The cops hate my skin
So they wanna do me in
Shove me in the pen
Have me serving 5 to 10
I grew up in the city where the eat you gotta sin
Now just wanna be like my suburban friends
But instead I got a thug, yeah
I got a thug, I got a thug
The streets taught me how to thug
Wait a minute, my mother's flat broke
And my father ain't around
My whole family starving, man I gotta hold us down
I loaded up my chopper, hit that other side of town
Robbed that dealer for a couple of pounds
My nigga learning how to thug, learning how to thug
I had to learn how to thug, how to thug
I ain't finished, society hates me but that hate is really fear
I'm praying every day that that hate would disappear
They treat me like I ain't shit and the message is very clear
While the devil is whispering in my ear y'all
When it comes to thuggin' I got a master degree
Sitting here in this county jail imagining me
The future me, not the one that's always trapped in the streets
Not the one that see his own family wrapped in them sheets
I'm like the president of thuggin', as I practice my speech
Simultaneously I'm thinking I'm the cat to impeach
Even when I'm sleep, I don't see no actual peace
I'm dreaming, I'm bleedin', after squeezing after police
Nobody gives a fuck about a nigga broke and in pain
You see him in front of the liquor store won't even throw him some change
When he die, John Doe is his name
Is that my destiny, I'm going insane
Load up my chrome in the rain
Erase a painful future, that's what I can do with my Glock 9
Should I pop it or just call the suicide hot line
Tears rolling down my face is do or die, stop crying
Green light, I'm dead or is music my stop sign
I'm in a crack hotel, I'm living grimy
Sick of hitting licks plus I really don't trust my crimies
Mind state is slimy, I kill you and then yell why me, don't try me
Gotta put this life behind me
See I was brain washed, taught that I wouldn't be shit, believed it
Now these trouble waters got me sea sick
The upper class show love like intense nepotism
The lower class we thug as a defense mechanism
To protect threats against them
The penitentiary system fenced them in and they never miss them
Just look for better victims
And politicians never listen
To who whoever's bitching
They eatin' in a better kitchen
They on television, promising better conditions
It's a repetition of lies open your eyes
Even let your retinas listen
Listen, we shooting at the wrong targets
Talking out the side of our neck, believing our own jargon
I thought that I was cursed by the gods
Dropped in the ghetto, piss pour against impossible odds
Track with these charlatans and philosophical frauds
In a place where being armed robber is a logical job
Change always starts with the man in the mirror
So I'm talking to myself like hey Crooked I, I can hear ya
Give me your 38 snub, a mask and some gloves
I can teach the whole world how to thug
But how bout how to love?
Yeah, we need love
We need love in the hood
One time for some love in the hood
Two times for some love in the hood...
Like a bird needs the air,
Like a flower needs the earth to care, I need you
Like the sun needs the moon,
Like an orphan needs an extra room, I need you
Come on baby lets fly away to higher skies and watch the world go by,
It will just be you and I
And when the storms will come sailing high I'll take your hand and collide it with mine,
And everything will feel so right
Like the stars need the sky,
Like a hello always has goodbye, I need you
Like a child needs your touch,
I don't think I'm asking too much to be with you
Come on baby lets fly away to higher skies and watch the world go by,
It will just be you and I
And when the storms will come sailing high I'll take your hand and collide it with mine,
And everything will feel so right
Nobody said love was easy,
But nobody said it'd be this hard
I should have known from the beginning that missing you is the hardest thing to do
So come on baby lets fly away to higher skies and watch the world go by,
It will just be you and I
It's too late honey to say goodbye so take my hand and lets enjoy this ride
Like the sea needs the sand,
my hand is desperate for your hand
Jess, there is a lot i could say about you. I know almost every single thing about you. And you know everything about me. I couldn't ask for anyone better to live my life with than you. you have always been that girl i was looking for. Your beautiful, You make me smile, You make me want to be a better person. You mean everything to me. There is no one else in this world that will ever mean as much to me as you do. People say they love each other everyday. I have searched for years, And i came upon you. And you instantly became that girl. There is nothing i want more than you. and i do have many fears. But i promise to over come them for you. I have messed up in the past, But i will fight to not this time. I will not let you down again. I will never hurt you like i did. I love you with all my heart, I have ever since we started talking in grade 7. I still remember that day. Nobody has ever made me smile the way i do when im with you. But i think im going to end it here because nobody wants to read a book about you. <3
--Kailyb Johnston.
Everything is different now,
Why are you so distant now?
Everything has changed
Nothing is the same
Since the day you went away,
Nothing feels at all okay with me
Don't you ever miss the midwest sunrise
The view of the stars
And the full moon at night?
Cause ever since you left
There's been an open hole in my chest
Yeah, you left this boy such a mess
But I'm hoping that my heart will find some rest tonight
I'll try to explain exactly why
I've been crying all the time
Since you walked out of my life
Everything is different now,
Why are you so distant now?
I know that I'm awake,
But I'm dreaming all the same.
I know that you are scared,
But baby don't be.
'Cause it's one thing to say,
Everything will be okay
And quite another thing to believe it.
I know that sometimes things can get so rough,
And I know that sometimes words are not enough
And I know it's been a hard year,
Being apart but it was better than the one before.
I know that we're okay,
But I worry all the same.
I know that you are strong,
But you don't always have to be.
'Cause it's one thing to say,
Everything will be okay
And quite another thing to believe it.
I know that sometimes things can get so rough,
And I know that sometimes words are not enough
And I know it's been a hard year,
Being apart but it was better than the one before.
Do you know how much you meant to me?
Oh no
Do you know I still carry the memories?
Oh no
Did you know that for me letting go wasn't easy?
Oh no, no you don't
Do you still listen to our lullaby?
Oh no
Does it help you get to sleep at night?
