fuck it's getting cold out

FUCK LIFE

i no i fucked up it but me in so much pain i miss my mother i see happy lil famliy's and i miss mine i see the pictures i have i see something i look diffrent but not my hair coulor or makeup or close i see happness i see my self now
no what i see now hate pain and trouble PLZ SEE i love you SO much and i will show you im a good daughter i want to appaligze for the thing i've done that hurt
you soo much and the thingg i have not done YET i feel you sleep better with me not there and i want you to be the happiest alway's i want to do better

larissa i hope to fucking god i find your ass and fuck you up cause bitch you a dead mother fucker i swaer to good you rat bitch punk lil prp mother fucker
you cant take a fucking hit i punched you once and you start ballin your eyes out like a lil pussy fuck

ever day every time i see him
he sees me dose he no
no he dosent he dosent want to
no he cant see me can anyone see
me for i am who i am
no one can see that for

if i fuck up my fault but he cant see that
idont want to fuck up i want him
dose he no how close i am
NO no one can

for all the shit that go on in just one day it makes are famliy of hommie fall apart and kill poor pople for the ganster life a problem we live we ride we die
RIP to all the fallen hommies and to all live on and make smart choices