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amazingness


:)
 

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i lovvvvve it!!!!!!!!
all my sweet friends from work this summer are on
(completly random but ya)
i miss that...
daycamps waz so fun
i totally miss being called tinkerbell!
 

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facebook
AHHH
haha I love that site
(I seriously need to stop being obsessed over it)
but if you have it....add me or ask me for mine.........
:lol:
 

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?!
you know?
I realise that I'm not perfect
I don't look amazing
at all
& I make tons of mistakes
but you dont have to hurt me by judging that

urg
facebook makes me MAD sometimes
Im sorry whoever it is that thinks Im "too nice"
and "too christian-y"
but I cant help that I love God.
seriously
sheesh!!!!
Im srry that I cant be perfect
take into perspective that no-one can

please???
 

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^^/^^
that was then


...................

This is now


 

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--Memories--
If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't
speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and I. It can be
anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you. When
you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be suprised (or
mortified) about what people remember about you
 

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my page...before I change it...
Vanessa/*/taken by Jesus/*/overflowing with joy/*/
employed at the Leisure Center/*/dancing in the rain/*/surrounded by amazing friends
/*/loving life/*/ forever keeping blue/*/and totally surrendered/*/



I'm holding the hand that holds the world

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A woman's heart
should be so lost in God
that a man needs to seek Him
in order to find her.

This tug-of-war inside of me
A constant war
Parading my thoughts, without ceasing.
My Savior is fighting to gain my heart



I wanna live for you God
You are my only reason to exist.
I wanna tell the world about you God
About your love for me


The battle has only begun
The fighting is fierce
I love God, but I’ve been blinded by others
Things of this world are pulling me down




I wanna live for you God
You are my only reason to exist
I wanna tell the world about you God
About your love for me


Now another has paraded my thoughts
His handsome features have arrested my heart
I fight to regain ground, to see through his imperfections
I try to stand strong and overcome




I wanna live for you God
You are my only reason to exist
I wanna tell the world about you God
About your love for me


I’ve gone to deep now
My heart is being pushed in both directions
I don’t know where to move next
I don’t know what to do




I wanna live for you God
You are my only reason to exist
I wanna tell the world about you God
About your love for me


I wade through this tormented labor
I wonder if God wants me to give my heart away
To a guy who doesn’t even realize my expressions
Him whose love will fade




I wanna live for you God
You are my only reason to exist
I wanna tell the world about you God
About your love for me


Sadly I realize the truth
Painted on every sunset, portrayed every day
God’s love is everlasting and irreplaceable
Nothing this world can do will separate




So I pick myself off the floor and stand my ground
I confidently choose to give my heart away
To the only one who is worthy of my love
My Savior and God



I love you.
Your beauty is astonishing.
Your generosity is astounding.
Your care and love for people is admirable.
You are extremely compassionate
and I am so impressed by you.
I love you.

 

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:(
i.miss.u.more.than.you'll.ever.know

 

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daycamps!!
My first day of work as a daycamp leader
was -
SO AMAZING!!!!

haha
yeah it was great fun.
I love hanging out with the kids there!!
(as crazy as it really got in the end)
and now I'm officially not going to have a voice
from yelling so much in the gyms and pool.
LOL
oh well!

 

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mistakes
mistakes kill.
wow
I hate how things go so amazing......
and then I mess it all up.
totally and completly
and then I dont know what to do to fix it
except let God handle it
which definetly wasnt a bad choice!
 

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well
yep
I was right
no-one reads these things anymore
.....
 

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OH YA!
I finally updated my page
after how long??
haha
its pretty sweet!!!! (well, I think)
hopefully you guys all like it.
I stayed up half the night doing it. yep, figures.



I'll put up new photos soon too!!!
 

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........
What age should you be getting married at?

I know how to make a pot of coffee.
I keep track of dates using a calender.
I own more than one credit card.
I know how to change the oil.
I know how to do laundry.
I vote every election.
I can cook for myself
I think politics are exciting.
I balance my checkbook.
My parents have better things to say than my friends.
Total: 3

I show up for school/college/work everyday early.
I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse.
I've never gotten a detention.
I have never gotten completely trashed.
I have forgotten my own birthday at least once.
I like to take walks by myself.
I've watched talk shows.
I know what 'credibility' means without looking it up.
I drink coffee at least once a week.
Total: 6

I know how to do the dishes.
I can count to 10 in another language.
When I say I'm going to do something I do it.
My parents trust me. (well....sorta...)
I can mow the lawn.
I can make adults laugh without being stupid.
I remember to water the plants.
I study when I have to.
I pay attention at school/college
I remember to feed my pets.
Total: 4

I can spell 'experience' without looking it up
I work out on a regular basis.
I clean up my own mess.
The people at Starbucks know me by name.
My favorite kind of food is take out.
I have gained weight since middle/high school.
The first thing I do when I wake up is get caffeine.
I can go to the store without getting something I don't need.
I understand political jokes the first time they are said.
I can type quickly.
Total: 4

I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour.
My only friends are from my place of employment.
I have been to a tupperware party.
I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
I have more bills than I can pay.
All my friends are older than I am.
I can say no to staying out all night.
I use the internet every day.
My wardrobe hasn't changed in a while.
I can read a book and actually finish it.
Total: 3

Grand Total: 20
Subtract from 50: 30
Get Married at: 30?!?! wow. YIKES haha (thankfully I'm not planning my life on this....I was thinking 20ish...)
 

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waiting on God
wow

its amazing how much stuff you can find out about people without even talking to them
like through nex, going to youtube
haha
kinda freaky!
its wierd to find out stuff about ppl that u didnt know before
or ever woulda known
and you know, but they dont

but yeah
I've come to one conclusion
I'm so glad that I'm waiting for my prince to come
waiting on God
and surprisingly, I'm glad that I dont have a bf
because no-one would want me anyways
lol
God hopefully has somone out there
that I'll meet someday soon (or have already met)


letting go is the hard part
 

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wow!
I got the job
I'm going to be a day camp leader for spring break!
thank-you so much God!!!!!!!
I'm excited

you are amazing Jesus
I love you so much
 

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