don't quite go away overnight

You win backstage passes to meet the Jonas Brothers, you?
pretend to like them, make sure we get along super well, and gold-dig

You're drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you're with?
haha like, marissa or sophie

You've locked yourself outside and no-one will be home for a few hours you:
go find someone to hang out with, or walk around the seawall, or buzz my neighbour and get her to let me in

You wake up, all your hair is gone, your first reaction:
scream and cry for probably days

Have you ever kicked a wall, door, etc.?
i wouldn't be capable of that

What kind of top are you wearing?
i'm wearing my mums shirt as a dress, and its blue

What are you excited about?
going to school in september. its so wierd that i'm excited about that, but i really am

Do you like to cuddle and snuggle?
yes yes yes! unless its super hot

Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
yeah

Who was the last person you went out to eat with?
josh and jose? lol

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
they always are, even if they suck at the end.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
already is

Are you listening to music right now?
emily haines - doctor blind

Are you wearing makeup?
nope.

Do you tend to waste a lot of your money?
when i have it, yes.

Do you find smoking unattractive?
no.

Where is the person you miss the most right now?
i have no idea

Your parents split; would you want to live with your mom or dad?
they already are spilt, and i live with my momma

Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
oh, definetely

Did you have a good birthday this year?
it's in two days!

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
i was doing better than i was last night, thats for sure

Does anyone like you at the moment?
i sincerely doubt it. i wouldn't like me

What would you say if someone told you they were in love with your brother?
lots of people do, all the time. but he already has his 1 tru luv

Do you think you're approachable?
no, apparently i look like a huge bitch if you don't know me

Do you believe once a cheater always a cheater?
no. people can change, they just have to want to. everyone is capable of cheating under the rigth circumstances

Would you ever work as a stripper if it were the only available job for you?
if i needed money and was hot/limber enough to do it, sure

Three days from now this time, where will you be?
Sleeping. I work Wednesday night so I'll be sleeping.


Q: Like someone?
A: no

Q: Kissed someone in your top friends?
A: yep

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no, but nearly.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: ya

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
A: yeah, my dad used to like to do it to me all the time

Q: Broken a bone?
A: no! i'm lucky

Q: Have shaved your head
A: no, but i will one day when i have the balls to get dreads

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: cha

Q: Shot a gun?
A: yes! i'm super good at it too!

Q: Donated Blood?
A: ahhhh no. i'm too scared of needles for that

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LAST PERS0N YOU

1. Hung out with?
hannah

2. Were in a car with?
josh

3. Went to the movies with?
uhh, everyone at harry potter.

4. Went to the mall with?
kat? fuck, haven't been to the mall in a while

5. Talked to on the phone?
emma

6. Messaged on MySpace?
lol myspace

7. Talked to?
emma

8. Miss?
no one really

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W0ULD YOU RATHER

1. Eat or drink?
Drink

2. Be serious or be funny?
a good mix of both, please

3. Drink whole milk or skimmed milk?
lactose intolerant! cannot do!

4. Die in a fire or die getting shot?
shot.

5. Go to a club or go to the Beach?
ahh both would be so nice
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY

1. Sun or moon?
sun

2. Winter or fall?
Fall

3. Left or right?
right

4.Black & white or colored?
coloured

6. Do you wanna get married?
yes pleassseeee

7. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
twirl! cutters are dumb
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IN THE LAST MONTH HAVE YOU?

1. Kissed someone?
yep

2. Been hugged by someone?
errdai

3. Held hands with someone?
i...don't think so.

4. Acted dumb?
= my life

5. Told someone you missed them and meant it?
yeah. i missed my ladies

Be honest, what did you do today?
woke up, ate some food, met up with hannah and colleen, chilled with hannah for a while and went tanning, smoked some weed, left hannah, wandered the drive, came home, showered, and now i'm waiting for emma

Who was the first person you talked to today?
hannah

How late did you stay up last night?
til like, 2. i couldn't sleep.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
my brother might've seen a tear or two

What are you listening to?
laura marling - the captain and the hourglass

Any plans for tomorrow?
hanging out with maaarija

If you had to have a drug test right now, would you pass?
nope! i never would

Is there one person that can always make you smile
yep

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
doing dishes or something. or drying my hair

Can you whistle?
kinda. it's hard with this thing in my mouth

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed?
my brother

Are you waiting for something?
yeah, my fate.

Have you ever been called heartless?
i don't think so. people don't see me that way.

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
today

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
yeah, a couple someones

Is there anyone that hates you right now?
definetely

Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
i'm a shittier person. seriously.

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
waking up, then deciding that's not what i wanted to be doing.

Do you sleep without blankets covering you?
when its really hot. but i usually like at least a sheet or something

What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
checked my text messages and looked at the clock, only to realize that my buildings power was turned off last night

Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
most likely.

Do you have a reason to smile right now?
noooooo. well kinda, but the no outweighs it.

Were you mad about the way you woke up this morning?
no. it was okay

Explain in detail exactly what you were doing two hours ago...?
i think i was at waves with hannah, or we were lying in tanning beds at sparticus. either one.

How much money did you spend today?
$2! that place is cheap. i got in like, 10 minutes of tanning, too.

Would you ever think about painting your ceiling your favorite color?
tooooo much work

What are your initals?
CEBM

How many pillows do you sleep with?
4

Do you care what people think about you?
initially yes, but eventually i stop caring. i care if people think bad things about me that are justified, if that makes any sense. i don't care about the gossip about me though.

Name 2 drinks you drink regularly?
juice and water

How many mirrors are in the room with you?
none

Is there anyone in the room with you?
nope

Do you wish that you were somewhere else right now?
out of town, again

Could you go a month without cursing?
probably, if i tried pretty hard

Do you own any band t-shirts?
yeah, like, the shittiest bands ever

Who do you hate the most right now?
i don't hate anyone.

Do you know anyone called tom?
marissa's dad? lol

What do you waste a lot of money on?
food, alcohol and cigarettes

When was the last time you smiled?
today at some point

Are you currently reading a book?
"four blondes" by candace buschnell or something. she wrote sex and the city. it's possibly the shittiest book i've ever read

Do you get nervous easily?
no

In the past week have you felt sad?
yeeeep

What does the song you're listening to remind you of?
scar tissue - red hot chilli peppers. hmm, probably like, emma or ben or something.

How did you get your last bruise?
i have a mystery bruise on my inner thigh that i THINK might be due to getting hit with a pellet gun, but i'm not sure...