Pick an empty number, 1-300 and write a secret in that line. Don't tell anyone your number it's a secret. Just repost when done, everyone has a secret
1. I definitely have an eating disorder. sometimes it's bulimia, sometimes I don't eat for a few days at a time.
2. I have ruined every relationship I have ever had after my first due to sex. And i feel i may never get back or find an equal love to the one i hurt the most. I am in love with those from my past, but not the person i am with! #133, rot in hell!
3. I am 19 and ready to get married
4. I have never loved a person as much as I love my Fiance. My life is truely complete!!!!!!!
5. sex makes me feel powerful
6. I used to believe John Smith from Disney's Pocahontas was hot.
7. deep down inside, I know when they call me a slut, they're right.
8. I sometimes think I will be single forever...and it makes me depressed.
9. I lie to make myself feel better, so far its not working. & i still love him, i give into any peer presure no matter what it is, I wish i could say its not a problem.
10.I feel like I'm just going through the motions with you...and I've already found and lost the one for me. Also, #133 needs some serious counceling.
11. I hate my brother for being "better" than me no matter what.
12.I've tried to kill myself a bunch of times
13. The biggest mistake of my life has been coming here to go to college, and not going farther away, even though I can't handle being away. And I deleted someone else's secret to put this one up. oops.
14. Sometimes i wonder what i would say if one day you asked for me back, and then i realized how stupid i am for knowing that i would say yes. I love you, yet i hold a huge resentment against you for promising me the world and then throwing it all away. I don't understand why you would do such a thing, why you would wrongfully start a relationship with me, and make me fall in love with you, only to realize that you never stopped loving your ex.
15. I always used to think that the Disney character Aladdin was hot.
16. Im afiad of falling to hard to fast because it might hurt when we arent together. And i dance around in my underwear to bringing sexy back.=] shhh.
17. By the time I was 12 I had had sex with more men than there are senators.
18. I wish guys would look at me as more then just a friend
19. i'm the biggest flirt you'll ever meet.
20.i worry i may never feel as in love with my boyfriend as i did with the guy who broke my heart, and its really not fair because he is perfect. But i cant help but compare and wish he did things my ex did. But its not fair, i do love him and i want it to be forever
21. I had a 3 some with one of my guy friends sister and a random guy we met at the bar.
22. first of #133, i hope you burn in hell; i'm in love with 2 people
23. I'm addicted to heroin
23. sometimes I think I'll always be single, by choice.
24. I have a crush on someone other than my boyfriend
25. i would love to get back together with my ex
26. i want to shitkick that mother fucking bitch
27.I though i would never love again the way i loved before... But now i love even more then what i used to... and i didn't think that was possible.... And i don't like to be tickled but my bf does it all the time and i cant tell him not to do it anymore cause i don't want to offend him or make him feel bad
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29. Sometimes I worry that I'm not good for you and it freaks me out because I'm scared that you could be just as happy without me
30. I love him so much and im terrified that hell leave me one of these days for something i wish i could do but am afraid to
31. I love her with my everything
32. I am jealous of everyone and everything around me.
33. i like someone but im not sure if he likes me back.. and he lives far away..im tired of being alone... i want a bf that will treat me right and like me for me!
34. when I'm with my boyfriend and he touches, kisses, or holds me I pretend its you so I can get by
35. I know someone whos getting a.... SEX CHANGE! jk
36. You haven't lost your smile at all, it's right under your nose. You just forgot it was there
37. No one understands how much I miss you. You were the smile behind my laugh. Nothing is the same anymore. Rest in peace.
38. my parents abused me
39.I Smoke To Releive Stress , I Do Drugs all The Time. I Never Eat Anymore Because I Think Im Too Fat. I Wish I Was Popular. My Brother Beats Me And My Parents Don't Care.
40.I'm kind of a whore. I like guys who treat me like a princess, but be rough with me, when my frends arent there.
41. I'm jealous that you have someone treating you so well, and I have nobody.
42. one of my good friends is a back stabbing bitch.
43. Im the happiest i have ever been in my life.
44. I think I'm in love with my best friend...we're both girls.
45. sometimes I wish my girlfriend's best friend would disappear
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47. I lie all the time. it's so bad, it's like no one knows the real me. NO ONE
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50. this is his football number. I'll never forget your smile, that night. it was the most perfect thing i've ever seen. I want to see it again, I want to be yours; you don't know it yet.
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53.They all think I 'LIKE' him.. But I think I love him.
54. I smile all the time to make people stop worrying about me
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56. I lost the most important people in my life for the one I think I might love.
