Do you remember me at all???
My sisters havin a boyy,
got any good namess?
TEN ARE YOUS
1. Are you single - Yeahh
2. Are you happy - heck yes
3. Are you bored – Just a lil bit.
4. Are you white - Ya
5. Are you Italian - Nope
6. Are you intelligent - Kinda
7. Are you honest - Yess.
8. Are you nice -Yeahh
9. Are you Irish – Nahh
10. Are you Asian - NOOO
TEN FACTS
1. Full Name –Shelby desirae Lowe
2. Nicknames – Bert
3. Birth place - Nanaimo
4. Hair color -Black
5. Natural hair style – I dunno.
7. Birthday – October 19
8. Facebook Mood – idk
9. Favorite color - lime green or blue or red
10. One Place you'd like to visit - amsterdam
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
1. Have you ever been in love -Maybee.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Yeah.
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - Yes.
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - Oh probably.
6. Have you ever had your heart broken - Yeahh.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them -Yes.
8. Are you afraid of commitment -Yes, i think i am.
9. Who was the last person you hugged -Uhh i dunno.
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to - Maybe Bj.
TEN THIS OR THAT
1. Love or lust - Lovee
2. Hard liquor or beer - Hard Liquor
3. Cats or dogs - Both
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - few bestfriends
5. Television or internet - Internet
7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Wild.
8. Money or Happiness -happiness
9. Night or day - Night
10. IM or phone - Phonee
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
1. Been caught sneaking out - Yeahh.
3. Done something you regret - Yess.
4. Bungee jumped - Nope
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - Yeahh.
8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - YEAHH.
9. Cried because you lost a pet -Yeah
10. Wanted to disappear - For suree.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
1. Smile or eyes - Eyes
2. Light or dark hair - Dont matter
3. Hugs or kisses - Kisses
4. Shorter or taller -Taller than mee.
5. Intelligence or attraction - Intelligence
7. Funny or serious - Bothh.
8. Older or Younger- Older.
9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing
10. Sweet or Bad Ass -dont matter a lil bit of both
TEN HAVE YOUS
1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Ya.
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yepp.
3. Ever tried walking on your hands - yeahh.
4. Ever kissed the same gender -ya.
5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - Yes...
6. Ever Been on a dance team - Nope
7. Ever been on a sports team - Yeahh.
8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Yes.
9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? Nope
10. Ever been in a rap video? Nahh.
TEN LASTS
1. Last phone call you made - umm idk
2. Last person you hugged - I dunno
3. Last people you hung out with -dylana
4. Last time you worked - I Dunno
5. Last person you tackled - No idea
6. Last person you IM'd -idk
7. Last person you texted - Jared
8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - Friends
9. Last person/thing you missed - KYLEEEE.
10. Last person you slept in the same bed with -me myself n i
I'm sorry...
that I bought you roses
to tell you that I like you.
I'm sorry...
That I was raised with enough respect
to not sleep with you when you were drunk.
I'm sorry...
That my body's not ripped enough
to "satisfy" your wants.
I'm sorry...
that I open your car door,
and pull out your chair like I was raised.
I'm sorry...
That I'm not cute enough
to be "your guy".
I'm sorry...
That I am actually nice;
not a jerk.
I'm sorry...
I don't have a huge bank account
to buy you expensive things.
I'm sorry...
I like to spend quality nights at home
cuddling with you, instead of at a club.
I'm sorry...
I would rather make love to you then just screw you
like some random guy.
I'm sorry...
That I am always the one you need to talk to,
but never good enough to date.
I'm sorry...
That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,
but when we went out, you went home with another guy.
I'm sorry...
That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere,
but not good enough for you to listen to me when I need a friend.
I'm sorry...
If I start not being there because it hurts being used as a door mat, only to be
thrown to the side when the new jerk comes around.
I'm sorry...
If I don't answer my phone anymore when you call, to listen to you cry for hours,
instead of getting a couple hours of sleep before work.
I'm sorry...
that you can't realize... I've been the one all along
I'm sorry...
If you read this and know somebody like this
but don't care.
But most of all
I'm sorry...
For not being sorry anymore.
I'm sorry...
That you can't accept me for who I am.
I'm sorry...
I can never do anything right, and nothing that I do is good
enough to make it in your world.
