i want yeah to come see me god im so board we shhould hangout again some time and actually do somethin lol =]]
Ok so i do like him hes cute and he likes my random ness we hung out a cupple times and i already like him wow weird that dosnt ushually happen wel i cant wait till we go to the same school =] lol ;]
im so fuckin pissed off.
wow.
spo i herd that im going to be stuck in my math for anouther year all cuz im not going to be done it in time so ill have to do it all over for fuck sakes im fuckin done with this school and its fuckin bitchy hatein teatchers, if it wasnt for my mom for fuckin up anouther relation ship id be close to being done im so sick of this shit im going to have to re do this and be in high school for even longer so much for fuckin graduating with my friends fuck im so pissed unless i bust my ass and finish my math. ill have to stay up all night every night but ill do it to get it done. cuz i aint going to let some old fuckedup teatchers tell me i cant succeed i have proved to them that i can bust my ass and get the job done so why not again ill finish it wait and see . their goin to pisss their pants =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
i wanna be with someone who will look out for me
stand up for me and love me i want someone who knows when im upset and hed just be thier to hold me . someone to be their for me when im not strong and someone to trust and belive. i wish people like this were reall but i know i cant have everything i want but what i do want is someone to share things with and to be their for. <3
i have realised its time to move on and leave everything behind. im over him and im sick of him pertending to fight for me when i know i can do better in fact i will. im currently crushingover someone who i belive is better than the two i have hes nice sweet and quite sexy lol not that that matters to me but maybe hes my new chance at all of this. idk i guess ill just have to wait and see until then wish me luck
