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ahur
who's still on this thing D: I havn't been on nexopia since like .. two summers ago, isn't that crazy (not really though) Last time I was on, I was binge drinking all summer, heart broken, and only came home to shower and recover from hangovers, then I was out the door at a party passed out.
What a sad little existance, but a good one, now I sit at home all day, watch intervention and wish my life was better .. GOD.
 

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It's like I'm standing in a crowd,
And their rmoving around me.
I'm reaching out for you.

My voice can't be heard anymore.
And I'm pulling and pulling.
But the rope is broken and Frayed.
And I can't remember the size of the moon.

I'm wailing and howling,
The wind is ignoring my pleas,
without him the night is empty
And I can't remeber the moon.

It's like I'm standing still,
And the crowed is ignoring.
These desperate hands,
That are pulling and pulling.
On an empty rope.

My fingers are bleeding.
And I'm crying,
And I'm crying out for you.

Wounded and tired,
Their walking around me.
The rope is still empty,
Yet I'm pulling and pulling,
And the moon, He's forgotten my sound.

The moon has Forgotten,
All that I've known,
He's left me here to die.
And I'm lost wihout his light.
The crowed is still walking,
Walking without his light.

My sad realization
Has brought me no closer,
The rope is still broken,
It's lost all it's tension,
Theirs nothing waiting for me at the end.
And the moon has forgotten my voice.

It's like I'm standing in a crowed,
And thier moving around me,
I'm just reaching out for you.
 

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killing time before stuff
Is there at least one ex you can trust?
Yes, I know there is.

Do you think you're wasting your time on the person you like?
No, There's no one I like, so there fore I'm not wasting anytime now am I?

Do you really miss someone right now?
Haha, Of course I do, we all miss someone right?

Has a boy/girl ever called you babe or baby?
Yes.

Do you know anyone who would just drop everything to come see you?
Hmm.. I'm not sure anymore haha.

What's something that made your day?
Moving Closets .. and newest episode of True blood. Also Atley's wake up text.

Is it hard to say "I love you" to people?
To really mean it to that someone special it's terrifyingly hard, but otherwise don't most peope toss it around.

Will you be dating someone in six months?
I don't knkow ... it's possible.

Are you wearing any clothes that don’t belong to you?
haha yess >.> jessicas shirt.

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
Yes ... but well we all saw how that ended.

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
All the time.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yes. it's hard to keep promises to yourself.

Do you think you'll have the same bestfriend a year from now?
DUH! BFJFF!

Are you on good terms with your best friend?
Always.

Ever kissed someone who was in a relationship?
hmm maybe?

What do you want right now, be honest?
To eat, and just stay home.

Who is the last person you texted?
COUGAR

What are your plans for the weekend?
SLEEP !

Do you usually apologize first?
Yes, always.

Do you sleep with blankets?
yes!!

Do you get mad when people smoke around you?
Haha, NO.

Is there someone you can talk to about anything?
Yes :3

Did you cry today?
YUP

Did you flirt with any one today?
NOPE

Are you a bad influence?
No =P

Do you get in trouble at school a lot?
No, I'm a good girl :3

How's your heart lately?
Borken.

Do you want to move?
Move out of my house, it's killing me.

Do you like where you live?
See above answere

Are you in a good mood right now?
YUP, Owlcity does that to you.

Anyone of the opposite sex been on your mind lately?
Yes.

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
Yes.

Do you care?
haha Yes, I still care it was a bad part of my life.

Have you ever worked in a food place?
Never worked a day in my life.

Has your number 1 on your friends ever made you cry?
Hmm I don't know. not in a bad way.

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
Nope.

Do you over use smileys?
All the time, I'm a smiley person.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?
It's hard, and not likely

Are you currently feeling the need to tell someone something?
Not anymore.

Were you single last summer?
I don't think so.

When was the last time you read a book just for the fun of it?
Umm, I'm currently reading one xD

Are your parents still together?
yes. they wuv eachother

What time did you go to sleep last night and why?
like 1-2am cause cora and kurtis went to sleep.

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
yesterday

Are you happy with your life?
more or less.

Has anyone told you that you had pretty eyes?
yea ...

Is there anyone you couldn't go a day without talking to?
YES I would die without talking to them.

Do you talk to the person you like every day?
I DON"T LIKE ANYONE THAT WAY.

Did you sing at all today?
yes!

What is your current desktop picture?
BUFFEH SPIKE AND ANGELLLL

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
Kurtis, I said have a nice day at school before he left.

