9 Simple Words: GROW THE FUCK UP! AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!
Amazing how you just start to care now, You didn't care Yesterday, not two days ago, Not even a week ago. So yes I am ready to piss our friendship out the door, I shouldn't have to stick around and take crap when its not in my control, you haven't fought for a damn thing, you don't even care so don't start acting like it matters now. You Treat people badly and don't even notice it, I know i'm no saint and I am not perfect either but seriously you need to come back to earth and stop acting like a princess, its not fair to everyone to have to put up with nagging and complaining and we shouldn't feel burdened with your problems. if one thing is for sure you really have changed and you may blame me for changing and maybe so but you have to realize that people will only put up with crap for so long. Especially when you do things and claim its okay for you and not others... thats wrong and i'm done with it. It bothers me that you didn't even have the nerve to make an attempt at talking to me about this, I brought it up and you ignored and pretended to think it was okay fooling yourself to believe otherwise. I know that you will blame me for everything and being in the wrong, I don't expect you to think that you did anything wrong and I expect for you to convince to everyone that I'm a jerk.. this that and whatever else you want to say about me. I probably speak for a few of us who are friends, were friends or are prior friends that you make mistakes just like us and that you are a person as are we and well we don't ask for much but that of the same amount of respect were willing to give. So until you are ready to realize you are not a princess and are equal like everyone else I wish not to speak to you. Things that set me off, you never text me first, its always me who has to start the conversation, next off you don't even tell me when your going to bed you simply blow me off and leave me hanging, you make me feel like your stress is my fault, you complain and WHINE about alot of things and your just never happy anymore and you brag about everything you do. Its a drag to associate with people who never sift good from life. I am not sorry for this as you are quick to point out flaws of those around you before considering that you are imperfect yourself. I truly enjoyed being a friend but I warned you when we dated things may never be the same... I believe that lives true. On the other hand you still blame me for my choice and you made me feel like dirt when we broke up and whatever, at least I didn't lead you on forever and ever and ever. So if we could mind not to carry this on for weeks and make a show of it at school that'd be great, I don't want to fight with you or argue, I will be as civil as required to say hi in the hallway and mind my own business. please do not expect more to that until you are ready to make changes in how you are acting and treating others.
Okay So Grad was good, now to Business
If you Fucking have a problem with me tell me and get it off your fucking chest.
Be honest I don't give a rats ass anymore seriously I am done.
If you want to be a bitch, I'll gladly be an ass.
I don't like how you beat around the bush and i'm sick of this.
Obviously it's come to a point where I don't need to talk to you anymore.
Okay I've come to a plan:
We get together and we just do it, no excuse and talk face to face.
I solution looms close, hovers like a black rain cloud ready to poor and possibly strike with some sort of brute FORCE! You Hear ME!! Ahhh!!
This is either the maker or the breaker!!! Damn Looming thoughts!! AAHAHHHH!! Going insane!!
Sonnet 113
Since I left you, mine eye is in my mind,
And that which governs me to go about
Doth part his function, and is partly blind,
Seems seeing, but effectually is out;
For it no form delivers to the heart
Of bird, of flow'r, or shape which it doth latch.
Of his quick objects hath the mind no part,
Nor his own vision holds what it doth catch;
For if it see the rud'st or gentlest sight,
The most sweet favor or deformèd'st creature,
The mountain, or the sea, the day, or night,
The crow, or dove, it shapes them to your feature.
Incapable of more, replete with you,
My most true mind thus makes mine untrue.
Sonnet 114
Or whether doth my mind, being crowned with you,
Drink up the monarch's plague, this flattery?
Or whether shall I say mine eye saith true,
And that your love taught it this alchemy,
To make of monsters and things indigest
Such cherubins as your sweet self resemble,
Creating every bad a perfect best
As fast as objects to his beams assemble?
O 'tis the first; 'tis flattery in my seeing,
And my great mind most kingly drinks it up.
Mine eye well knows what with his gust is greeing,
And to his palate doth prepare the cup.
If it be poisoned, 'tis the lesser sin
That mine eye loves it and doth first begin.
Shakespeare
I am Not Talkin Because I confuzzled and talking confuzzled has limited outcomes..
I will text when I'm ready... K
Life. if it were a box of chocolates I'd rather be eaten...
Sigh...
Ugh... I Can't bare to fight anymore.
I've Grown Tired of the Bullshit.....
The Honest man always gets screwed in the end,
doesn't matter that you looked out for someone before yourself, nope.
I get it, I'll move on.
No doubt in my mind I Can't.
Its a sad world now a days, wearing your heart on your sleeve
means nothing..
I'm cool with that, I can lock my emotions up and make whoever wants to see
them work for them.
All in all they annoying part that has bothered me is now WRITTEN AS THE PAST..
So I'll look to now and realize that I will NOT put up with anymore crap.
If It happens again I'm gone.
And that I say no more as shall let it go as you have asked.
P.s: Remember, making an attempt is better than never attempting it at all.
P.s.s: My appreciation to all who got in my face about this issue, you never did anything but piss me off more..
I'll be the first to admit i'm a passive person to you piss with me than I can be an ass hole and Most have never seen my explosive temper. Take that as fair WARNING.
(Before Assuming that everything in this blog is directed to you understand that this covers a few people who have aided in the Torturous storm that has been my mood of late)