I'm sorry...
I caught your boyfriend with another girl and told you about it,
I thought that was what friends were for.
I'm sorry...
That I told you I loved you and actually meant it.
I'm sorry...
That I talked to you for nine hours on Thanksgiving when your boyfriend was threatening you
instead of spending time with my family.
I'm sorry...
That I cared.
I'm sorry...
that I listen to you at night talking about how you wish you could have done something different.
Ladies always complain and gripe to their friends that there is never any good guys out there, and they always end up with assholes who mistreat them. Well ladies, next time you're complaining, maybe look up to see who you're complaining to. Maybe that special someone is right there hanging on your every word as usual, screaming in his head "Why won't you give me a chance?"
Because the person you are usually searching for is right by you.
If you're a guy and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."
If You're one of the FEW girls with enough BALLS to repost, and you would never make your guy feel this way, repost as "Girls don't realize these things'
. If you could say anything to the person who has hurt you most in life what would you say?
Fuckk you asshole
2. When will your next kiss be?
hmmm, couldn't tell you
3. What song are you listening to?
nothing right now
4. Who does it remind you of?
...uh
5. Last movie you watched?
Detroit Rock City
6. Which of your friends lives closest to you?
uh, nobodyy special
7. Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn't?
Nopee.
8. What are you most looking forward to?
Nothing at all, maybe to go swimming.
9. Describe your dream life:
hmm, Richh and happy.
10. When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
Yesterdayy,
1. Are you single?
Ohhh yes.
2. Are you happy?
yeahh i am right noww.
3. Are you bored?
lol Sure am
5. Are you Italian?
i think i might just bee.
6. Are you pregnant?
Nopee, fuck that.
9. Are you Irish?
Nahh, i don't think
TEN LASTS:
1. Last phone call you made: My sister
2. Last phone call you received: Jasonn,
3. Last person/people you hung out with?: Cousin Eric
5. Last person you tackled?: ohhh, can't remember
6. Last person you IM'd: i cant remember
7. Last text message you received: Jordan
8. Last person you hugged?: I dunno
9. Last person you slept in a bed with?: uhhh Nate
10. Last person you laughed with?: My mommy
OTHER:
Why can a guy sleep with a lot of people and it be okay, but if a girl does the same thing she is a slut...
Cuz guys are fuckkin assholes
1. Name and middle name?
Shelby Desirae Lowe
2. What holiday is your birthday closest to?
Halloween
3. Favorite fruit?
strawberries
4. Does it bother you when someone says they'll call you and they dont?
If i like them yes
5. A random guy approaches you asking your name, you say...
shelby
6. Is there something you want?
Theres alot that i wantt
7. What do you say if someone tells you you're gorgeous?
ohhh thankss.
8. What do you hate about your school?
The whole placee, and the peoplee mostt.
9. What are you doing besides this survey?
Watchin TV
10. Do you trust all of your friends?
Nahhh, don't trust anyone...Expecially out here
11. What is your worst habit?
smoking
12. Last thing you ate?
uh food
13. Listening to?
the tv
18. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Out..
19. When is the last time you were hugged?
A whilee ago.
20. When was the last time you laughed?
a few minutes ago.
21. What made you laugh?
Somethin funny.
22. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
Yepp.
23. Are you a racist?
Nahh.
24. What are you wearing?
Sweat pants, and a Rolling Stones Tshirt..
25. What's your favorite song at the moment?
Theres way too many
26. Have you met any new people? This year?
Probably.
27. Who is the last person who hurt your feelings?
The last...uhh someonee that i now hate.
28. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property?
Uhuh
29. Have you ever been punched?
Yeah
30. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
How they look at me.
31. What do you usually order from Burger King?
Uhhh Burger King, well i guess i'd order a burger if i ever went.
32. What time do you usually go to sleep?
Whenever i get too tired to stay awakee.
33. Tomorrow is:
sundayy unfortunately.
34. Bad thing about tomorrow?
SUNDAY
35. Are you comfortable with your height?
uhh yeah its not to bad.
36. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Nahh.
37. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Nopee.
38. Has anyone you were close to you passed away?
Yeah.
39. What color is your hair right now?
Blackk.
40. When is the last time you cried?
A few weeks ago.
41. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Not really.
42. Last time you were on a plane?
Neverr.
