i havent bloged in so long, scince i left terrace in july, its now december 3 days before christmas and its all gone by so quickly, shambhala was fucknig killer, i still have so satifaction in life, and im losing grip with reality, all my freinds have seemed to veer off in diferent directions, at least in terrace i knew some amazing people some of whom i will regret ever parting with, and one whose company i pushed away stupidly for selfish probably drug induced reasons, yet i dont hate myself. the visions produced by lsd this summer fucked my whole head around quite nicely, perhaps explosive stars, and dancing trees is the answer.