Lie, deceive, make believe but truth is haunting you
Hide, deny, make me cry, you’ll be the one to lose
My heart misses a beat when you look at me
Intoxicated of love I keep believing you
I keep believing you
I keep believing you
Man in denial so trivial and banal
You slowly become what I hate the most
Man in denial I play with fire
I'm trapped in your lies, blinded by lust
I don't even understand how I can be your everything for 7 months, then you find someone new and you can treat me like shit...
Don't you remember summer? how we cried so hard the night before i was flying home... we had the most magical week, and I'll never forget you. Every night I say a little prayer, hoping you're okay, and I pray that you will never forget me too. I love you soo much, and I miss you more than you'll ever know. I'd give up my life to go back to you and see you one last time.... I hope God keeps you safe. He knows what is meant to be...
i miss you... )=
and every nitght, i layt in bed, holding the stuffed animal you won for me that last summer night, and a tear falls.
i miss you so much it hurts, its killing me.
i don't think ive ever felt this empty.
i pray, one day, we'll meet again,
i miss you baby.. so much...
and you dont even miss me.....
The Rebellious Teen Purity Test
100 questions. Add up your "yes"
Scoring is at the end of the test.
Sex
Have you ever made out with the opposite sex?: yes
The same sex? : no!
Someone you weren't in a relationship with? yes...
Have you done anything that qualifies as 'almost sex'?: no
To both genders?: nope
Had sex in a public place?: nope
Have you cheated on someone?: nope
Cheated with someone?: nope.
Looked at/bought/DL'd/watched porn? NO
Do you take birth control/carry condoms around?: NO
TOTAL: 2
Drugs
Have you smoked cigars more than once?: nope!
Used weed or other natural substances, like shrooms or salvia?: no!!
Used hard drugs? Like, Coke, Heroin and Meth? no!!
Used needle drugs or inhalants?: nope!
Used prescription pills to get high?: nope!!!
Bought drugs?: nope!!
Sold drugs?: no way!!
Introduced someone else to their first drug?: no way!
Overdosed?: never!
Been in rehab or in trouble with the law for drugs?: not at all.
TOTAL SO FAR: 2
Rock N' Roll
Do you listen to hard rock, metal, punk, grunge or hardcore often?: nope
Have you taken shots?: nope
Have you thrown up from drinking?: nope
Have you passed out?: yep (but not from drinking ahhah)
Have you played drinking games?: yes (but i didnt actually drink)
Was your first real drink before the age of 15? yep (a glass of wine haha)
Have you woken up not remembering the night before?: nope
Have you done anything sexual while drunk that you wouldn't have sober?: nope
Have you ever paid a stranger to buy you booze?: never
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
Five-Finger Discounts & Mailbox Baseball
Have you shoplifted?: never
Have you gone joyriding or broken into someone's house?: never
Used a fake ID?: never
Have you done real graffiti (other than bathroom stall notes)?: never
Any other kind of vandalism, like mailbox baseball or breaking a window?: nope
Been naked or drunk (or both at once) in public?: never
Are you/have you been in a street gang?: never
Packed a weapon?: never
Caused a fire, car accident, or other dangerous situation?: nope
Ever been arrested?: nope
TOTAL SO FAR: 5
A Disruption to Other Students
Have you failed a class?: never
Been suspended?: never
Been expelled?: never
Cut class?: never
Cussed out a teacher, humiliated/pranked them, or vandalised their stuff?: haha yes (middle school)
Stolen from someone's locker, or put something nasty in it?: yep
Held or participated in a protest at school?: noppe
Got into a fight at school?: nope
Done drugs at school?: nope
Deliberately offended or humiliated the principal?: never
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
Have you gotten piercings in places other than the ears?: no
Have you dyed your hair unnatural or unusual colours?: nope
Have you gotten any tattoos?: nope
Have you ever had a mohawk, dreads, liberty spikes, or other odd hairdos?: nope
Have you ever cut your own hair or shaved your head?: yep
Do/did you wear dark or unusual makeup? (or any makeup, if you're male): yeah
Do you wear any unusual accessories (like bunnyears, fangs, armwarmers)?: nope
Do you ever dress slutty, gothy, punk, raver, gangsta, emo, artsy, hippie, etc? nooDo you usually sag your pants, wear chains or spikes, or wear all black?: no
Do you like to make or modify your own clothing?: i did at one point, yes
Do you break the school dress code often?: i did haha
TOTAL SO FAR: 10
Shit Happens
Have you ever been in juvy or prison?: nope
Have you been the victim of a violent crime?: nope
Have you committed a violent crime?: nope
Have you ever almost died?: well i guess, a car almost hit me once and my dad had to pull me away quickly
Do/did you have any mental illnesses?: yep
Is your family a dysfunctional mess?: yep
Have you ever self-mutilated or had an eating disorder? nope
Have you ever had a substance habit?: nope
TOTAL SO FAR: 13
We're Very Disappointed In You, Son
Ever snuck out of the house or snuck someone in?: nope
Ever had a party while your parents were out?: no way
Ever steal from your parents?: haha i did once...