43. Do you like anyone at the moment
Ohh yes, i sure do.
44. If so, do you think they like you back?
Nopeee.
45. What is your favorite holiday?
Ummm, valentines dayy...But there never good for mee.
46. What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
Not much, I hope i movee far away.
47. What are you NOT looking forward to in the next few months?
My life living in cedar.
48. What does your fifth text message say?
to lazyy to check.
49. How much money do you have currently?
likee 40.
50. If you could see anyone right now, who would it be?
My loverrr...lol
Sad Story
phone:
ring..
ring..
ring..
boy::
hello?
girl::
hey!
boy::
what r u up 2?
girl::
just thinking about the greatest guy in the world..u?
boy::
oh nuthing..
girl::
r u ok?..u sound upset.
boy::
im fine..just..
girl::
just what?
boy::
idk, iv’e just been thinking..
girl::
thinking what?..
boy::
....[silence]
girl::
please tell me, i love you.
boy::
i think we should take a break.
girl::
...what? [voice shaky]
boy::
look i cant take all ur drama anymore.
girl::
i thought u said u loved helping me.. loved being there for me.
boy::
i just cant take it anymore.
girl::
...please don’t do this.
boy::
its just a break, we can go out at the beginning of summer...i promise. every girl i date till then will be a lie. i only love you.
girl::
...why...how...u said u would never turn into one of them.. a heart breaker.. what about Paris?
boy::
look...i love you i swear i do, just we cant date.
girl::
there’s more then my emotions right? theres another reason..
boy::
...no.. just we need to take a break.
girl::
i cant promise i will be waiting here for you when summer comes.
boy::
aight....
girl::
i cant believe you, u said u loved me, u said im the one, u said u would never leave me... I’ve gave u so many chances... yeah w/e. leave me then.
boy::
i love you.. i’m sorry.
girl::
don’t say that... i better go.
boy::
no i wanna talk.
girl::
well i don’t, go call someone else.
boy::
no i want u.
girl::
you had me...u broke me.
boy::
I’m sorry [starts crying]
girl::
yeah, that’s what they all say... Ill see u at school. goodbye number 3.
boy::
babe..don’t.
girl::
dont call me babe! im not ur babe..bye.
boy::
i love you..
girl::
i lov...[hangs up]
the girl throws her phone at her wall and screams into her pillow..
she cant take the pain.
she reaches for her knife..
puts it on her wrist.. and watches as she slashes herself away.
tears run down her face. she stops.
she looks down.. she had cut her vein.
she couldn’t breathe...blood was pouring out of her.
she lay there on her carpet as she died.
she whispered to herself.. "maybe now he will care"
those were her last words.
the boy had called back to tell her not to cut.. but it was to late.
she lay there, cold.. her blood stained carpet and her ringing phone across her room where she had threw it.
the next day her parents found her dead; they informed the school.
they notified her friends and family.. they couldn’t believe it.
he loved her...she loved him.
what happend?
the school made an announcement..."students may i have ur attention please...we have terrible news. one of our students has commited suicide last night, we are so sorry...we will need to see her closest friends and boyfriend."
the boys heart stopped...he knew it was her.. tears started to form in his eyes.
he walked down to the councelors office and saw her closest friends crying their eyes out.
they looked at him.
girls bff::
do you know why she did this?
boy::
...yes..
girls bff::
what? it was you wasn’t it? u killed her!
boy::
no we broke up...we had to.
girls bff::
no, u chose to.. u ass!!
boy::
look u don’t understand, i tried to stop her.. i really did.
girls bff::
yeah right, ur just like every other guy she dated, worthless...a liar. why did u break up with her, WHY?
boy::
u wouldn’t believe me.
girls bff::
dont give me that. tell me.
boy::
i had a dream...
girls bff::
and?...
boy::
God told me i should break up with her.
girls bff::
what?
boy::
see u dont understand..
girls
bff: no, no i don’t.
boy::
never mind.. i better get to class.
girls bff:
yeah u do that.
the boy has diabetes... he becomes too depressed to take care of it.. he goes into a coma and doesn’t come out...he dies.
he left a note in his journal..
"i love her, i shall be with her now."
repost this or u will have bad luck with love for the next 17 years..
no joke.
u have 3 mins..
