why do we hide ?
why do we put a cloud over our head to hide our pride ?
why do we say badboyz4life with a west side?
everytime we say whats up why do we act like were in compton and a best friend just died
why do we act like we have no one to support us?
why do we always let our friends, best friends, homies. boys, sistas, and famiillia go everytime we think they are the reason were going to lose focus?
why do we keep old numbers when we know will never press send?
why do we forget where we come from and make promises till the end?
why do we let our goals and dreams take over the best of us?
and put a negative impression on our homies who've allways shown they supported us?
why do we allways think letting go is the best for us?
when we know we've let go too much and never have no one to show the love to us?

you might think im just spitting just for fun
or just looking for attention just like every other one
but if you actually take a look again and just get a clue
you might actually figure out y im witting this to you
just rewind the clock, read it over again, and think it though
you'll c what this shit might sound familliar to you

now you'll only have until tonight to think it through, to see how close your friends are to you
now if your one of the few who truely keep there friends and always stay truly tight, give a secret hand shake to your homie with a homies4life

copy this to your blog, send this to all your friends on your friends list and add the title "i dare you to take the challange"
youll only have till tonight so better start now
and remember to keep the love and respect going

1.Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Artist:
7. Dirty or Clean:
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
9. Do you like me:


Some More Random Nonsense
1. Do we know each other outside of nexopia?
2. Whats your philosophy on life?
3. Would you have my back in a fight?
4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5. What is your favorite memory of us?
6. Would you give me a kidney?
7. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9. Can we get together and make a cake?
10. Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
12. Do you think I'm a good person?
13. Would you drive across country with me?
14. Do you think I'm attractive?
15. If you could change anything about me, would you?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
18. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Would you be a fellow ninja with me?
21. Would you take a picture with me?
22. Would you have a sleep over with me?
23. When was the last time we hung out?
24. Favorite animal?
25. Do I have your number?
26. Do you have my number?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

have you ever took a look at your life, and thought of how it would be like
to go back though time, and relive the rhymn,
of the days when you come back of what used to be,
the fucked up times when it was just your mother, your brother, your sista, and me
living without a father, just cause he could'nt nor woudnt, just didn't wanna see,
of what the fuck he created, never manning up to his own responsabillities, its critical to me, of who i look up to, and what i see, all the fuck he cared about is spreading that fucking HIV.
he cheating on my mom, not only that, he cheated on my brother and me,
thanks for that example that i have to give to my future son or daughter to be. this is not real to me, this was never ment to be, of what use to be
coming out of a broken home, i looked up to you, you my hero to me.
all these years i've kept looking down, down deep inside, to find your face,
the reason why im so broken inside,
now all i can do now is walk though death row,
go to my grave, with the shame of what i alreddy know.

so if anybody wants to come and listen, and relate to me,
just vibe with your head and falow me.

(x3)
just go back though time, relive the rhymn, refuel, reenergize, come back and rewind.
(x1 after 1st chorus)
just go back though time, relive the rhymn, think it through, come back, and realese the rhymn

saying i love you isn't enough
saying goodby to u was allreddy rough
saying i cant live without you is allready tough
saying that is like saying i will never be free,
inprisoned in this hell hole, stricken by loves slavery
i though we were allways meant to be,
but now i need you more then ever
life means nothing to me
your like my dimond in the buried tresure
i wish i could fly over and see you right now
i would kiss you and hug you till nothing will be found
everytime i see a full moon your all i think about
i throw my love for music away
your all i dream about
cause everytime i see that full moon
that memory allways comes back to me
the memory of me and you and what we used to be
but one day our wish will come true
that one day when we see each other and get the chance to say
i love you