is so hurt that he lead me on for years and years then did what he did don't understand why he would put me through this for so long if he new deep down that he wanted nothing to do with me

on the other note it hurts alot when I think life is getting better met someone and started to like but they always end up leaving or not talking maybe it's me maybe I was in the wrong some how dunno how but I must be just hurts i'm just going threw alot of shit right now and sick of it I stopped going to the bar to maybe get away from it all but doesn't seem to work



JUST WAITING FOR MY LIFE TO GET BETTER