Do you like someone?
D:

Where is your significant other at the moment?
no where

Do you ever wonder what any of your exes are up to?
not anymore.

Think back to your most important relationship; was it all your fault it's over?
yes ...

Last person you were on the phone with for more than 20 minutes?
Cora ? Tasha?

Can you get over people easily?
nope.

Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
yup.

Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is okay?
... yes

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yes.

Have you held hands with somebody in the past week?
yup

Who was the last person you held hands with?
umm I can't remember

Did the last person who hurt you ever apologize?
... I don't think they think they hurt me.

Who can make you smile no matter what?
CORAH

Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
yess lol

Are there any bruises on your body?
yes

Last awkward moment?
Cora ... looking at bandaids xD and our change of subject.

Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
No.

Met anyone new this year?
yesss

Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Yup

Have you ever taken a picture of yourself kissing someone?
nope

How old is the oldest person you've kissed?
17?

If you were paid one million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
I don't belive in ghosts easy money !

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sitting on kurtis, cora and jesse's couch waiting for people to wake up.

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
Haha, yes, I fell in love with them.

What were you doing last night at midnight?
watching tv with cora

You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed; how is it?
akwardddddd!

What are you thinking right now?
I should put socks on.

How do you feel about your hair right now?
it looks cute I'm waiting for it to dry so it's in bun piggy tails.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for six months?
nope.

Do you think two people can last forever?
yes.
 

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I've never seen the moon
as bright as I see you.
Never touched your skin
and felt it touch me back.
Their all wondering now
if I'm just playing pretend.
But I just want to soar,
at least for just alittle while
longer.
Want to feel your hair as soft as
Silver.
Fly high and clear away from pain,
touch the sunkissed sky's and
wash away the world.

Reality will pull me down one day.
On cracked at weathered wings,
back down to the earth from once I came.
The moon no longer shines,
Your skin has losts it's life,
Your hair no longer silver.

My mouth is filled with sand, I'm sorry
I can't speak,
It's such a shame that in my dreaming,
You all passed me by.
But even if you where thier for just one second,
You'd feel how I'd felt all along.
You'd touch wings with the birds
and soar with their music.
 

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http://perezhilton.com/2009-06-22-edward-cullen-me​ets-buffy-summers
 

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yeahh....
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
YAY
what you eating?
LEMI says:
chicken and wild rice
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
omg
I tought it said chicken and vagina
LEMI says:
xDD
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
o.O
LEMI says:
I eat that all the time man
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
lol
xDDDD
LEMI says:
breakfast, lunch and dinner
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
xP
any one you can find?
or just like
a random hobo..?
or what
LEMI says:
got people droppin left and right
tashar= sex in the bum! says:
lmao
 

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Help Make a Diffrence?
 

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Ugly.
It's Ugly to hurt people.
It's Very Ugly to say mean things to people.
and it's extremely ugly to think just because you can harrass a person 'smartly' makes you better than them.
So girly, even though you don't know, even though you have no clue who I am, even though you will probably never see this.
Stop being an Immature little girl and hurting other peoples feelings, because even if you think your 14 year old body is 'Hott' Your Ugly for hurting her like this.
-huggles Kenzie- I love you deary, but this Chika has to stop hurting you, you know who I'm talking about.

Ps. Lemi knows she was just alittle bit ugly for writing this.
 

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Once Upon a time.
There was a girl with a broken heart. But it's all to cliche to say there was a girl with a broken heart. So let's start this diffrently.

Once Upon a time.
There was a girl with a broken Knee, but this wasn't just any girl, this girl was the special. Well only special in the eye's of the boy who had broken her knee. Well now it just sounds weird dosn't it.
So Um, Let's try this once more.

Once Upon a time, there was a girl, she was crazy and wild, she had no label, and she had no style. She was her and if you didn't like that well then, that was to bad for you, because the girl didn't really care what others thought she was okay with just being herself. Although it did hurt sometimes when the others made fun of her, but she had friends, better friends, friends that loved her for who she was.
This girl had problems but then again which girl (or guy for that matter) dosn't have problems. Anyway on with the story.
Well ... I don't really want to continue this story so I'll just finish it like this.
And they lived happily ever after, the End.
Because really, most people just want to skip to the happy ending ;P
 

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Love Note.
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The
boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between them
that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."


Repost this if you love someone so much you couldn't live without them (even your bestfriend)
 

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