FOUR ONE ONE

. : .BECCA. : .16. : . crushin. : .grade 11. : .jack james. : .bestfriendedX5. : .

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They used to be so cute together. they were like peanutbutter and jelly they stuck together so good but then things went wrong.
He didnt come on as much. They slowly faded away from each other.
He found someone new her heart began to hurt she tried to to but couldnt her's was broken.
she turned to a friend who pretended to be there for her but then he lefted her for a friend that had hurt her before to.
she had never been more broken she turned to a friend that made her laugh and smile.
she is now still heart broken over all three but everyday she is geting a little stronger her heart may never be completly full again, but must of it will someday because her friend is going to make it happen for her.

Sometimesyou gotta run away
so you can see who will run after you
Sometimes you gotta talk quieter
just to see who's listening
Sometimes you gotta step up in a fight
just to see who's standing by your side
Sometimesyou gotta make a wrong decision
only to see who's there to help you fix it &
Sometimesyou gotta let go of the one you love
just to see if he'll love you enough to come back

Love is when ... you miss him
even before he leaves. when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice.
when the sound of his name will
send chills down your spine.
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes
.

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put this in your profile if someone
you know has died
or is suffering from cancer...

I wanna be the girl you cant get to sleep without ^thinking about,
I wanna be the girl you leave that _party to go see,
i wanna be the girl ^you call just to say i miss you,
I wanna be the girl you hug just to _smell her perfume,
I wanna be the girl you ^kiss just to taste her lip gloss,
I _wanna be the girl you tell your friends about,
I wanna be the girl you ^touch just to feel her skin,
I wanna _be the girl you cuddle just to hear her breathe,
I wanna be the girl you want to take ^home to meet the parents,
I wanna be the _girl you point at and say thats her,

^{i can't} erase you from my _{past

i cant} delete you from my mind
all i can^{do is say goodbye}
i cant pretend you _{were never} here
i cant fake like it ^{didnt hurt when you} disappeard
i refuse to use a _{fake old grin} but than again i'll never win...
i cant ^{pretend that} i dont care
i cant pretend _{that you are} near so i guess ill ^{just pretend} to say goodbye..

^{To the one and only u}
I will never forget the day I met u
I fell in ^love with u rite from the start
_{Or the time I got to spend in your arms}
It felt so right I just wish u never let me
^{Go but maybe sometime soon I can be

In your arms again..}
�I will always_love u only
wish u new how much ^</333

The girl who seemed unbreakable ; broke.
The girl who seemed so strong ; crumbled.
The girl who always laughed ; cried.
The girl who was on top of the world ; fell.
The girl who always held on ; let go.
The girl who would never stop trying ; gave up
The girl who had it all together ; fell apart.
The girl who thought she would never fall in love ; did.

So i wrote a letter to santa today telling him all about you and how much i loved you, but could never let u knoe how i felt. I told him i didnt want anything for christmas but one big special gift. i said i had been good all year and that i would be extra good if i got this one special gift. Do you u knoe what i asked him for... nope not a dog. Take another gusse....Nope not that either ok i tell u. i wrote a letter to santa today asking for u baby. i promised i would be good if i got u for the rest of the year. Santa wrote back telling me he would try. So if a fat man in a red suit try's to take you and wrap u up. it's ok baby cuz ur all i ever wanted for christmas...

IT AINT ABOUT U ITS ABOUT ME

WORD'S OF WISDOME

I FOUND THESE WORD'S IN A OLD YEARBOOK TODAY AND RELIZED THIS IS HOW U REALLY GOTTA LIVE LIFE CUZ U NEVER KNOE WHEN IT'S GOING TO END. THIS FIRST ONE IS FROM A LADY THAT WORKED AT MY OLD JUNIOR HIGH SCHOOL FOR OVER 20 YEARS BUT THEN CANCER TOOK HER AWAY FROM US. HER NAME WAS L .WARNEER . NOW THAT I READ THEM AGAIN I RELIZE THAT THIS IS HOW U GOTTA LIVE.

LIVE WELL,
LOVE ALWAYS,
LAUGH OFTEN,
DREAM BIG
AND
YOUWILLSUSUCCEED. THOSE ARE THE WORDS FROM A BEAUTIFUL LADY.

LIVE.

LUAGH.

