adam you were amazing, and now to think that i havent seen
you in more then 2 years, it's hard to believe, i remember that day
like yesterday, worst day of my life. if i could have one wish,
it would be to have you back, i never releasized how important
you were too me, i think about you everyday, i remember your
green eyes, tanned skin and thick hair, i remember when you
took me and kendra out for lunch, and to supper with megan,
you took me shopping for the last birthday i spent with you, that
was so much fun, you bought me jeans from le chatou i still
have them, adam you were my favourite brother and still are,
but its hard when someone asks so how many brothers do you have?
and i think and i wanna say 3 cause i do have 3 brothers, but
then what em i suppose to say, it sucks. i guess i dont really think
of you as gone, dead, i think of you on a long holiday, everyday
i wonder what life would be like if you were still around, and you know
it would be perfect, but i guess everything happens for a reason, and
i wouldnt be the person i am today if that didnt happen, im a lot stronger
and smarter. i love you adam.