I don't know what's worth fighting for or why I have to scream I dont know why I instigate and say what i dont mean. I dont know how i got this way.. I know its not alright so i'm breaking the habit tonight..

Useless... Good for nothing.. And completely through with everything.. I'm done. i don't care what you think. You can go fuck yourself. I'm dead to the world as of now. My depression has taken over and has won because i am fucking done fighting it! Don't like my bitchy/depressed personality.. Deal With It! I Don't Fucking Care Anymore.. If your pissed off and want to hit someone. i am always free! If you've ever wanted to hurt me at all. Now is your chance..

Please.. Please don't make me put her down.. She didn't mean to bite you.. I love Salem.. Please.. I don't wanna lose her.. I've had her ever since i was little.. I don't wanna lose the best dog in the world.. Please Don't Take Her Away From Me.. Please.. Don't put her down..

Damn i'm stupid!
I was just messin with his head!
I didn't actually mean it!
Fuck! Chels you gotta get me outa here!
What if what happened to you.. Happens to me, too!
I might have a ride there.. So Yeah

What the hell?
What the fuck happened to you?
Why are you being such an ass all of a sudden?!

I don't understand Guys at all..
One minute there nice and th next there complete Dicks!
I hate it!

Go live a happy life..

Oh Shit!

Fuck You, You Stupid Whore!!!!
For some reason, You always know how to piss me off!
Stop inviting guys to come hangout with us, and not tell us! FUCK!
I'm SO tempted to tell you FIANCE how many guys you've fucked ever since he proposed!
How many was it? I think about 5 or 6 guys?!
How do you think you will make him feel when he hears you've been cheating on him since the begining?!
I hate people like you! i don't know why we're even friends!
You treat me and Kat Like Garbage! If thats how you treat your friends
then I don't want ANYTHING to do with you!
I really wish i could tell you how I really feel! but I'm afraid i'm gonna kill you if i see you again!
Leave me the fuck alone and never talk to me!

Finally I get to leave the house!! Yeah! Going Swimming with Kat and Meg! This is gonna be fun. Can't wait! You guys are the best! <3

20/20 Vision but those eye drops are bugging me! Damn! Everything close it SO blurry! Everything far away, on the other hand, Is fine! But my eyes are sesitive to light at the moment! and its sunny and bright! today was NOT the day to get my eyes checked!

Stop screaming and yelling at me! i can't take it anymore!
Why are you trying to put me back into depression and that habit!
i just stopped! Please stop making me feel like the bad guy when i didn't know! i didn't do anything wrong! stop it!
I'm not the bad one... i never did anything.. why can't I leave and never go back? why can't they just let me leave?

i n f o r m a t i o n
name: Paige
single or taken: single
sex: . Girl .
birthday: July 20
siblings: 1 blood related sibling..
hair color: light brown
eye color: Dark Brown.
shoe size: 9
height: 5'7ish .

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
where is your favorite place to shop: I dunno
any tattoos or piercings: Yup

s p e c i f i c s
do you do drugs: nooo .
what kind of shampoo do you use: Can't remember haha
what are you most scared of: the dark and spiders...
who is the last person that called you: Kat
where do you want to get married: I Dunno
how many buddies are online right now: None.
what would you change about yourself: Lots of Stuff..

f a v o r i t e s
color: Red
food: i dunno .
boys names: I dunno
girls names: I dunno
subjects in school: English
animals: Tigers
sports: Softball

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
given anyone a bath: No?
smoked: Nope
bungee jumped: Nope
made yourself throw up: nope .
skinny dipped: does bathtub count ?
ever been in love: Once..
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: Many Times
pictured your crush naked: no
actually seen your crush naked: Nope
cried when someone died: Yeah..
lied: Couple Times..
fallen for your best friend: Once..
been rejected: no .
rejected someone: mhm
used someone: nope .
done something you regret: YES!

c u r r e n t
clothes: White tank top, long Black skirt
make-up: eye liner from last night
annoyance: The pain in my Arm..
smell: Mmmmm Axe

favorite group/artist: Evanesence, three days grace.
book you're reading: the devouring
in cd player: Burned Cd
in dvd player: Gothica

l a s t | p e r s o n
hugged: Alex..
you talked to on msn: Katelin
you yelled at: Umm.. I think Jade Heath..?
you kissed: Um.. Not saying..

o p p o s i t e | s e x
what attracts you: personality
makes you laugh the most: I dunno
makes you smile: i don`t know ..
who do you have a crush on: Not wanting to say..

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to talk to you: Once or twice i might have done it..
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: no
cried because someone said something to you: Yeah.. Quite a few times..

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: to many to count..
of people you rejected: Can't remember
of guys ive kissed: Can't remember how many..
of girls ive kissed: 0
of continents you've been to: umm can't remember
of SUPER tight friends: i don`t know ..
of cds i own: alot
of scars on my body: Alot..

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
do you like fillings these out: meeh .
gold or silver: silver
what was the last film you saw at the movies: Land of The Lost
favorite cartoon/anime: Fruits Basket..
what did you have for breakfast this morning: umm nothing
who would you love being locked in a room with: Ummm I don't wanna say..
could you live without your computer: Hell no!
would you color your hair: Yeah
could you ever get off the computer: yeah ?
how many people are on your buddy list: i dunno