keelan:
wow lexi you truely got absoultly destoryed last night

lexi:
hahahaha i know tell your brother thanks for the ride

keelan:
yah my brother said you like nearly strangled him by grabing seat belt while he driving

what the fuck was going on in your head.
you get drunk like 4 times a year and make a
good rep for yourself, have a good year you greasy whore.

adam i never knew how much you meant to me, until it was too late.
i miss you so much and i stare at the pics of you, just hoping the
photograph was of something that wasnt gone, i 'd do anything
just to see you again, even if it was only for a second, i miss you
beyond words can descibe, tears fall down my face as my fingers
hit the keys

finally the time has come
the road has turned to a hazy dust
and here i am for you to have
i have fallen
i don’t think that
i can escape from
the vibe you are giving off

every time i look at you
thoughts run through my head
over and over again

every time i hug you
when your arms are around me
it feels like the world
just left us two.

and here i go again
i miss you when you walk away
i hope that you will never fade

still young faces
but the insides have aged
to the time i met you
until the time today
stay.

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eh adam, hows it going up there?
i bet your looking down on me right now and
watching over jimmy in saskatchewan.
take care of him out there, make sure hes safe in your arms
and alwayss in your sight, he reminds me a lot of you.
hes always nice to me now like you were to me,
he takes me out for lunch just like you did,
adam no one will ever come close to the way you treated me
because you were my oldest brother, my role model.
my brother that was always there to talk to,
we share a bond that will never be broken.

adam you were amazing, and now to think that i havent seen
you in more then 2 years, it's hard to believe, i remember that day
like yesterday, worst day of my life. if i could have one wish,
it would be to have you back, i never releasized how important
you were too me, i think about you everyday, i remember your
green eyes, tanned skin and thick hair, i remember when you
took me and kendra out for lunch, and to supper with megan,
you took me shopping for the last birthday i spent with you, that
was so much fun, you bought me jeans from le chatou i still
have them, adam you were my favourite brother and still are,
but its hard when someone asks so how many brothers do you have?
and i think and i wanna say 3 cause i do have 3 brothers, but
then what em i suppose to say, it sucks. i guess i dont really think
of you as gone, dead, i think of you on a long holiday, everyday
i wonder what life would be like if you were still around, and you know
it would be perfect, but i guess everything happens for a reason, and
i wouldnt be the person i am today if that didnt happen, im a lot stronger
and smarter. i love you adam.

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often,
please post a comment with a memory of you & I. It can be anything you want, either good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog
& be suprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Everyday I think it gets worse ,because it's
more time in which we haven't seen eachother.But everyday gets
better

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Everywhere I go, I know you're with me.
But it's just not enough.
I just wish you were here and I could see you.

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♥ . ♥

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why waste time on
letting someone you
like or love know

why wonder and
turn it into a game?
when you can just
ask and be honest

honestly is the key to
a relationship, right?
and if the person
reveals they
don’t feel the same,
except it.

you won’t always
get what you want
or who you want
so open up to the
ones you love,
before they start to fade away
who knows if they feel the same way[/size][/color]

you got to know before you decide
it too,
it wasn’t meant
to be
and lose them
just like all the rest

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beneath the masks
identity is revealed
uncertainty exists
trust is within everyone…
i think not
understandable
but not impossible to
change .

livin’ the life the way we want
no hard feelings
not everyone will agree.

no one is perfect
& no one ever
will be

but if you say something…
& just as you spread the gossip
you feel it. you know it. you regret it later.
it’s wrong.

why make that choice
& go on with the crowd?
remember it’s your choice..

don’t get me wrong.
remember i am not perfect.
but i’m going to give it a try
not being perfect but at least a better person
if i make a mistake
or skip a step
i will go back…
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perfection is a fantasy
everyone has there opinions
no one is always right
or wrong.

live who you are
& not how someone wants
you to be…
don’t get caught
up in drama.

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He was the best brother anyone could ask for.
He always made everyone laugh at home.
He loved his pepsi.
He always took me and my friends out for lunch.
He thought about his family and friends before he thought of himself.
He always had gifts to give to his friends and family.
I loved him to pieces and always will.
R.I.P
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