because i've moved on -
it's because i hate the fact that you can live w i t h o u t me ;
so if i fall in love with s o m e o n e else, it's not because i wanted to..
it's because you weren't there to c a t c h me.
 
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What is your deepest fear?
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09:08pm | Sep 22, '06 | Public
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
Ther is nothing enlighted about skrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do,
It's not just in some of us; it is in everyone
and as we let our own lights shine,
we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.
A we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
-Timo Cruz-
 
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~Carpe Diem ~
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08:53pm | Sep 22, '06 | Public
Discerning the distinction amid Illusions and Dreams,
is comparable to the affinity of life and death.
They both whisper in same voice and breath in the same breath.
They both lie inside the same deceptive innocence of the intellect.
They both scamper along the same twisted path,
Leaving behind only trace hints of luminescence...
enticing you to follow.
Pursuing them only through thoughts and around reason,
Within the distant sound of it's purring breath...
The shrouded moonlight,
That lies just beyond this path,
is the beacon upon which we hold onto.
Affixing our sights upon this illusional reality
Which slowly metastasizes into dreams...
Tightly binding us to its enticing lunar glow.
I find myself surrendering to it...
Just breathe...it whispers...just be
My soul immerses into a pool thoughts
The surface reflects moonbeams like forgotten memories
I live a thousand lives and die a thousand deaths
My Illusions...My Dreams...My Life...My Death...
Sieze the day
 
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Chelsey vs. Porn
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05:08pm | Aug 15, '06 | Public
Carly: hey babe hows your night giong?
Chelsey: Me and tysson just watched porn that he thought was great and i thought was pitiful.
Carly: Well that doesnt surprise me... but why?
Chesley: K all that happends is a bunch of girls dancing around naked. Lilke seriously if i wanted to watch that i would just go dance naked in front of a mirror.
Carly: HAhaha ya thats soo true
Chelsey: From now on im only watching his porn if there is definat penetration, like were talking visible dick in pussy.
Carly:HAHAHAhaha i completly agree....
 
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