But then mike is like hey I’m going to Roblin... it’s a tiny town out in Manitoba would you like to come? And of course I’m like sure let’s go. And the first day we get there he tells me I’m going to lunch with him, his cousin, and a really good friend of his. But we have to pick them up from school… So we get to the school and I look at mike and he is looking for the girls, and all of a sudden he is like there they are (points over to two girls walking and looking around)… we get out of the car and mike is like hey renay, hey jamie… all of a sudden I’m like holy shit (in my mind) that’s your cuz??? And then mike looks at me and smiles in his "I told you this would happen look". So we get to the restaurant and start talking about the trip and out of the blue you look at me and say… hey mike are you EMO.. I look at mike and he looks at me and we burst out laughing… so we drop you girls off at school and start to just drive around to kill some time… then mike is like so what did you think of the girls?? All I did was blush and mike knew then and there that I liked you . So then that Friday night we come over for a movie night and all hang out and then mike and jamie go into the house to..." watch a movie and hang out" .. And you get the bright idea to go and spy on them. so we go and creep them in the window for like 10 min and nothing happens so we go inside and chill for a bit and leave around 1 because you have work that morning... So later that morning mike and I go drive around town and decide to come bug you at work, after all your family does own the place// so we start to talk and bug each other and it was at this point that I realized you were the one I have been waiting for. So then we take you to lunch so we can hang out longer and you start to bug me about my tongue ring and my plugs... so we get back to the store and you tell me to lose the piercings… and mike looks at me with HUGE eyes because everyone has asked to lose them for a long time and I tell them to get lost.. But something came over me and I was like for you sure… and I take them out... then mike is like holy shit what just happened? And he starts to laugh because he knows that I must be falling for you. so that night we came over for the last time because we had to leave the next morning, and you and I sit together on the couch and you rest your head on my shoulder and I turned so red but you didn’t notice and mike looks at me and gives me that dam I told you so look AGAIN.. so then as we are about to leave mike and your sis are like yea um were going upstairs for a bit and run up the stairs, and you and I are finally alone... and then you and look at each other and then I looked away and said this is really awkward because I’m not a good kisser and then I looked back, and you looked deep into my eyes and said that you didn’t care and we kissed.. Then mike and I left and on the ride back to his grandparents he looks at me and was like. So mike what did you do with my cousin?… I look at him and say nothing why… then he gets a huge smile and is like come on man I herd from the top of the stairs…LOL… so for the rest of the night he kept bugging me about it.. Then on the long drive back home all we talked about was you and Jamie and all the stuff that happened...
And almost everyday since then we have talked on the phone or on the comp… And it was tearing me up because I have never been like this over anyone before and I didn’t want to get into a relationship with you because I couldn’t live with hurting you if I left for Florida… but I talked to mike about it and I realized that you are worth way more then going Florida.. So I’m giving up one of my greatest dreams... but in return I’m getting the most amazing girl alive...
I love you Renay Marie Mysko