LOVE.
MR.RIBS WROTE THAT ONE AND I LIVE BY IT AND SO DOSE HE. THESE WORDS HAVE HELPED ME SO MUCH WHEN IM DOWN.

I alwaysed looked up to my cousin melissa and thought she was the greatest person yes i amit that sometimes i was jelous of her but who isnt jelous once and a while? i now knoe how our relationship is and i hope it will be close for a veary long time. in my family ive always been gavin a hard time because of the school i go to. been told i could do better if i tryed hared and maybe i could go to forest lawn like my other cousins but the one thing they cant relise is that maybe i dont wanna try harder and go there im happy just going to jack james and my cousin melissa is the only one who see's that and im glad. she sent me an email today that made me reliaze all this because she never judged me once and so for this i would really like to thank her for that because if i didnt have her today to help me i dont think i would be her thank you so much melissa i love you so much and i cant wait for the wedding or for the baby and i knoe ull make a good mother and levis will make a good father and husband..

hey little one i just want to let you know how proud i am of you and how you have grown into a beautiful youg woman i am so proud of all that you do for others and i just wanted to let youknow that that you inspire me remember boys r bad bad news be safe mail me back sometime later kidd=o kisses love always your cousin melissa p.s you inspire me to want to help others as you do love you

F@@@ what you heard,
recognize what you see.
this isn't about you,
it's about me.
if you dont like it,
then close your eyes.
cuz all you haters,
need to realize.you can hate me,
or you can love me.
but in the end.
Only God Can Judge me

I wish for the kiss where i can feel the love in it the one i knoe will mean something always

~~. : .~~

SHOUT OUT'S TO THE GURLIES AND THE GENTILMEN IN MY LIFE

~~. : .~~

F.U.C.K stands for :
Friends
U
Can
Keep.
So promise me

We'll F.U.C.K 4ever

"Don't walk behind me; I may not lead. Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow. Just walk beside me and be my friend."

If I Was Beautiful,

Maybe You'd Look At Me.

If I Was Intelligent,

Maybe You'd Listen To Me.

If I Was Popular,

Maybe You'd See Me.

If I Was Funny,

Maybe You'd Laugh With Me.

If I Was Sweet,

Maybe You'd Talk To Me.

If I Was Anything But Me

Maybe You'd Love Me

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I remember when getting high meant swinging at the playground.
I remember when gettin hurt was scraping ur elbow or knee
The worst thing you could get from a guy was cootie
Race issues were who could run the fastest
The only think you smoked was the tires on your bike
Life was so simple and carefree...
But the one thing i remember the most was wanting to grow up
Now all i really wanna do is be young again.

DONTZ IN M LIFE

~~~~ DONT'Z IVE DONE ~~~~

1. :. CRYING over really stupid thing's
2. : .when your really happy and a depressing song come's on
3. : .when people denie what they did or said
4. : .REALLY COLD WEATHER !
5. : .when people say they will call and they never do
6. : .amanda leaving me all alone
7. : .when your boyfriend thinks your cheating on him with your bestfriend
8. : .donuts dounts ewww so gross
9. : .oh and donut lady i hate her to alot really really lot
10. : .needles
11. : .dieing
12. : . falling for someone you knoe you can never have because there with someone
13. : . the thought of living my life a day without you
14. : . my school and all it's fucking drama because of it my other bestfriend alex is gone thanx everyone who want's to kick his thanz alot......NOT you asshole's
15. : .when i cant get you out of my mind when ur all i think about all day when we can never even be together and i knoe that but i still try because i love you and ive never loved anyone else like i love you
16. : .Abortions how could u do that to them I knoe u may not be ready for a child but there's other ways instead of killing them read this how could u do this something that 9 months later will look up into its mothers eyes and love and then five years later go to school for the first time and u never knoe that child u killed could of been the child that later on in life quires aids or cancer and has shot for other babies so they cant get them think of the future and what could be please.

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6 weeks old today mummy
A birthday gift for me
A pair of big blue eyes
thru one day I will see.
Where are we going mummy
with the rain splashing down
when it hits the sidewalk
it makes a funny sound.
Bang thru the big white doors
people dressed in green
if they hurt u mummy
just run away and scream.
Help me mummy their tearing me apart
there goes my big blue eyes
there goes my little heart.
I love u mummy believe me i do
but the worst thing is I thought u loved me to.

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