Ever crash your parents' car?:no way
Run away?: yep
Been grounded for a month or more?: no, i dont get grounded at all
Been caught by your parents in the act of doing something illegal?: no
Been caught by your parents while doing anything intimate with someone?: baha yea... but my mom was not mad she thought it was cute..
Had a parent say you couldn't hang out with a certain person?: yepp
Had a parent toss (search) your room/backpack/car?: yepp
TOTAL: 18
Amateur Jackass
Ever skinny dipped?: yepp
Set something large on fire?: yeah at my aunts cabin haha
Stapled yourself?: no.
Jumped into water with all your clothes on?: yepp
Played a well-planned, huge, public practical joke on someone?: yeah!!
Ridden or raced in shopping carts?: yea!!
Streaked?: no way.
Danced on a table Coyote Ugly style?: no...!
Stayed up for two or more nights in a row on purpose?: yeeaaa
Set off illegal fireworks?: nopee
Made mass amounts of prank calls at once? yeah hahah
TOTAL SO FAR: 25
BIG TOTAL: 25
now multiply your score by .
your score: 50%
0% - 10%: Impossible. I'm surprised you're even old enough to read this.
11% - 20%: Pretty damn innocent. I say you need more internet exposure.
21% - 30%: Pretty sheltered...you go to church, right?
31% - 40%: OK, this is acceptable - you might still be young. Go party.
41% - 50%: You've played it a little safe, but still have a lot of fun.
51% - 60% - There we go, you're the average rebellious teen.
61% - 70%: You can party. Either that, or you just have lots of problems.
71% - 80%: You're experienced in the art of rebelling, that's for sure.
81% - 90%: Damn, you might actually wanna slow down...
91% - 100 (or more)%: How on earth are you still alive?! You've actually done it
nd I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
<3
if i could take a cheap plane ticket to fly back to where you are, i'd do it in a heartbeat. but i cant.. and i miss you so much its crazy.... i never go withoug 15 mins without thinking about you ='(
LEARN CHINESE IN 5 MINUTES
(You MUST read them out loud or it doesnt make as much sense)...
1) Thats not right........ Sum Ting Wong
2) Are you harboring a fugitive................... Hu Yu Hai Ding
3) See me ASAP............. Kum Hia Nao
4) Stupid Man...................... Dum Fuk
5) Small horse... Tai Ni Po Ni
6) Did you go to the beach?... Wai Yu So Tan
7) I bumped in to a coffee table... Ai Bang Mai Fa Kin Ni
8) I think you need a face lift... Chin Tu Fat
9) It's very dark in here... Wao So Dim
10) I thought you were on a diet... Wai Yu Mun Ching
11) This is a tow away zone... No Pah King
12) staying out of sight... Lei Ying Lo
13) He's cleaning his automobile... Wa Shing Ka
14) Your body odor is offensive... Yu Stin Ki Pu
15) Great... Fa Kin Su Pah
"I understand that Scissors can beat Paper, and I get how Rock can beat Scissors, but there's no f***ing way Paper can beat Rock. Paper is supposed to magically wrap around Rock leaving it immobile? Why the hell cant paper do this to scissors? Screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people? Why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook paper constantly suffocating students as they attempt to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that s**t up in 2 seconds. When I play rock/ paper/ scissors I always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face with my already clenched fist and say "oh s**t I'm sorry I thought paper would protect you, a**hole."
At age 4 success is not peeing in your pants.
At age 12 success is having friends.
At age 16 success is having a drivers license.
At age 20 success is having sex.
At age 35 success is having money.
At age 50 success is having money.
At age 60 success is having sex.
At age 70 success is having a drivers license.
At age 75 success is having friends.
At age 80 success is not peeing in your pants.
The Rebellious Teen Purity Test
100 questions. Add up your "yes"
Scoring is at the end of the test.
Sex
Have you ever made out with the opposite sex?: yes
The same sex? : nope
Someone you weren't in a relationship with? : yes
Have you done anything that qualifies as 'almost sex'?: no
To both genders?: nope
Had sex in a public place?: no!!!