57. I dont know why I even like my boyfriend.
59. he's lied to me more than once and it hurts.
60. Sometimes, i was so desperate to hear your voice that i would call you in the middle of the night just to hear you say,'Hello?'. As silly and immature as it was, it was the only way that you would talk to me. Sometimes you'd start conversations with me on the phone, not even knowing that the whole time you were talking to me....and for those few seconds i was happy.
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64. I don't like peanuts
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67. I'm leading all three of them on and I won't even date any of them.
68. Violence is the only way I know how to take out my anger. I don't think I want to change.
69. I am sick of ALWAYS having to be the strong one!!! NO ONE knows how desperately I hurt on the inside, but to tell anyone the truth would make me feel like a failure!!!
70. I'm bisexual.
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73.My house is a mess, not just a little, I mean like I am scared if some one came over they would call cps, but I can't ever seem to find the will to clean it
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75. I've tried and like ecstacy, I've smoked weed more thans than countable, I've kissed atleast 10 guys, 4, of them over 18. I'ved lied about my age to get places. My friends, think I'm a goody-goody, when I've done all these things they don't know about, because I'm trying to start my life over.
76. I have cancer and havent told anybody yet.
77. I wish i would have died in that car accident because then it would have saved me from the heartache you cause me and you would have to live with the guilt and regret everyday of the rest of your life knowing that i called you to bring me to the hospital and you refused because you were too busy working and you thought i was trying to get attention. Instead you left me bleeding on the side of the road. You are the last person i want to see happy on this earth unless its with me. i love you so much its killing me.. literally...
78. I'm not his first.
79. I really screwed you over, and I'm sorry. but now that you're talking shit about me behind my back, the only thing I want to do is ruin your life.
80. He would be so disappointed if he knew what I've been up to. Daddy's girl isn't so much of an angel..
81.sometimes i think i am sleeping with guys to make myself feel better, no that is why i do that. i lost the one i truely loved maybe two years ago, and now he is getting married. makes me sad to see him so happy, and i know he still loves me. it kills me to know that. i also slept with an ex not too long ago, to make myself feel love again. then he got back together his is girlfriend he had broken up with the night before we had sex... im never good enough.
82. I wish I never gave him a second chance.
83. I lost my virginity to my exes best friend
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86. Im in love with my best friend but can tell her!!!!
87. Being perfect enough for you would be a dream come true. Not perfect for the one day that already passed.. I don't want to be good enough for you to fuck and chuck, I want to be good enough for you to keep around.
88. I'm 15 and I've never even held hands with a guy.
89. My husband thinks ive only had sex with 2 people including him. the truth is, its more than 15.
90. If I really wanted to be with you right now, I would be.
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92. sometimes I'd rather be single
93. yeah, sometimes I'd rather be too.
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95.So wheres this going?
Anywhere or should i cut my losses, and leave while i still have a piece of myself to still hold on to.
Or should I let that piece grow into something new, and exciting with you,
something to last?
Why should I continue to hold on to something that is not mine,
continue to wonder if there is an "us"
but when I think about it all I know that,
If there is an us, our love will sustain the test of time,
Or an trial that may befall us,
You just have to trust in that love, and never let it fail.
This life is meant to be shared, with a person whom you love,
And i Cannot think of another who i would like to share it with.
But I need to know if it is mutual, I cannot be with someone
who fears the unknown, who cannot talk to me but others, If theres one thing a relationship needs
its to be able to communicate,To be able to talk to the other no matter the circumstance. I need to know that if we are to be, that you can trust me with anything,
Even if it hurts us, or me, or you. The fact that you cannot talk to me is alarming,
And all the more so that you would turn to another for ..comfort... what i need to say in all of this is,
you know how i feel for you, but i dont want you to feel that you cannot trust me, I want to be with you. But you seem to not want to be with me, If you love me like you said you do, then should that not be enough to trust in our relationship?
If you love me, as i love you, then you should be able to see past my feelings of jealousy, for i can get past my feelings of betrayal. I know that this is odd for me to say here and hell by the looks of it you probably wont even read this, but I had no other choice to say it here, Look I hope you know that the fact of what has happened has happened, and nothing can change that, what can change is how we reflect on it, I assume whats stopping you from being with me is me, and if that is the case then are you sure you love me? Because love should conquer all. If it dosent are you sure it is love. And for me it has conquered my biggest fear in a relationship, Fidelity. And well I can only hope you feel the same,
For if not, then I am A fool.
And a fools game have i been apart of...
