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heeeheheheee
 

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love
I thought i was in love a few times before, and it seems so real, but one thing i noticed when i met peter is that all the other love with other guys felt the same, but when i met peter, the feeling was totally different then anything ive felt before. my love for him made me a better more generous person, loving him gives me the courage and strength to tackle everyday head-on with a smile, and then some.
 

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peters present
well for christmas peter got me an incredibly sweet present.... we had just finished shopping for his families gifts when he had asked if i wanted to go get my gift... unsure of what it could be i wasnt sure how to answer him so he took me anyways. we went into Zellers, into the seasonal decorations department where he told me that were each going to pick a christmas tree ornament, and when we have kids we can tell them that these were the first decorations we bought together. i almost cried. so he bought a snowflake, and i picked an even nicer snowflake.
ill post piccies of them later!
 

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update
finally home, just finished ripping apart some of my luggage and putting a few things away... the trip was good, managed to get some decent sleep, making the trip seem alot shorter then it is, even though it was a 25hr trip... it wasnt bad.
3 weeks at home was great, im sorry i didnt get around to seeing you mel, i hope you like your xmas present though. didnt get to drink as much as id hoped but i drank a little bit. went to a karoake bar called Crackers with peter and his freinds... it proved to be entertaining, the dj was a fucking good singer!
it was so awesome cuz this redneck named chavez went up to sing back in the USSR and this drunk russian guy goes up to sing too... doesnt know a word of english, but he tried! it was pretty hilarious, when chavez said "Back in the USSR" the drunk Russian said "Fack the USA!" in a terrible accent.
oh oh! and Brennan was so incredibly sweet, knowing i love wine he brought 4 bottles to the bus terminal as a going away present! sooo awesome. THANK YOU BRENNAN!
i raked in some pretty good presents this year too, which is actually quite surprising, im used to getting crap from the dollar store, but everything i got this year was all nice good stuff. happy to be back home and put all my pretty new stuff in my apartment thats for sure.
ill have to write later about peters xmas gift to me, it was soo sweet.... maybe tommorow.
 

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Awwww
My sweet neice Alaya.
 

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My First Apartment!









Saskatchewan Pride!! WOOT


No pics of mine and Peter Bedroom... it was messy
 

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fuck
New Years Eve,
Sick as fuck
i have no fucking clue whats wrong with my eyes.
could be 1 of three things...
pink eye
eye infection
or eye cold.
all i know is it FUCKING HURTS!

edit: just googled it, i have pink eye.
fuck
 

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survey time! ^_^
HURT SURVEY :

Let's see if you can get through it.
If not, you're too scared about your past..
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--| Your name:
Melisa Ann Beatty
--| What was your longest relationship?
my current... 1 yr and 1 mpnth
--| Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
over and over again! ^_^
--| How many girlfriends/boyfriends have told you they love you?
all of em -_-;
--| Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person?
yes
--| Are you crushing on someone?
i guess so, but not really.
--| Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
sure have
--| Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
...hmm... no i dont think so.
--| Are you happier single or in a relationship?
in a relationship definalty
--| Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
I think so. T_T
--| Have you ever had your heart broken?
too many times...
--| Have you ever broken someone's heart?
theyre all heartless assholes, of course not.
--| If you could go back in time and change things, would you?
tons
--| Think any of your ex's feel the same?
Who knows. I don't want to know.
--| Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
i like to think so, sometimes i feel terrible though
--| Have you dated people who were not good to you?
Oh yes.
--| Have you been in an abusive relationship?
not that i can think of
--| Have you dated someone older than you?
i think so
--| Someone younger?
about a year or two younger
--| Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Depends on what they've done...
--| Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope, lust at first sight
--| Ever been given an engagement ring?
*sigh* nope
--| Do you want to get married?
yea
--| Has anyone ever told you they wanted to marry you?
a few times
--| Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend?
Oh for sure.
--| Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds?
It's fucking worse than it sounds.
--| Have any of your ex's told you they regret breaking up with you?
No, hahaha.
--| Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
yea, im bad...
--| Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
i have no idea... probably not, its INCREDIBLY unlikely
--| Would you ever date your best male/female friend?
maybe, depends i suppose.
--| Have any of your exes called you by a nickname after the break up?
nope
--| If your best friend of the opposite sex went out with someone you knew
was wrong for them would you speak about it?
i might mention it, but i think id let them learn on theyre own.
--| Do you regret any of your relationships?
Of course I do!




Finish the sentence!

1. I've come to realize that i cant live the rest of my life letting people do things for me
2. I am listening to my parents radio
3. I talk like my mom
4. I love My boyfreind
5. My best friend(s) know who they are.
6. My first real kiss was what does it mean by 'real'?
8. I hate it when people walk really slow in front of you
9. Love is wonderful when right
10. Marriage is i wouldnt know...
11. Somewhere someone is getting high, and im jealous!
12. I'll always hate my nose
13. I have a crush on no one but my bf
14. The last time I cried was because i was incredibly tired and frustrated
15. My cell phone is non-exsistant
16. When I wake up in the morning i wanna go back to sleep
17. Before I go to bed I think for about an hour.
18. Right now I am doing this survey hoping peter will read it and do one himself!
19. Babies are sooo cute! i want one!!
20. I go on nexopia not often anymore
21. Today I tried, not yelling at my brother.. but failed
22. Tonight I will hopefully sleep well.
23. Tomorrow I will be trying again.
24. I really want to be with my bf always...
 

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fuck
Why does it hurt so fucking much?
fucking doctors "youre healthy"
bull fucking shit
 

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RAP
 

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lol
 

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hangover
me, taken a year ago, really hungover, with MUCH shorter hair.
boyfreind refuses to take it off his page...
 

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i keep thinking how beautiful i COULD be if only i got a nosejob.
 

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David hyde Pierce (frasier)

Kelsey Grammar (frasier)

Hayden Panettiere (ice princess)

Mike Rowe (dirty jobs)

Gordon Ramsay (Kitchen Nightmares, Hells Kitchen)


ill post more as i think of them
 

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im all sketched out! >.>;;
 

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