WHY COULDN'T I DO IT?!?!?!.......I WAS SOOOOO READY!!!!!!!!
BUT NO....KALAN HAD TO BE RIIIGGHHT THERE!!!!!!......

OMFG!!!!....I'M GONNA SOOOO MISS KYLE WHEN HE MOVES!!!!!!
KYLE DON'T MOVE!!!!!!!

I hope what Chris said isn't true......
And you never told me.
I wouldn't know what to do. Go crazy or....end it?
Can we talk?
Its weird around you now....
Its because of
all we went through in the summer,
Those girls you called your "friends"....
How you never stopped it when one of them started
to throw the pizza......
And then how you got down willingly to.....
kiss the girls shoe...
and how you never once tried to stop me in any of this.....
or THEM in that matter.....
I don't know anymore...
and I really don't know you anymore.....
you're a different person in my eyes....
and I'm not sure what to do.

I dunno...things seem worse.
but at the same time, they seem WAY better.
I'm still thinking...
sorry.

I'm Not Feelin' You Anymore....
Sorry Bud.....Gonna Have To Let You Go :(

Name: Jess
Single or taken: taken
Sex: No thanks..lol.
Hair color: Black/Brown/Red
Eye color: dark brown-almost black
Height: 5' uhhhh...somthing..I think 5'4

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: well..I used to be bi, but now I'm straight, but then again...lol
Who is your best friend?: uhhh...Steph Moriah Ceilidh Miranda..well..alot<3
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yup
What is your longest relationship?: uh....like a year and like 2 months or something like that

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: Well..I have many
Any tattoos or piercings: piercings: yup.
What is your most comfortable outfit?: uhhh..what if its my whole wardrobe?
What do you usually wear?: jeans,t-shirt

S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs? Noo
What kind of shampoo do you use?: uhhh....I think like....pantene or something like that
What are you most scared of ?: hmmm...clowns
What are you listening to right now: Under Pressure by David Bowe/Queen
Who is the last person that you called?: uh...Devon
Who is the last person that called you?: Devon
Where do you want to get married?: uhhh...maybe...but probs not
What would you change about yourself ?: hmm..nothing, I don't think...maybe the length of my hair but thats it

F A V O R I T E S
Colors: red, black, green, blue, grey, white, orange, ya know what?...lets just say all the fricken colors of the rainbow!
Foods: uhhhh....hmmm..no fav for me.
Movies: have alot
Animals: Black Panthers, Dogs * Jack Russell Terriers are cute *.

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: HELLS NO!
Smoked? nope!
Bungee jumped?: No but probs would
Made yourself throw up?: hah no
Skinny dipped?: haha yeah...good times...lmao
Ever been in love?: ummm...I dunno
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: haha yeaas
Seen your crush naked?: lmao no
Cried when someone died?: yeah .. many times
Lied: ha yea
Fallen for your best friend?: uhm nope
Rejected someone?: hah yea
Used someone?: mmm nope
Done something you regret?: Yea..

C U R R E N T
Clothes: flames shirt and shorts for painting my room
Music: Oh Yeah- The Cliks
Annoyance: having to wait for things....like my dinner, man..I haven't eaten all day! OH and the paint in my room to dry.
CD in player: white stripes cd
DVD in player: 300

L A S T | P E R S O N
You left a message for: i dont really leave messages
You texted: No Cell
You cuddled with: hmmm..I dunno
You kissed: Uhhh...well..although I'm dating someone..the last person I kissed was like...3 months ago..one of my " friends "

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: people say i am
Open-minded: haha yup!
Arrogant: not usually
Persistant: only if i want to be
Insecure: once in awhile
Hungry: yeaa
Smart: sometimes
Moody: haha ive been told i am
Hard working: sometimes
Organized: if i want to be
Difficult: kinda
Bored easily: haha nope!..just gimme some string and I'll have the fucking leaning tower of piza in my front yard!
Angry: nope!
Sad: nope!
Happy: hells yes!
Hyper: well..I was..but not so much anymore
Trusting: Well...from what people tell me, yeah



1. Do you like anyone?: yup
2. Do they know it?: yup
3. Simple or complicated? simple

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. did a drug?: naah
5. Bought something: yes
6. Gotten sick?: yes
7. Been hugged?: mhmm
8. Felt stupid?: haha many times
9. Talked to an ex: yep
10. Missed someone: yeap
11. Failed a test: haha no..
13. Danced: Yeah.. it was fun
14. Gotten your hair cut?: haha no.. i need one
15. Lied: didnt i already answer that..Haha naw jk.. yea i have

U N I Q U E

16. Nervous habits?: Bite my nails...or rock back and forth
17. Are you double jointed?: yeah...my baby toes are
18. Can you roll your tongue?: yup
19. Can you raise one eyebrow?: hehe yup
20. Can you cross your eyes?: haha...hells no!
21. Do you make your bed daily?: haha...haven't made it in over like...2 years...what kind of question is this?!?!...lol..jk..but seriously..no.
22. Do you think you are unique?: Haha...in ways, yeah.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

