sick as fuck and hating it !
i am so fucking bored !!!!

Baby i love the way you make me laugh,
i love the way u look at me, and baby i
love the way you love me <3, i no that
your amazing, even when you get mad.
Because the way you look at me i can tell
that you love me <3 xoxox

Baby all i need is u...
fuck the rest all i want is you <3
your everything to me and it hurts when i see u so sad...
wish i could change what they said but i cant and im sorry.....
wish i could take it all back because we were so good before.
i know u say u believe me and i no u do but its always gonna be in the back of
ur mind weather u like it or not.... fuck i hate dumb fuckin people ! stay out of my fuckin life if ur gonna make lies about me ! cuz i want nothing to do with u !
all u have done for me is stress me out to the max ! cant take it no more !
fuckin get a life and stay out of mine !~ cuz i dont want u in mine !

honestly stay out of my life if all u wanna do is fuck it up !
done with bitchy fuckin people cant handle you no more!
stay out of my life and leave me alone if all you wanna do is start shit.
this is my life not yours!
FUCK OFF if all ur gonna do is cause me stress !

why does it have to be like this all the time with u ??
miss what used to be .....

COMMING INTO THREE HILLs ON FRIDAY HOPEFULLY ....
AS LONG AS I CAN FIND A PLACE TO STAY THAT IS OKAY WITH MY MOM
CUZ SHE IS BEING A CUNT ! HOPE TOO SEE U GUYS SOON !!! <3

after a long and stressful day
your the one that makes me feel better
you know when something is wrong
and you know how to make it right
you hold me when i least deserve it
cuz you know thats when i need it most
baby your amazing
thanx for being here when i need you most

So this week end was pretty crazy .....
first weekend back partying since i got my pins out and fuck was i hammered




but i kinda fucked up big this time.....
over all i had fun but wish i could take some shit back that i did....
o well life goes on ...

I thought u were perfect,
I thought you were the one,
And I thought you were different,
But i guess i thought wrong....
I put up with your shit for too long
And finally told you that its either them or me
You said you were sorry
You said dont be up set
You promised you would change
And you told me that you would make it better
I was stupid and believed you,
I was dumb and forgave you,
I was blind and fell for you...
I didnt see it before But your just like all the rest
You can talk shit all you want
But it doesnt mean nothing to me any more...
I need to move on cuz your just not the one.....
I wish i was wrong cuz i really did like you,
But i cant do this if your going to be like this.
As much as it hurts i no i have to let you go,
I will miss every thing that we had
I will miss every thing that was meant to be
But one thing that i wont miss is how u treated me....

Donno what to think... ?
wishing that i could just know what goes through ur head...
cuz this is just a really sticky situation....
guess will know by the end of the week end whats gonna happen...
i want it to work but im not putting up with ur shit no more
please dont fuck up this one thing please ? cuz i really dont wanna lose u...

so the doctors called me today and i told them that i hit my foot and they now think that my wires in my feet have shifted which really wouldnt be good at all !! but how the one foot feets i honestly think they are right.... hope that they arent though.... but going to lethbridge for the doctors hes gonna check out my feet make sure every thing is good and i will find out if i am aloud to go back to school on thursday or not as well as what i am aloud to do i am also getting walking casts put on both of my feet .... which i think will be way better