Being a young mom everyday things that used to be so simple are no longer so simple but I'm okay with that . What I'm not okay with is men who think it's okay to take advantage of me and lie constantly hurting me and my son, you know how hard it is after you have been abandoned by the father of ur child to trust another man into ur life ... Guess what my son brought me outta your box of stuff pictures of you and your ex and cards from your family to you and another ex it's funny cuz u said u have nothing to do with your family but seems like you had lots to do with ur family with your other girlfriends , so you must be embarrassed of me which is weird considering u asked me to marry you and you said you want to spend your life with me and ur saving for a ring I wonder if u told them all that or just me because you know that's what I'm looking for maybe It's my fault u did nothing but lie from the beginning why did I think that would change
As the bubbles at the bottom glass shift to the top
I feel like them, wishing i could pop
They hopeing i would stop, drop, identify with the bottom but i recognize the top
And when you got nothing you could recognize alot so you grind till you shine by connecting all the dots ~
Dear BBD you disappeared from my life the week after I told you I was pregnant , you said you were just going home but you never came back .
You started calling me everytime you would drink saying you love me then I didn't hear from you for months then outta no where you start calling again but never once asking about your son only thing you mentioned is that you hated the name I picked and you wanted to knock me up again . You havnt met your son once and he's over a year now it's too bad your too busy sleeping with my friends and picking up dirty girls at the bar and telling me about it your missing out on the most amazing little boy but you know what he's better off without you we both are .
You started calling me everytime you would drink saying you love me then I didn't hear from you for months then outta no where you start calling again but never once asking about your son only thing you mentioned is that you hated the name I picked and you wanted to knock me up again . You havnt met your son once and he's over a year now it's too bad your too busy sleeping with my friends and picking up dirty girls at the bar and telling me about it your missing out on the most amazing little boy but you know what he's better off without you we both are .
He told me he loved me and everything would be okay then he walked away I havnt seen him since that day
we used to be really close then we lost touch Im so sad ill never see you again i never stopped thinking about you and never will - Rip ill always love u hun <3
Jamie Kehoe you will never be forgotten <33
Really afraid to put myself out there again but I think it's time to take a chance
Expect the worse never be disappointed , trust no one never be let down .. .
