~broken~me~ - 19, Female, Fort Saskatchewan
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Thank You....
Thank you for the times we had,
thanks for being my friend
thanks for loving me
and i hope never needed to pretend
thank you for the memories,
You'll never leave my heart
I've been so much in love with you
Right from the very start
thank you for being there
and holding me close at night
you know you are the only one,
that could ever hold me right
So thank you for everything
the good times and the bad
and i hate to see it end,
you have no idea how sad
so thank you my baby,
my lover
and my friend
I will always love you
Until my very end....


Thank you.....
 

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I'm not holding my tounge for you anymore.....
I Will scream so loud, till i drown you out.....


now you can't hold me down anymore...
 

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Never alone
I waited for you today
But You didn't show
No.No.No.
I needed You today
So where did you go?
You told me to call
you said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

Chorus
I cried out with no reply and
I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.

And though I can not see You
and I can't explain why.
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life oh
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

We cannot separate
You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
and I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone
 

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Well I Was Sitting, Waiting ,Wishing,
You Believed In Superstitions,
Then Maybe You'd see the signs...
well lord knows that this world is cruel,
and i ain't the lord,
no i'm just a fool
learning loving someone don't make them love you,

Must I always be waiting, waiting on you....?
Must I always be playing, playing your fool.....?

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Well if I Was in your position,
I'd put down all my amunition,
I'd wondered why it'd taken me so long,
But lord knows that,
I'm not you,
and if i was I wouldn't be so cruel,
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do....
 

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So Your Scars fade Away
You Soaked Up All The Pain
A Better Person Cause
You Lived Through Those Days....
 

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Today I Woke Up
And Realised
How Dull
And Quiet The world Has Gotten
....
EVerything seems Slow
And I No Longer Care What Happens To Me.....
nor to most of these people

Ever Stop To See How Dark The World Really Is?....
Have You Stoped To See How Cruel A Life Can Turn Into?

Or Are You Blind?

Do You See What You're Doing To Me?

Destroying What I Have Left Of Myself

And You Don't Even Care...
Cuase If You Did
You Would Of Seen It...
Understood It
And Stopped........
 

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ever...?
Ever Get The Feeling

That Everythings


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so long(waiting...)
So long that I've been waiting
to hold my lover tight
so long that i've been waiting
for things to finally feel right
so long that i've been waiting
to end this final Fight
but no matter what i do
i just can't reach that hieght
no longer can i wait
no longer can i cry
no longer can i sit here
and slowly even die
no longer can i trust
and no longer can i believe
if in the end ,
all i have
is one word
and that's decived
one last shot i always say
this is the last time
then it ends and jsut like that
i'm back right on the dime
maybe it'll be different
maybe he changed
but maybe this love we had
has started to re-arrange
i love what you've given me
a second chance at life
a second chance to wake up
and see u there at night
but whats gonna happen?
will u leave this time around?
will you pick me up again
just so i can hit the ground?
 

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fffffff
We Shouldn't Waste Another Day
Thinking About The Things We Forgot To Say.....
 

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no giving up- corssfade
"No Giving Up"

So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away

Well it's not so bad y'all
Together we all fall
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall
We shouldn't waste another day
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say

I'm hittin' back y'all
Kickin' these four walls
Just as hard as I can til I can't crawl
I won't waste another day
With all these silly things
Swimmin' in my brain

[Chorus]
There's no giving up now
Do you really want to give this all away
Can't you ever see things in a different way
Somedays
No giving up now
Such a beautiful thing to throw away
You should think things through
Over and over again
All over again

So your scars fade away
You soaked up the pain
A better person 'cause you lived through those days
And now you know what it's like to prove
You can overcome anything that gets to you
Well it's alright
We're sayin' our goodbyes
To the past and everything that ain't right
We won't waste another day
With all these silly things in our way

[Chorus]

I know we have given
All that we can give
When there's nothing to lean on
Well, I remember this
All we make of this lifetime
Is always here within
And remembering that's why
We should never give in

[Chorus]

There's no giving up now
 

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I thought it was too good to be true
i found somebody who understands me
someone who would help me to get through
and fill an emptiness i had inside me
but you kept inside and i just denied
somethings that we should have both said
i knew it was too good to be true
'cause i'm the only one who understands me...