23. Said "I Love you": many times
24. Given money to a homeless person: yeah.and now he has a job working as window cleaner on buildings and stuff
25. Smoked?: nope
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: pshhhh.....one time...lmao..jk, jk
27. Snuck out?: yeaah
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: yeap

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear/curse?: im like a fuckin sailor.. lmao
30. Do you ever spit?: uhm.. yea
31. You cook your own food?: yeaa
32. You do your own chores?: hah all the time
33. You like beef jerky? mmm fuck yea
35. You're happy with your life?: yup
36. You own a dog?: nope
37. You spend your money wisely?: haha!!!!...what kind of question is this?!?!?!...hells no!
38. Do you like to swim?: Yup
39. When you get bored do you call a friend: uhhh....not really...unless I feel like it

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

41. Flowers or angels?: Flowers
42. Gray or black?: black
43. Color or black and white photos?: black and white
44. Lust or love?: love
45. Sunrise or sunset?: Sunset
46. M&Ms or Skittles?: uhhh...both?...WAIT!!..SKITTLES!!..lmao..ceilidh
48. Staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late for sure! Im a angry dinosaur when i wake up early
49. Being hot or cold?: cold
50. Winter or Fall?: Fall
51. Left or right?: Right
52. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?: 2 best friends
53. Sunshine or rain?: wow i love rain

more have you evers;;

Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?: mm yea
Hooked up in the woods?: lmao no
Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?: hehe
Been Dumped?: hmmm..yeah...once
Stolen money from a friend?: uhhh...not that I know of
Slept naked?: haha....
Been in a fist fight?: lmao...field hockey was my time to shine when it came to fights!
Had a crush on a teacher?: OH god no!!!
Seen someone die?: actually yes..I have..when I was 5
Been on an airplane? yup, yup!
Slept all day?: lol..indeed
Missed someone so much it hurt?: not really, " hurt "..but I have missed someone very much
Fallen asleep during school?: yeah
Been lonely? not really
Cheated in a game?: lmfao!!!...haha yeah sometimes!
Been to the ER?: uhm yup
Been in a car accident?: came close a few times!
Had detention? haha...like once
Missed your first love?: uhhh...yeah
Cried yourself to sleep?: yea
Sung in the shower?: Best Time of Day!!!!
Kissed a complete stranger?: lmao yeah.
Laughed so hard you cried?: ALL the time!
Cheated on a bf/gf?: nope
Regretted hurting someone?: yeah
Regretted loving someone?: nope
Been SUPER happy?: OMG YES!!!!..lol...I mean..yeah sure...a couple of time

THE SWEETEST BOY EVER
girl:
i love you

- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!


-Girl:
Really?


- Boy:
Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.


- Girl:
Oh...but am I only your friend?


- Boy:
No...you're my girlfriend...why?


- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do mean it.


- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.


- Girl:
......


- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anniversary?


- Girl:
Yeah...where?


- Boy:
I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?


-Girl:
Ok.


- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok?


- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?


- Boy:
In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...


-Girl:
Aye...I thought you didnt have work today...


- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.


- Girl:
Oh okay! So ill see you around 7:30 then?


- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?


- Girl:
Yeah?


- Boy:
I love you.


- Girl:
I love you too!


- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.


- Girl:
Ok bye.


- Boy:
Bye.


****************************


2 hours later...


The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and rings bell.


- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)


- Boy:
Wassup...you ready?


- Girl:
Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?


- Boy:
Ok.


They both watched a movie and ate dinner...once they were done eating they head back to the car but before she got into the car...


- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?


- Girl:
Why??!


- Boy:
Its a suprise.


- Girl:
What kind of suprise?


- Boy:
A big one.


- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we're driving.


- Boy:
I promise.


- Girl:
Ok blind fold me...


So they drove off...........and then they stoped.


- Boy:
Ok we're here!


-Girl:
Where?


- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!


- Girl:
What place?


- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on the lips)


- Girl:
Babe!...


The boy walks her to the place.


- Boy:
Ok...let me take the blind fold off.


- Girl:
Where are we?


He takes it off her and she opens her eyes and sees the view of the city and at that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....


- Girl:
Omg...(tears come down)


- Boy:
Why are you crying?


- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out...


- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your life? (he asked on his knees and after he says that...behind him...in the air it says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)


- Girl:
(tears come down faster)


- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me...I was planning this whole thing!


- Girl:
Get up!


- Boy:
Yeah?


- Girl:
(kisses him)


- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?


- Girl:
Yes.


If you don't repost this you will have the loneliest life!

BUT!

If you do repost this, you will have a relationship that will last as long as you want it to!

You have 3 minutes to repost this.