But know this that no matter the fate of the situation, you have made me more happy in the month I have come to know you, then the years it has taken for me to get here with you. and If this must end, I just hope someone else then will make you as happy as you have made me... you deserve it.
I am so alone.....
96. I'm a virgin at 25... will sex ever happen?
97. I'm so tired of guys sweet talking me into stuff.
98. I have about 9 different guys who are all amazing. They will do anything for me.. Except 1. He's a prick. I want him so badly.
99. I'm afraid I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life and never find anyone that is truly a good person.
100.I'm still in love with you and i hate it. You broke my heart when you had no right.
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102. Sometimes his disconnection makes me feel unwanted.
103. I'm just with him to make you jealous....its not working so well is it?
104. I would marry you today, if you asked.
105. I could marry you. I think you're my perfect match.
106. I still think of him and love him, wondering if he still thinks of me and loves me. Even though we always fought, the real conflicts have only just begun within. I feel like I lost a part of myself.
107. i call him ... but he never says anything .. and it pisses me off ... like so bad, i try and i try ... but hes too hard to talk .. and i really like him.
108. I tell my friends i hate him just to have a excuse to say his name
109. I want to get over him I love him to much. Im afraid that if I try dating someone else Ill end up cheating on them, and i dont want to do something like that. Im just so tired of getting my hopes up and thinking this is it this time, then having my heart shoved back in my face...then being stupid and letting it happen again.....will this ever end?
110. I think i love him, but want to wait to see if there is someone better...
111. I have major trust issues, I have been hurt so many times on people that just want to have sex. It hurts it really does. I don't know what to do anymore. I want to find true love.
112. I would move there for you. all you'd have to do is ask.
113. I love you. But I want out.
114. My mom hits me.
115.i like you.
116. I'd kill her if I had the chance. just for taking you away from me. bitch.
117. sometimes i think of any excuse to call him...even if i crashed my car into a ditch and was dieing..i would call him just to tell him i love him i always have...
118. I would have gone further last night.
119. I've filled in like 3 of these already.
120. I want him to stick around because I'm afraid to be alone.
121. I'm afraid you're way too committed. I don't want to grow up...everything goes so fast with you! and he doesn't understand me at all...do i even love you? i cry when i'm alone.
122. i feel like I killed my husband!!!!!!!!!! but i no i didnt
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124. I think I might be bisexual.
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126. I'm scared that we're moving too fast for our age.
127. You weren't good in bed.
128. I don't think youre very good at kissing.
129. I wish my boyfriend knew that I would rather have a realtionship before everything , it makes things seem more special and I wanna stay with him forever , I loveYou Waffle .
130. I can't wait to have sex.
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132.I want to kill myself! ( you down there I am praying for you and you really need to talk to someone before you hurt an innocent child!! )
133. I deleted 133 because that just isn't right. May God have mercy on your soul.
134. People like you #133 should suffer the longest most horrible death ever!!!!
135.I want this girl to like me so bad, i try everything, and when i am sure that she likes me she ends up going out with a complete faggot. It hurts
136. I cheated on you.
137. Everytime im with him, i fall more in love with each kiss, smile, stare, wink, grab, touch, laugh, anything. He's perfect. I never want to be with another. Everyone says nothing is perfect, so, he's my closest thing to perfect. I've never felt this way before. I want to commit to him for the rest of my life. He makes me smile so much. I love him with all of my heart, for the rest of my life. That's a promise.
138. I'm so afraid what he thinks about the age difference.. I want him so bad
139. I let my aanatomy teacher blow me for an "A" -he's cute, but 11 years older than me
140. I'm in the same boat as #141
141. I get stoned all the time so I can forget how I really feel about the world
142.I think about him all the time and I shouldn't!!!
143. I wish I had the confidence and the guts to be a slut.
144. I drink because it helps me forget.
145. please stop talking to me. just move on with your life. I can't take this push pull bullshit and wondering if things will ever happen.
146. After everything, i forgive you. Truth is, i feel sorry for you becasue what i wanted from you is what you want from her and you still refuse to give it to me.
47. I haven't moved on from losing the woman that i loved and it's been years
148. People fall in love with me way too fast...you barely know the true me...
148. Whenever I see him sign on line, my heart still skips a beat.
149. I shaved my balls
151. I really want to see you again.
152. I am not as strong as you think I am.
153. I wish I could tell you how much I like you...everytime I hear your voice my heart skips a beat. I would love to see us dating one day, but I don't want to risk our friendship. Everytime I hear you talk about your a gf you have, I wish I was her so that I could fall asleep in your arms at night.