[Chorus]:
What happened to us?
we used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us?
and deep inside i wonder, did i lose my only?

[Verse 2]
remember they thought we were too young
to really know what it takes to make it
but we had survived off what we have done
so we could show them all that they're mistaken
but who could have known, the lies that would grow,
until we could see right through them
remember they knew we were too young
we still dont know what it takes to make it...

[Chorus]
What happened to us?
we used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us?
and deep inside i wonder, did i lose my only one?

[Verse 3]
we could have made it work, we could have found a way
we shoud of have done our best to see another day
but we kept it all inside until it was too late
and now we're both alone, the consequence we pay
for throwing it all away, for throwing it all away...

[Chorus]
What happened to us?
we used to be so perfect, now we're lost and lonely
what happened to us?
and deep inside i wonder, did i lose my only?

What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
What happened to us?
 

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so todays a new day
Todays a New Day
And I'm Not Afraid
I'll stand up to the plate
And no longer will i Fake
No Longr will i run
No longer will I Hide
No longer will i chase something
that will lead to my demise
Today;s A New Day
And I Face A New Challenge
But instead of being overcomed by it
I won't face away
I realised I'm Here To Stay
 

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crossfade- drown you out
Today was unexpected
Nothing here is how I left it
Each day that passes by just seems to feed the lie
Closing in around me makes it so hard to see
Now I'm standing on the ledge
My foot creeps closer to the edge
Freinds all know what to say
To make me puish them away
What they can't know about me makes it so hard to see

I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out

So mamy days of silence
Too many destructive ways to vent
I hope they set something free
Didn't know they were out to kill me
Today I'll turn it all around
Pick myself up off the ground
Sweat all the sickness out
Force all the demons down
Stand up and set it straight
Get it right before it's too late
For now I'm feelin fine
Left all the pain behind
It's time to live my life
I finally got it right

I can still taste the words on my tongue sayin we're okay
But when I raise my head up to see the darker side that isn't me
So now I raise my hands up so tired of giving in
throw this all away and start again.............


I'm not holding my tongue for you anymore
I'll scream so loud til I drown you out
Now you can't hold me down anymore...............
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ck
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!??
WHY IS IT EVERYTIME SONETHING STARTS GOING GOOD,
SOMETHING HAD TO COME ALONG AND FUCK EVERYTHING UP????!
.....

WHY IS IT EVERYTIME I START TO BELIEVE THAT IT'S ACTUALLY GOING TO BE OKAY
SOMETHING TEARS DOWN THAT AND REPLACES IT WITH HATE OR FEAR???!?!?!?!?!?!?

WHY THE FUCK DO WE WALK AND TALK BUT NEVER REALISE,
'HEY MAYBE THAT'S GOING TO BE THE LAST TIME I SEE THAT PERSON,
MAYBE THEY'RE GONNA SLIP AWAY FROM OUR LIVES AND NEVER BE ABLE TO RETURN,'

WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS KEEP FUCKING HAPPENING??!?!!


what's the point anymore?
 

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so faraway
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more holding it in
How many years can I pretend
Nothing never goes the way it should
No more sitting in this place
Hoping you might see it my way
Cause I don't think you ever understood
That what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]
I'm so far away
I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
I'm so far away
Now I'm blaming you for everything

No more waiting for the end
Of every day that I will spend
Wishing that I only had a choice
No more pushing you away
Cause I will be busy watching things going my way
Never looking back on this anymore
Because what I'm looking for are the answers
To why these questions never go away

[Chorus]

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now
Now I'm blaming you for everything

I'm so far away

Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Hey hey I've been saved
With sun shining on my pain
Getting me through this day
Hey hey watch me wave
Goodbye to yesterday
Nothing left in my way
Feels so good to say

[Chorus]

Now I'm blaming you

I'm so far away