Name Someone : (can't repeat names)

1. With blonde hair: shanna
2. Younger than you: Mitch
3. In your math class: Hayley
4. That is one of your best friends: Ben
5. You can tell anything to: Janelle
6. A Friend: Jess
7. Lives close to you: Dylan
8. Good at sports: Kendyl
9. That lives far away from you: Brandi
10. Random: Corey

The Questions

How old is #3? 17
Are #9 and #1 friends? dont think they know each other
Does #2 have any pets? yea
What is #6's moms name? tracy
Where does #10 go to school? graduated CTC
Who do you talk to more, #2 or #8? 8
In how many years does #7 turn 21? 4
Whats #5s favorite band? foreigner
Do you love #9? yes
How far away does #3 live from you? pretty far, up the mountain
Who is crazier, #6 or #9? 9
Where does #10 work? cant remember
How long have you known #4? 5 years
Would you ever kiss #5? maybe
How old is #1? 17
What is your favorite thing about #8? i duno
Are you even friends with #10? haha yes
Have #2 and #5 made out? nope, they are twins
Is #9 related to you? yes
What would you change about #1? nothing
What color of hair does #4 have? black
Is #1 immature? not really
What is #2s favorite color? i haev no idea
What do you think of #3? a friend who i have known for ever
Is #8 still in school? yea, but its summer so no
Where does #7 go to school? yale
Does #9 have any siblings? ya
Have you ever held hands with #1? nope
What color of eyes does #4 have? i have no idea
Have #6 and #8 ever dated? noo
Have you ever seen #3 cry? yea
Do you have any classes with #10? ya....partying 101
Have you seen #5 naked? ya

what guy do you talk to the most?
umm probably ben

where is your biological mother right now?
outside talking with ppl

name 4 things you did yesterday:
worked, showered, had a couple beer, went to the gym

what do you get complimented about most?
my personality

do you get distracted easily?
meh depends

ever kissed anyone who's name starts with J?
yea

what would you change about your life right now?
umm i dont know, pretty happy with it right now

how do you feel about public displays of affection?
dont really care, unless they're bumping into me n shit

do you like someone right now?
yea

can you keep a secret?
yea

who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
ben

do you have a best friend?
yea i have more then one

do you trust people easily?
umm only my close friends, others need to earn it

have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
oh yea

your dream last night?
didnt have one

are you missing someone?
yea

has anyone ever told you that they like you more than a friend?
yup many times

who's a boy that can always make you smile?
dave, my fathaa, and otherss

has a boy ever made you cry?
no

is there anybody that you trust 100%?
yea

are you wearing makeup?
fuck no

are you close with any of your ex boyfriend/girlfriends?
most of them yes, one no

anyone love you?
yea

last time you cried?
dont rememeber

next time you'll see your best friend?
tomorrow and the weekend

do you think you were raised well?
that i do

do you have a secret that you've never told anyone?
yea i have a few

how do you handle stress?
pretty well

how would you spend your last day alive?
making sure i die on a good note

do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
hide things well for the most part, i dont usually regret shit

if there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other
what side would you take?
true love

if your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with whom
would you pick?
i duno

if you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest
friends die who would you choose?
what the fuck, im not answering that

could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
no

what is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents don't know about?
umm i dunno there is quiete alot

do you think you know the meaning of true love?
i thought i did

are you the one who talks about everything?
depends, for the most part i just listen

your most recent ex.. are you guys still friends?
not that im aware of, its a wierd situation

if your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
no

do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
yea

die in a fire or drown?
there both the same thing


be with someone cute and a jerk or ugly and sweet?
i duno

eat fried worms or chocolate ants?
chocolate ants

if your boyfriend/girlfriend didn't like your best friend and told you to be with
them or your best friend, who would you choose?
haha i've been in that situation n i never ended up chooseing cuz its just wrong

if you had to chose between blind or deaf what would you chose?
deaf

would you rather live in a tiny apartment with 5 other people or a huge house
that you thought was haunted?
apartment

do you see yourself as a "good" person?
yea

do you think best friends can be replaced?
no
name 6 people (not family) that you can tell anything to:
janelle, jess, ben and thats about it

are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them
at yours?
other ppls

have you ever wanted to watch a scary movie with someone just to have an
excuse to be close to them?
haha no but i have been the other person tho
is your family the "eat dinner at the table" type or the "get your food and eat
wherever you want" type?


