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But The Truth Burdening Him,

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Location - Saskatoon, Saskatchewan
In the buisness for - 17 Years
Job - Free Loader
Sexual Orientation - I Love Alex
Dating Status - Dating
Favorite Color - Purple
Favorite Person - Racheal Bird
Heros - Racheal Bird
Cell Phone - 000-0000
Name - Tony Bird

Be Jealous; He is my BOYFRIEND!! <3

Be Jealous; He is my BOYFRIEND!! <3

I LOVE YOU ALEX <3

Almost three years ago, Me and My friend(at the time)named Alex, We're walking along a wintery path on the riverside. That date was Feb.15th. It was slighty cold. The atmosphere around us was getting more uncomfortable by the second. Alex was walking ahead of me, He wanted to ask me something but was to shy to. I knew something was up but didn't really know at the moment. He asked me twice along the way, the first time if I was Bisexual. I replied "Who isn't these days?" but I really didn't answer his question at all. I kind of avoided it. He asked me another question, but said it to quietly for me to hear. So finally I just told him to ask me in the middle of the TrainBridge( Just becuase it was all I could think of and plus I wanted to go on there). Closer and closer as we approached the bridge my heart started to pound faster with each step I took. Alex was still ahead of me quite aways. The stairs leading up to the bridge felt like a mountian. By the time I was up, I knew something "Drastic" was going to happen. Finally, what felt like ages, we got to the middle. It was silence for at least 5-10minutes. Standing close but not too close to each other, looking in different directions. I was looking at the oncoming sunset, Alex was looking at the river below. He told me to turn around(Not facing him), and reached for something in my backpack. He asked me if I can give him my hand(Still looking away). I did. He wrote something on my right-hand in pen. Once he was done, he quickly looked away. I looked at my hand...Couldn't believe my eyes. It read the following; "would you be mad if i kissed you?". My mind went blank for a bit, then all of a sudden tears came. He was looking at me when that happened. He got the wrong message at first but what I told him next told him straight. " No, I wouldn't. I've liked you for a long time." Then a EVEN longer silence fell before us. Just as the sun was setting in the distance, we embraced eachother. We looked at eachother but quickly turned our heads away in embarasment. What felt like centuries, we kissed. It only lasted for like 11 seconds, TILL some old BITCHES ruined it for us. Nothing else happened for the next two-three years. The summer of 2010, is when the most amazing thing ever happened to me. It all started with a game of "Truth or Dare". When of our friend started the game. We took turns like little kids. Finally it was my turn again. I picked dare. The one friend told me to cover my ears and start humming a tune so I couldn't hear. I did. Well that was all happening. That one friend asked Alex if he liked someone at the time. He was really embarassed. He thought about it, then he pointed at me but told her to stay quiet. Then that friend asked alex if it was alright to dare me to kiss him. Alex agreed. They told me they thought of something for my dare, still didn't know at the time what was going to happen next. That one friend told me my dare, "I dare you to kiss Alex". My mind went blank, I stopped breathing for a second. My hands went clammy.I asked if Alex agreed with that, that friend said yes said yes. Alex was close to me, which didn't make the situation any better. After what tool forever, I guess Alex got fed up with it and pulled me in for a kiss. I was completely shocked. After that things started to getmore heated up. The dare my one friend made Alex do was let me give him a hickey on his neck. I did. He liked it. Later on in the morning we got dared to french kiss. That one didn't turn to smoothly, we banged foreheads. As the days went on, we found ourselved cuddling each other to sleep. Sometimes Alex would say "he was getting to hot" so he would stop but actaully he was jsut to embarassed. The night before my birthday, July 14th 2010, We went for a walk to Superstore with our friends. We walked ahead of them, hand-in-hand. I guess we walked to fast, we got to Superstore at least 10 or so minutes before our friends. We started talking about what was happening between us. As we were talking our friends showed up. Having the feeling our talk wasn't done, We told our friends that thye should just go inside before us and that we would just catch up. Alex got really embarassed so he ended up asking me a quesation by spelling it. The question was" W-i-l-l you go o-u-t with me?" Of course me being a little bit slow when it comes to things like this, it took me a couple of seconds to figure it all out. I answered his question with a kiss. For the first couple of weeks we thought we were so smooth thinking our friends didn't know, they knew even before we did. Soon days turned into weeks, while weeks into months. On the 14th, it will be our 4 month. Alot has happened between us, we had many fights, we yelled at each other, we somewhat physically hurt one another, and we make each other cry. But no matter what happens, I will always know; I'll Love Him no matter what happens. I love him with all my heart. He is my everything. He means more to me then anything in this world. He's cute, adorable even when he farts. He can be overprotecting, but to me, I think its one of his amazing qualities. He tells me what to wear and what not to wear but that don't matter at all. He gets really super jealous this one person just talks to me, he would actaully beat that person up if it comes to it. I love that about him. That person is now scared of him and will only talk to me if they know forsure that Alex isn't looking. Alex may seem like a big seme but to me he will always be my uke. I Love You Alex. Remember: You belong to ME and No one else.