154. I cant get over the fact that you lied to me, and I hold it against you.
155. I think women are better off without men. All they are needed for is their sperm, other then that they're good for nothing.
156. I think I am beautfiful and I can stare at my myspace pictures for hours.
157.Alot of times im disapointed cause i dont think true love will ever happen to me cuase my relationships are crap.
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159. I really want to smoke but I can't. I'd lose friends and respect.
160. My family thinks I am a lesbian. I'm not. I think?
161.I masturbate ALL the time... then feel guilty about it.
162.blah blah blah I'm a dirty whore!!!!!!
163. I dont eat for a few days at a time cause I think im fat.
164.I hate being married!!!!
165.I still suck my thumb and i'm well past the age of 21 and
166.My bulimia makes me feel in control about something in my life
167. I think sometimes I might like girls more than guys , I'm a girl.
168. I hate my family, and I don't trust my best friend.
169. I wish I had never lost my virginity to you
170. I like you...i want to date you...why won't you make a move?
171. I hate my mom more than anyone on this earth. She took my sisters away from me and my dad, now they hate me. I dont think I would cry if she died, and I feel horrible because of it.
172. I secretly hate one of my best friends. I refuse to hang out with her with other guys because she always ignores me and she KNOWS shes prettier than me. sometimes, I wish I could make her ugly.
173. I hate myself and want to die.
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175. I think I might be gay. It scares me, but also it excites me and makes me happy. It makes sense too. but I'm still not sure. I wish I had someone to tell
176. He hits me.
177.i absolutely pretty much hate his fucken guts but hes the only one that i can live with right now and if i could i would move the fuck out.
178. I hate how all your pictures are with her when you promised them to be with me
179. We had sex the first day, I didn't think our relationship would change that much. But here I am, crying over the fact that you won't even talk to me.. Every single night.
180. Secretly, I don't think I will ever get over you and it makes me cry sometimes. I love how happy you seem with him, but I still wish it was me.
181. Now that I realize I love you as much as I can being a teenager, what next? I can't tell you, your my best friend, but I can't live pretending anymore.
182. I totally give into peer pressure... drinking.. smoking.. whatever... I guess it's really no big deal, but what can i say?
183. I think I might be in love with my bestfriend, she's a girl, I'm a girl, she doesn't know I'm bi-sexual. Whoops.
184. I'm only 13 years old and I have been smoking for 3 years
185. I want to marry him one day
186. I wish he really knew that I might be in love with him.
187. I started drinking and smoking when my parents got divorced.
188. I don't think I truly love him:( But am scared to leave because I know nothing but him.
189. I wish things could be how they used to be. When she still chose me.
190. Cigarettes make me feel beautiful.
191. I wish I could meet someone that wouldn't lie and that wasn't in a relationship already.
192. I like girls that have curves
193. I've kissed two girls....and I'm a girl.
194. I'm afraid that, if I'm not with him...he'll be happier than when he was with me.
195.i am slowly drinking myself to death on purpose on a daily basis
196. I love you!!
197. sometimes I just dont give a fuck and I want to get wasted and high and bang you, but then I'm worried about guilt
198. Alec Holmes just became my hero.
199.I LOVE HUGE TITS MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD-ALEC HOLMES
200.i may love him more then i think, and #133 your a sick fuck!!!!!!!! get some help before you hurt a child
201. I wonder if you are really my best friend or if yu just use me, i mean 5 years we have been friends and now your hanging out with the other best friend who treats everyne like shit. i hope you get fucken hurt really badly by the dumb cunt. i know its harsh being best friends in all but i dont care anymore.
202. i wish i wasn't over weight, it causes most of my problems with self esteem, i just want to be normal. In my past guys used to be head over heals for me, and now i haven't seen the two guys i was in love with for months, and they want to see me but i'm too scared to see them in fear of rejection because of how much weight i've gained.
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210.I SMOKE and DRINK and DRUGS and i love it. but then everyone thinks im some stupid whore/poser. Even my best friends. that makes me sad
211. ive never had a boyfriend or kissed a guy before, i think ill be alne forever and it upsets me.
212. i have stupid ex's that put me through crap and now i feel like im putting him through crap.
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funny fact to know that i now miss every second of it , i really wish i had been able to
keep it going, because out of all the people i date they never replace you , the kisses
they give , are nothing compared to yours , the way you move your hair , the way you talk.
you'd never understand the concept of love, because to you love isn't real . I won't love
anyone else but you, and it bothers me to know, you'll never love me again . I love you.
