ill always love you, u'll always be my other half, i'll always know whats beneth ur skin.and
i will always see ur heart on ur sleeve, and i will always see through u
forever my best friend, forever my soul mate, my other half,ur in my heart forever...
but i needed to grow, i needed to find out my life for me, i needed to live it and love it make my own mistakes get out of this town, take control and make a future b4 i could settle down, ive always been scared of that moment when u ask me to come live with you, but i always knew i was in good hands, i just knew that i would personaly fall and not get back up even with ur love by my side.
i did what waS RIGHT for me, im sorry it broke u...
but there was also so much pain behind our smiles we gave everyone when we walked in a room, a cellhone filled with fights and tears, swears and hurtful names, tow ppl wwho knew each other better than we knew ourselves... you madee me happy u made me smile u brightenede m,y day getting my first message in the moring... but being apart all the time, tore us aopart i couldnt take it and i knew it got to u too in more ways than words can explain that will never change, and i hope u know i want u to always be happy, i want u to experience what i wouldnt let u, as i will do as well.... i hope whoever u end up with helps ur soul heal u willalways have a heart deep deep diown inside and when i see u i will smile because i know its there even though u pertray it not to be, its okay to hate me i know i said we;d be together forever i always hoped for it i never loved anyone more than u and i will alwaya cherish our memories and rememberour good times and bad. ]\
my heart was broke months b4 i let u know, but you.....
u never cried... u never came... u never tried... u never fought... u made me choice eaiser and eaiser... but i feel it everyday we had an amzing run but time change ppl change and things will work out for themselves and one day we will meet again and we can smile i know u will never forget me i know when u rest ur head on that pallow everynight u smell my scent weather its there or not, i now u see my face when u close ur eyes.... bc i feel it too i smell it too i see it too but this happened for a reason
im sorry,but i cried more during the relationship than i did after...... xoxo we left off friends, and i know we will always remain best friends deep down... u holld my heart but its time to move on and do what i need to do to figure out my life and u can figure out yours, we'll have our date years to come and catch up and who knows... maybe were to far apart maybe its too late, but maybe it was meant to be. maybe just strangers.. who knows..



