I am the worst person in the world.

I cant tell you how much regret I have for making you do that. I couldnt sleep last night because thoughts of you were racing in my head so fast it was making me dizzy. I know you dont think the same of me but I want to fix that and i hope that I can... ive made many mistakes in my life so far and I regret it all, especially what I did to you. but now things are different. we got a fresh start on it and we will figure out what we should and shouldn't do to each other. We got this.

Im finally getting my first tattoo this Saturday i'm so excited :D. Apparently its going to hurt a lot and I don't doubt it but it will be worth it :). Its going to be a Metallica tattoo. Specifically a "One" tattoo because it was the first Metallica song I ever listened to and I think it belongs on my body because Metallica is, I guess you could say a part of me... but I digress. Its going to be awesome

I hope mom and dad actually go through with paying for it because they said they would >.>

This is what it is going to look like :D

Whats going on in my head:
~ My life has been completed. You have single handedly shown me how to live and baby am I gratefull its with you<3
~ Fuck I wanna watch Avengers but the brother is playing CoD >
~ One week till our 3 months baby<3 I love you
~ Meesa need a fucking job >
~ Cant wait for our future<3
~ Fuck DC. Marvel is where its at!
~ Damn I have alot on my mind :S
~ I want a drumstick :3

Hmm. My thoughts.

- Im fucking TIRED!!!
- Fucking asshole abusing the dog >
- Goddamn it I wanted a phone today ><
- Two months with an angel<3 I love you so much baby<3 forever and always
- Its so quite in here O_O
- Do I wanna game or sleep =\
- Texting my beautiful girlfriend <3

Oh joy. Fighting again. I really dont like this, we fight to much and its starting to get really pointless. If our future is going to happen we need to stop. I am so not down to do this everyday. And I know its not just you its me too. And to think im going to leave you because if it is outrageous.

Alright. These fights are really starting to get old. I thought we talked about this. Guess the message didnt get through to either of us. I dont know what to say at this point.

You.
You are my life. You are my angel from heaven. You are my true love. You are the one I want to spend my days with. You are the highlight of my life. You always make me smile. You always know how to cheer me up. You are perfect for me. You make me feel like in the king of the world. You have no idea how much I care for you. You are the most amazing person in the world. You love me. I love YOU.
Q.F+N.H=Forever and Always<3

Its time to move on in life. I know ive said it alot before but this time its legit. I need redemption for all the things that I regret in life, its time to start a new, get more mature, start living life the way I want to.
Change is the law of life, and my time for change has come. its time to buck up and brace for the challenges of life, for the challenges of a civilization unforgiving to those who just enter it. its time to start my Carpe Deim.

I dont think ive ever shared my current thoughts with nexopia before so, imma give it a shot.
Well, this is some crazy shit but, its also the best decision ive ever made<3
Why is star wars so fucking great?!
Mmmmmm chips :3
I love you baby<3
Febuary 14th<3