IF YOUR A GIRL REPOST AS "THE SWEETEST BOY EVER."
IF YOU A GUY REPOST AS "I'D DO THIS"

OMG IT WAS AMAZING!!!
MARIANAS TRENCH WAS INCREDIBLE
I GOT A PIC WITH JOSH FROM MARIANAS TRENCH W/ FRIENDS
I GOT A PIC OF THE BAND AND THEY AAAALLLL SIGNED IT!!!!!
AND I GOT A CD AND THEYY AAALLLLL SIGNED IT!!!!
THREE DAYS GRACE WAS AMAZING!
MOSHING WAS FUN!!!!!!!
GETTING SECOND HAND HIGH WAS EVEN BETTER
DEVON, ME AND CEILIDH WERE SOOO MESSED UP IT WASN'T EVEN FUNNY
ME AND CEILIDH ALMOST PASSED OUT AND I GOT SAT ON BY A FAT CHICK IN A MOSH PIT
DEVON THOUGHT HE LOST ME AND GAVE ME A RUNNING HUG!
WE GOT ICECREAM
MY DAD GAVE DEVON AND DANIELLE A RIDE HOME
DANIELLE KEPT SLAPPING DEVON AND THEN SLAPPING MY HANDS IN THE CAR
WE DROPPED OFF DANIELLE * WHO WAS DOING SOME WEIRD MONKEY WALK THE WHOLE TIME *
WE DROPPED OFF DEVON * WHO WAS TOTALLY HIGH BUT I HUGGED HIM *
I GOT HOME
TOLD JON ALL ABOUT IT* being 2nd hand high,getting the pics of the band
*! [ L ] Josh ! *
SLEPT

Plans For Summer

>> Get A Job
>> Paint a Fence
>> Go To Stampede
>> Chill With Friends
>> Draw/Sketch/Paint
>> Computer
>> Go To Fish Creek Park
>> Go Running
>> Swim

Fun.

Death is a part of Life. No one escapes its clutches, and no one long escape the harsh reality of dealing with the loss of someone dear.
* MIss you Stacy<3333....Christmas, 2005....I remember *

Death is not the end
Death can never be the end.

Death is the road.
Life is the traveller.
The Soul is the Guide

...

Our mind thinks of death.
Our heart thinks of life
Our soul thinks of Immortality.
- unknown


((Death Is A Dialogue))

Death is a dialogue between

The spirit and the dust.

“Dissolve,” says Death. The Spirit, “Sir,

I have another trust.”


Death doubts it, argues from the ground.

The Spirit turns away,

Just laying off, for evidence,

An overcoat of clay.
- Sri Chinmoy


Death is the immortal stage of life.
Whether an accident or on purpose,
it happens;
Sometimes when you least expect it.
- Me</3

How Sexy Is Your Name?

- under 150 points= not too sexy
- from 151-300 points= pretty hot
- from 301-799 points= very hot
- over 800= beyond very sexy

A=100 , B=14 , C=9 , D=28 , E=145 , F=12 , G=3 , H=10 ,
I=200, J=100 , K=114 , L=100 , M=25 , N=450 , O=80 ,
P=2 , Q=12 , R=400 , S=113 , T=405 , U=11 , V=10 ,
W=10 , X=3 , Y=210 , Z=23

SCORE: 780

Rule #1:
Do it.

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False


Q: Kissed someone on your friends list? F
Q: Been arrested? F
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? F
Q: Do you like someone? T
Q: Held a snake? T
Q: Been suspended from school? F
Q: Been fired from a job? F
Q: Sang karaoke? T
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? T
Q: Laughed until you started crying? T
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? T
Q: Kissed in the rain? F
Q: Sang in the shower? T
Q: Sat on a roof top? T
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? T
Q: Broken a bone? F
Q: Shaved your head? F
Q: Played a prank on someone? T
Q: Shot a gun? F
Q: Donated Blood? F
Q: Had your heart broken? F


"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
Miranda!

2. You texted?
nobody

3. You were in a car with?
my dad
4. Went to the movies with?
Moriah!
5. person you went to the shops with?
Miranda!

6. You talked on the phone?
Steph

7. Made you laugh?
hmm...Steph

8. You hugged?
umm...someone with a name thats not coming to me right now!..

9.You cried with?
no one

WOULD YOU RATHER
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
nose

2. Die in a fire or get shot?
get shot

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
moon

2. Winter or Fall?
fall

3. Left or Right?
always right

4. Sunny or rainy?
RAINY

5. Where do you live?
Canada

6.Gay or Straight
straight

7. is there 1 or 2 people who u can always trust and rely on?
of course!!!

8. Do you want to get married?
umm sure?

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Twirl

10.Last time you drank
never....okay...a year ago

11. Are you afraid of commitment?
not at all

12. are you gonna have an 18th party?
YES!...*cough, cough....* I mean....never!

13. Do You Cook?
of course

14. Current mood?
confused!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? no

2. Sang? yup

3. listened to music? yup

4. seen someone you care alot about? yup

5. Danced Crazy? haha...but no

6. Cried? no

7. Like someone you can't have? hmmm....I don't think so

8. Wish you could have the person you REALLY care about right now? hmm....referring to the last question...if there were someone...then yes.