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230. I feel like i maybe should have stayed single because i feel like im with him just to feel what love is like again. I want to love him but i just dont know if i do. i feel so beautiful when im with him but i always question him because im soo scared of him cheating.. cause i think im not good enough.
231. why did the person delete #133? and what did they say?
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235.when i was young my grandpa was in the hospital and i was too young to notic he was very sick and we went to see him every single night and this one night we had been goin for a week or maybe more and this one night me and my sister decided we where a lil tiered of goin their every single night so my parents hummed and hawwed and so they let us stay home me and my sister had a fun night watched movies everything.my parents came home and told us to shut off the movie and they told me and larissa.granpa was dead.i feel horrible i was getting tiered of going to see my grandpa on his death bed.when it happened i was furios.he gave me a balloon dag a clown gave him 3 days befor that 2 days after his death it deflated and i cryed sooo hard i thot that was the last thing i had of him left.and now this time of the year(november 11) rememberace day.he was in world war 2 i think about him all the time. my friends even notice im not normal recently.i miss him sooo much.and i wanna ask larissa if she feels the same.but i really dont think she feels bad atall.
236. I'm in love with my boyfriend, but I;m scared I'm going to lose him.. =[
237. If an "emo" kid is classified as someone who cuts their wrists.. I am "emo"
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239. I'm fifteen and I've had sex with 4 guys already. I had two one night stands with close friends.. and I was the other woman in one of my relationships. Now I'm intimate with my boyfriend.. and I feel like its ruining our relationship. I feel like such a slut for being with so many people..
240. I feel like my friends dont actually like me. but i have nothing for them to use me for im poor and not all that pretty.
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245. honestly, i think i love him. but the sad thing is that hes so head over heels for his ex girlfriend, that i dont think i have the slightest chance
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260.Im secretly in love with one of my Friends and i feel like im on top of the world when im with her..i can tell her ANYTHING and she can tell me anything..we take the bus home together and every time im with her im happier than a kid in a candy store with a million dollars(not just any kid either(one who likes candy alot) and what i want most in life is to spend it with her and just the tought of me being with her makes me smile......BH
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276. I really want this guy... Yea theres an age difference and he's kinda shy but he makes my day. =] He makes me smile, and laugh. And when I talk to him, its like Im the only one that matters at that moment in life. His deep blue eyes simply take my breath away. I wish all those moments would last forever, but, all good things come to an end. So thats when I think of something random to say to make him smile. Thats the best part. Everyday I look forward to that one class I have with him... The weekends really disappoint me because I dont get to see him...¢¾
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286. I don't know who I am or what my purpose is. And I do love the guy I'm with I'm just afraid of rushing things. I'm also afriad of getting to close and then heart broken again .... He makes me happy ... and he also reminds me alot of myself in a way .... But deep down inside I wanna kill myself for being weak and pathetic but I can't cause I can't leave him or my best friends .... god i'm hopeless ................ and also I really wanna know what #133 did
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292.Sometimes I really wish I could kill myself..because my life is completly fucked...I havent had a girlfriend in 10 years...im overweight..im always made fun of and teased...I have a father,step-mother, and siblings that hate me..im failing classes in school, and I have a mother and Uncle telling me how good i should be and should try to be more like my brothers. My "so-called friends" are not really my friends, except a couple of bum kids who do nothing but talk shit to me and use me for the nice stuff i got, then get jealous and either try to break it or steal it. I tired of this shit...i want out! I wanna move somewhere far away where im not known by anyone..and start all over again. I'd kill for a relationship with a girl..but they all care about outside apperances..and never whats on the inside..no matter how much they deny it..its true...idk what i did to this world..but it seems the world has just took a shit in a bag and lit it...and I was the idiot chosen to stomp it out...Signed. Cody Shugart
293. I wear a happy face all the time. I'm not emo. but its hard to be sad...even when sad things happen...i'm always the one bringing people up...i cry a lot when i'm alone...
294. I'm a smoker and alcoholic, but deny having ever smoked or drank.
295.I left her for you, The girl I have liked since GR 6, for you. I think about you so much And I only smile when I do. If there was a way I could make you see the way I feel about you, I know you would feel it to. I cant believe you ever agreed to go out with me, let alone us be on again of again for like 4-5 years. I just needed to let that out, maybe someday I'll tell you, but babe Im to much of a fool now to be able to. kr<3
296.Juniors Likes The Penis!!!
297.i act like im fine but im not im lonely and im needy and i hate it
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299.i hate love.
300. I never want to lose you.