what would you like to say to the first person you kissed this year?
umm i have no idea

why is the last reason you cried?
cuz someone died

where is your cell phone?
to my right

what is one thing you wish people knew how to do?
move on

are you excited for the future?
maybe

38 SECRETS
Be honest no matter what.

1. Who were the last 4 people who texted you? Shanna, Steph, Scott, Larissa
2. Where was your default picture taken? i dont know
3. Whats your eye color? hazel/green
4. Your current relationship status? complicated
5. Does your crush like you back? yea
6. What is your current mood? happy
7. What's your mom's middle name? ann
8. What color shirt are you wearing? white
9. If you could go back in time and change something, would you? nope
10. Where was the last place out of town, that you went to? yarrow haha
11. Ever had a near death experience? yup
12. Something you do a lot? work out, party and listen to music
13. Do you have a fondness for gnomes? fuck no
14. Who can you tell anything to? hmm janelle, corey, ben,
15. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Cole
16. When was the last time you cried? don't remember
17. If you could have one super power what would it be? super speed
18. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? i duno
19. Who is your favorite celebrity train wreck? i dont know
20. What is a theory that you believe? everything happens for a reason, following ur heart leads to the true u
21. Favorite color? orange
22. What is one thing that annoys you on TV? commercials
23. Do you still like kiddy movies? not really
24. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? gum
25. Do you speak any other language? nope
26. What's your favorite smell? i duno
27. Describe your life in one word? complex
28. Have any tattoos? not yet
29. What are you looking forward to the most? next weekend and then summer
30. What are you thinking about right now? why everyone has to complain about little things that don't fucking concern them.
31. What should you be doing? homework
32. Who was the last person that made you upset/angry? haha they know who they are
33. What are you listening to right now? Feather - Coheed and Cambria
34. Do you like working in the yard? nope
36. Do you act differently around the person you like? nope
37. What is your natural hair color? dirty blonde
38. Why did you cry the last time you did..? dont know

WARNING THE FOLLOWING ARE PERSONAL!
do not delete any questions, you have to answer them all.

one. will you answer every question honestly?
yes

two. have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
haha yes

three. have you ever punched anyone in the face?
YES

four. do you miss anything or anyone?
yes

five. what makes you laugh no matter what?
stupid shit my friends do, when ppl get hurt

six. have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
no

seven. who was the last person you talked to?
ben

eight. what do you dislike at the moment?
school and the fact i don't have my license

nine. name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
larissa

HARDER.
one. do you get butterflies around the guys you like?
don't like guys.......

two. do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?
no

three. will you get married?
eventually

four. will you be doing drugs in the near future?
no

five. do you lie about your age?
sometimes

VERY PERSONAL.
one. if you were to have sex right now would you use a condom?
ya

two. are you happy with yourself?
yes

three. would you change yourself for the person you love?
only in a good way, if nessecary

four. what do you tell yourself when times get hard?
i duno

SECRETS.
one. when did you last cry?
when i came outa the womb

two. do you believe in religion?
not a whole bunch

three. when was the last time you fell asleep with a guy?
i don't sleep with guys, but a girl....last weekend

four. what is currently on your mind?
my car

five. did you ever wish a close friend to death?
fuck no

six. has a guy ever seriously punched you more than once?
yes

seven. have you ever made out until you ran out of breath?
yes

eight. do you think you were ever in love?
sure

SHOCKING.
one. have you ever dated your friend’s ex?
nope

two. have you done bad things with your parents near by?
yes

three. have you started a horrible rumour about somebody?
nope

four. did you ever fail the school year?
no just french class

five. have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
not that im aware of

six. have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
yea, the majority of last summer

seven. do you think your future will be a good one?
yes

The weekend was fucking amazing, but this week is gunna suck ass.

this weekend was fucking brilliant!!!!
jamming today was fucking rad too

Hey, Hey!
If it was up to me
I would've figured you out
Way before the year clocked out
Oh, I hope you're waiting

We convince ourselves that life
will be better after we get married,
have a baby, then another.
Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough
and we'll be more content when they are.
After that we're frustrated that we
have teenagers to deal with,
we will certainly be happy
when they are out of that stage.
We tell ourselves that our life will be complete
when our spouse gets his or her act together,
when we get a nicer car,
are able to go on a nice vacation,
when we retire.
The truth is there's no better time
to be happy than right now.
If not now, when?
Your life will always be filled with challenges.
It's best to admit this to yourself
and decide to be happy anyway.

Soo growing up i met some pretty amazing people n we were always there for each no matter what. We never fought, argued or abandoned each other......that was then, now as time goes on i have done more fighting with the people i swore i would never end up fighting with then i have my own parents. I must say, the memories we had where some of the best, but with time comes change, as the days pass by the memories fade. And for the most part those two that i called " family " i hardly even know u guys anymore. Especially my "brother"..... i hope the choices u made were better then ours.

Once again someone's stupid choices fucked the rest of us

People say don't ever look behind, Happiness is just a state of mind.

Some day you'll return to
Your valleys and your farms
And youll no longer burn
To be brothers in arms

Money isn't real....

wow last night was harsh fucked up....