Have you cheated on someone?: never
Cheated with someone?: no
Looked at/bought/DL'd/watched porn? : never
Do you take birth control/carry condoms around?: never
TOTAL: 2
Drugs
Have you smoked cigarettes more than once?: never
Used weed or other natural substances, like shrooms or salvia?: never
Used hard drugs? Like, Coke, Heroin and Meth? no
Used needle drugs or inhalants?: never
Used prescription pills to get high?: never
Bought drugs?: never
Sold drugs?: never
Introduced someone else to their first drug?: never
Overdosed?: yes
Been in rehab or in trouble with the law for drugs?: never
TOTAL: 1
Rock N' Roll
Do you listen to hard rock, metal, punk, grunge or hardcore often?: yes
Have you taken shots?: no
Have you thrown up from drinking?: no
Have you passed out?: yes
Have you played drinking games?: never
Was your first real drink before the age of 15? : no
Have you woken up not remembering the night before?: no
Have you done anything sexual while drunk that you wouldn't have sober?: never
Have you ever paid a stranger to buy you booze?: never
TOTAL: 2
Five-Finger Discounts & Mailbox Baseball
Have you shoplifted?: nope
Have you gone joyriding or broken into someone's house?: nope
Used a fake ID?: no
Have you done real graffiti (other than bathroom stall notes)?: nope
Any other kind of vandalism, like mailbox baseball or breaking a window?: no
Been naked or drunk (or both at once) in public?: never
Are you/have you been in a street gang?: no
Packed a weapon?: nope
Caused a fire, car accident, or other dangerous situation?: never
Ever been arrested?: never
TOTAL: 0
A Disruption to Other Students
Have you failed a class?: never
Been suspended?: never
Been expelled?: never
Cut class?: never
Cussed out a teacher, humiliated/pranked them, or vandalised their stuff?: yes
Stolen from someone's locker, or put something nasty in it?: yep
Held or participated in a protest at school?: never
Got into a fight at school?: never
Done drugs at school?: nope
Deliberately offended or humiliated the principal?: no way!
TOTAL: 2
Have you gotten piercings in places other than the ears?: nope
Have you dyed your hair unnatural or unusual colours?: yope
Have you gotten any tattoos?: no
Have you ever had a mohawk, dreads, liberty spikes, or other odd hairdos?: nope
Have you ever cut your own hair or shaved your head?: yep
Do/did you wear dark or unusual makeup? (or any makeup, if you're male): yeahh
Do you wear any unusual accessories (like bunnyears, fangs, armwarmers)?: no
Do you ever dress slutty, gothy, punk, raver, gangsta, emo, artsy, hippie, etc? : no
Do you usually sag your pants, wear chains or spikes, or wear all black?: never
Do you like to make or modify your own clothing?: never
Do you break the school dress code often?: never
TOTAL: 1
Shit Happens
Have you ever been in juvy or prison?: never
Have you been the victim of a violent crime?: never
Have you committed a violent crime?: no way
Have you ever almost died?: no
Do/did you have any mental illnesses?: kidna yea
Is your family a dysfunctional mess?: yep
Have you ever self-mutilated or had an eating disorder? : never
Have you ever had a substance habit?: never
TOTAL: 2
We're Very Disappointed In You, Son
Ever snuck out of the house or snuck someone in?: never
Ever had a party while your parents were out?: no
Ever steal from your parents?: once haha.
Ever crash your parents' car?: never
Run away?: yeah
Been grounded for a month or more?: never
Been caught by your parents in the act of doing something illegal?: never
Been caught by your parents while doing anything intimate with someone?: nope
Had a parent say you couldn't hang out with a certain person?: ya
Had a parent toss (search) your room/backpack/car?: yea
TOTAL: 4
Amateur Jackass
Ever skinnydipped?: yea
Set something large on fire?: yea
Stapled yourself?: yea
Jumped into water with all your clothes on?: ya
Played a well-planned, huge, public practical joke on someone?: yea
Ridden or raced in shopping carts?: yea
Streaked?: never
Danced on a table Coyote Ugly style?: never
Stayed up for two or more nights in a row on purpose?: yea
Set off illegal fireworks?: never
Made mass amounts of prank calls at once? haha ya
TOTAL: 8
BIG TOTAL:
now multiply your score by 2.
Find your score: 22
0% - 10%: Impossible. I'm surprised you're even old enough to read this.
11% - 20%: Pretty damn innocent. I say you need more internet exposure.
21% - 30%: Pretty sheltered...you go to church, right?
31% - 40%: OK, this is acceptable - you might still be young. Go party.
41% - 50%: You've played it a little safe, but still have a lot of fun.
51% - 60% - There we go, you're the average rebellious teen.
61% - 70%: You can party. Either that, or you just have lots of problems.
71% - 80%: You're experienced in the art of rebelling, that's for sure.
81% - 90%: Damn, you might actually wanna slow down...
91% - 100 (or more)%: How on earth are you still alive?! You've actually done it
how long can you hold your breath while holding "x"??
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