You ignorant son of a bitch;;
I can't believe a person like you actually has people that do nice things for you. And even after a day like this all you do is find ways to critique people.. and I seem to be the very center of every problem that's ever arisen in your life. I can't believe you're stupid enough to treat people like complete filth, and expect them to kiss your ass. Who here's a bit off their rocker?? I know I'm not the piece of crap that you think I am, and I can't wait to be able to leave this "domain" you have created. One day I'll rid myself of this chaos and will be able to stand on my own; proud of the individual I am, able to acknowledge my accomplishments and not have to listen to all the things I've done wrong. That's all I ask, some sort of recognition for the sixteen years I've spent on this earth. You could start by knowing some basic things about me, liken my favourite colour, or what foods I've hated since I was young, my birthday, things I am interested in.... It can't be that hard can it "father"?[/b] You've been a part of my life since the day I was born... it's not like you weren't there.. Just retain some knowledge in that self centered fucking head of yours you stupid moron.


Insanity repeating the same actions and expecting a different outcome. [/i]

god, you're so immature!!
Why can't you just grow up and Understand that you had something good
Something that many people have spent life times searching for, and you threw it away at 17...

You had love,
REAL love....
But after all this, it's goodbye.....

I'm at a complete cross-road... It's been going on for months now. The two of us will get close to one another, and all of a sudden he'll withdraw from the friendship. He'll tell me he doesn't want to talk to me, and that He doesn't want to love me... then a few weeks will go by and he'll come back. Telling me he loves me, and missed me, and that he wants to hold me, because I'm the most important person in his life. We've started going on "dates" together, and for my 16th birthday, we're supposed to go on a really nice date, paid for by my parents. But I am thinking I want to tell him that I want more then to be just "friends"[/b] and want a relationship again. Right now it feels like he refuses to commit to me, but he will for any other pretty face... Should I tell him how I feel? Or should I just let it keep going? I don't want to lose him... he's the most important thing in my life....






And yes I know, this sounds a bit pathetic...posting that in a blog...but I really do need some opinions. Anyone?