[b]missing everyone that i love.
missing the comfort of my bed.
missing the smile in the morning.
missing the early phone calls.
missing the long walks.
just missing everything about the little country town.
missing the smell of fresh cut weed.
missing the burn of R~N~R.
missing the hug when i see you.
missing the voice that says "i miss you"
missing the voice that says "I love you"
missing the smooth feel of tobacco smoke.
just missing everything about penticton[/b]. :cry:

Bell Rings.
Girl walks keeping her head down.
she runs into someone.
she falls flat on her ass.
everybody laughs except for the guy who knocked her down.
he helps her up.
"I'm soo sorry are you ok?" he asks well he holds her hands.
she keeps her head down.
and does not answer.
people keep on pushing and shoving.
she lands in his arms.
she looks deep into his eyes.
ther brown.
she pulls away and runs down the hallway.
later the lunch bell rings.
she walks through the hallway all by herself.
yet she keeps her head down still.
he's waiting for her at her locker.
she keeps staring at the ground. she looks up.
he's right on her locker.
she whispers "excuse me...i need to get to my locker"
"Oh sorry" he says as he moves away from the locker.
she opens her locker and her suicide note falls out.
she goes to catch it but it flies further away.
he catches it and starts to read.
he looks at her with sympathy.
"I can help you" he whispers quietly.
she breaks down in tears.
they have a long talk.
and she gets better.
they sit in the hallway.
they talk and talk.
she finally makes eye contact with him.
it seems that time has froze.
she leans in to kiss him.
"Stop" he says as he puts his hand over her mouth.
"I cant" he says as he looks away.
"Why?" she asks nearly crying.
"Because i already have someone" he says.
"Oh" the girl says.
he gets up and looks down on her.
here you can meet her.
lunch bell rings.
they go and meet her.
"Hi" she says and puts out her hand to give her a hand shake.
she looks at her like she's the scum of the earth.
girl walks away.
girlfriend yells at boy.
"Who the hell is she?" she yells at him.
"she's just a friend!" he yells back.
girl goes and hides.
later she feels that her life should not continue.
she goes out and drinks the night away.
boy looks for her every where.
and finds her.
she's unconcious.
he brings her to his house.
next morning she wakes up to him laying beside her and holding her.
she gets up and is about to leave when.
she runs into him.
"Wait dont go you should stay and rest" he says to her.
"No i have to go" she says to him now looking down at the ground.
"Goodbye....I love you dearly but obviously you dont love me" she says as she walks bye.
"wait dont go... please stay its for your own safety" he says now holding on to her arm.
"LEAVE ME ALONE!! DONT YOU THINK ITS ENOUGH TORCHER TO BE HERE WITH YOU!!" she yells back.
he lets her go.
later that night he figures out that she tried to kill herself.
he stays the whole time with her in the hospital.
she wakes up.
"You know what you have guts...and i dont but now i have gathered enough courage to tell you now ... I LOVE YOU and always have. since the first day i set eyes on you.
he says as he holds her hands.
she starts to cry.
"Now will you love me back as much as i do?" he asks.
"Yes YES OF COURSE I WILL" she says.


now remember girls if you ever have regrets about the one you love just remember ther is such thing as love at first sight. so if he has someone already dont worry it will work itself out

Thats Fucked Up!"
Guy: "Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special.
Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy looks forward and keeps driving.
5 minutes pass....... Guy starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me!"
Guy tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy continues trying.
Girl moves to the back seat
Guy parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl.
Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes."
Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy puts his hand over her mouth.
An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this.
If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody. You know I love you."
He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright."
Gets in the front seat and drives her home.
2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.
The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the guy.
He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie).
He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."
The Girl is completely devastated.
First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it.
So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......
Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this" if you care!

Man thats so harsh...this was written by Gina Coan

DAY 1


theres a new kid in the skool You c him but u dont know wat 2 do... so u sit there and do nuthing but stare 1nce in a while. he looks over and u look away but u still think of him.


WEEK 2


u walk by him and he looks at u but ur 2 afraid 2 look back.... ur friend introduces him 2 you... his name sounds so lovely...u meet his sister and she's nice 2...


WEEK 3


he asks u if u wan 2 go 2 the movies with him and his sister...u say yes... you go 2 the movies its fun u laugh... before he leaves with his sister...he gives u a kiss on the hand.


WEEK 4



every1 tells u that he's going 2 ask u out u feel happy u fell like ur going 2 faint when he walks over 2 u... he studders...he feels the same way u guess... he does ask u out!!! u say yes


MONTH 2



u both luv eachother u meet his parents and he meets urs... ur parents and his parents 2 both agree that u both r right for each other.


YEAR 8


U both r 22 yrs old u and him hang out ...u and him live 2gether...when you r at a friends he asks u 2 marry him...u say yes


YEAR 50



you and him are now 72 yrs old u both have 3 children they r 38, 40,and 42...they all have very successful carrers...


YEAR 55


you both have fallen sick and leave the realm of earth and enter the realm of heaven...


YEAR 60


u can c thru the heavens and u c ur family down below and u c ur Grandaughter...she meets a new boy at skool.......


if ur reading this plz pass it on 2 others if u like it send this 2 the 1 u luv

Against Abortion:
Month One.
Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy, I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy, I am okay. I am in Jesus's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .
One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
see. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will never run. One more mouth that will never speak

If you're against abortion, post this
what do u think???

I think abortion is very wrong and if u dont want a baby wear a condom or take birth control...
DUH!!
... this was also written by Gina Coan...

When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an
ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it
all over your lap.

When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano
lessons. You thanked her by never even
bothering to practice.

When you were 10 years old, she drove you all
day, from soccer to football to one birthday
party after another. You thanked her by
jumping out of the car and never looking back.

When you were 11 years old, she took you and
your friends to the movies. You thanked her by
asking to sit in a different row.

When you were 12 years old, she warned
you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked
her by waiting until she left the house.

When you were 13, she suggested a
haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling
her she had no taste.

When you were 14, she paid for a month
away at summer camp. You thanked her by
forgetting to write a single letter.

When you were 15, she came home from work,
looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your
bedroom door locked.

When you were 16, she taught you how to drive
her car. You thanked her by taking it every
chance you could.

When you were 17, she was expecting an
important call. You thanked her by being
on the phone all night.

When you were 18, she cried at your high
school graduation. You thanked her by staying
out partying until dawn.

When you were 19, she paid for your
college tuition, drove you to campus carried your
bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye
outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in
front of your friends.

When you were 25, she helped to pay for
your wedding, and she cried and told you how
deeply she loved you. You thanked her by
moving halfway across the country.

When you were 50, she fell ill and
needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by
reading about the burden parents become to their
children.

And then one day, she quietly died. And
everything you never did came crashing
down like thunder on your heart.

If you love your mom. repost this on you're blog
saying "i cried"
if you don't.. then u obviously don't care if
your mom dies

this was written by Gina Coan this was so true and if ur reading this i suggest you do the same as me ...
Pas It On.