so I made a huge mistake. I'll admit it okay? and I told you that
this morning. I didn't mean it. it's not what I wanted. I regret
doing it. I want you back. what else can I say? when you hug
me I never want you to let go of me. I thought I was gonna burst
into tears and melt into a puddle at your feet. I've been an emotional
wreck. you said it made you feel really down this entire week and
for that I'm sorry. that's my fault. I don't ever want to make you
feel like that again. its true you know, you don't know what you've
got until its gone. you said you wanna be friends. hopefully this
isn't too far gone. I just want you.

yeah cool you think you're pretty cool, think you can tell
me what to do. you may be my parents, but you don't have
complete say over my life. you can't control who I hang out
with. and yeah, I may bitch about people through a facebook
status, but it doesn't mean I'm serious. it also doesn't mean
we need to have a discussion of any sort. just because I say
something like that doesn't mean I'm tearing down the world.
screw getting a job, maybe I don't want to contribute to the
world. its the last little bit of summer and I just want to make
the most of it and hang out with my friends. clearly the fact
that you spent every spare minutes together for a year and a
half has slipped your mind... go figure

you are a fuckin bitch. I don't even see the need for you
to spread rumors that your ex boyfriend beats you.
He didn't push you down the stairs so stop telling people
that and grow the fuck up. Its pathetic that you're getting
other people to fight your battles for you. but clearly, you
have no friends in our grade because we know who you
truly are. WE are done with your fuckin lies. I done with
your lies.

I am such a tool.