Oh no
Are you singing along by the pale moonlight?
Oh no, no you don't
I just need a bit more time
To get you off my mind tonight
I'm thinking of your bright green eyes,
Brighter than the stars that lit the skies,
An angel in disguise
I just need a bit more time
I wanna hold you in my arms tonight
I can't forget those bright green eyes,
Can't forget the moment they met mine
Please turn back the time
Just tell me you're doing okay.
I can't help but think of you everyday.
And I know that it's hard when I'm miles away.
But I know we'll be together someday.
Fall is gone.
Winter is here.
I spent all December just wanting you near.
So I'm singing these words and I hope that you'll hear.
You're the best thing that happened this year.
I've fallen in love honestly.
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see.
You mean more than the world does to me.
Let me be honest with you.
When I said I loved you it was more than the truth.
You see with each lonely night and day that I must go through.
Well they just bring me closer to you.
I've fallen in love honestly.
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see.
You mean more than the world does to me.
I've fallen in love honestly.
So I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve.
In the hope that these notes and the words that I sing make you see.
You mean more than the world does to me.
Take me away to January
I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here
I just need some time alone
Before I'm ready to come back home
There's gotta be something else out there for me
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream
There's more than this Midwestern town
I can't let this place keep me down
So I tell myself
"There's a girl out on the coast of California,
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you."
And I can hear them calling my name tonight.
Take me away, I need the sand and the waves
The sunset and let's not forget those warm autumn days
I just need to get out of here
And visit the coast just to see her
There's gotta be something else out there for me
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream
There's more than this Midwestern town
I can't let this place keep me down
So I tell myself
"There's a girl out on the coast of California,
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you."
And I can hear them calling my name tonight.
Take me away to January
I'm done with this year, I'm tired of everyone here
I just need some time alone
Before I'm ready to come back home
You can rest easy tonight
Everything is going to be alright,
I promise.
Go to sleep and dream of my tonight;
Everything may not be perfect,
But at least we tried.
So tonight,
Sweet dream and sleep tight.
I've been trying so hard,
Can't get you out of my mind.
And if this is how it has to be,
Just promise you won't forget me,
And I'll leave you with this lullaby
Tonight.
I know that this hurts you,
It hurts me, too.
I wish there was something I could do
To make this easier for you.
Sometimes it's tough,
Too soon to call it love,
But I wanted to, yeah,
I wanted to.
But it's too late now to say
All the wonderful things that I thought of you.
So tonight,
Sweet dreams and sleep tight.
I've been trying so hard,
Can't get you out of my mind.
And if this is how it has to be,
Just promise you won't forget me,
And I'll leave you with this lullaby
Tonight.
Well, haven't been on nex in like ages. So yeah.
+ILooveYouu ! <3
+Knocked Some Kidd Out The Other Day.
+WON OUR GAME TODAY !! WOOT!
+Chillin with my homie Justin motherfucking hutton ! =]
-i miss you so much
-im so fucking sore !
-losing my mind.
Update Complete =]
Here we are, in the best years of our lives.
With no way of knowing,
When the wheel stop spinning cause we don't
Know where we're going
And here we are, on the best day of our lives.
And it's a go, lets make it last, so cheers you
All to that, 'cause this moment's never comin' back
I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her eyes on me.
Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me.
I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever
And here I am, on the west coast of
America and I've been tryin' to think for weeks of
All the ways to ask you, And now
I've brought you to the place, Where I've
Poured my heart out, a million times, for a million
Reasons, To offer it to you
I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me
I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever
I used to know her brother, but I never
Knew I loved her, 'till the day she laid her
Eyes on me. Now I'm jumpin' up and down,
She's the only one around, and she means
Every little thing to me
I've got your picture in my wallet, and your
Phone number to call it, and I miss you more,
Whenever I think about you,. I've got
Your mixed tape in my Walkman, been so
Long since we've been talkin' and in a few
More days, we'll both hook up, forever and ever
As we wake up in your room
your face is the first thing I see
the first time I've seen love
and the last I'll ever need
you remind her that your future
will be nothing without her
never lose her, I'm afraid
better think of something good to say
but its all been done more than once
I'll keep on trying
oh god don't let me be the only one who says
no, at the top of our lungs there's no
no, such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
then there's faith in love
she was always the one
I'll repeat it again, the one
no such thing as too young
red lights flashing on the car we're kissing in
call me crazy, I've always tried to remind her
that the future's just a few heartbeats away from disaster
I'm afraid that I've thrown it all away
no, at the top of our lungs, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
no at the top of our lungs, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
no, we'll repeat it again, there's no
no such thing as too young
second chances won't leave you alone
cause there's faith in love
if you kiss me goodnight
I'll know everything' is alright
second chances won't leave us alone
won't leave us alone
cause there's faith in love
Shouldnt love you.
But i want to .
Just cant turn away .
I shouldnt see you.
But i cant move .
I cant look away ...
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop
... Just so you know .<//3
What have I done?
I dont' know. Cause your gone.
My heart hasn't felt his pain before,
It's not strong enough to hold on.
Maybe I need this,
But I know I don't.
I need yoooou, yeahh.
I want to live with you and love with you,
Oh yes I do; I know I do.
Just hold me now, and we can make it though.
We'll make it through, oh,
You know it's true.
Maybe I need this,
But I know I don't.
I need you, oh,
Yeah.
I need you, ooh yes I do.
So please come on now, baby,
Can't we work this out?
You're the sunrise to my morning, baby,
Let's end these nights, all alone.
So please come on now, baby,
Can't we work this out?
You're the sunrise to my morning, baby,
Let's end this night, so lonely.
Please don't walk away,
Please don't walk away,
Please don't walk away,
I need you.
Please don't walk away,
Please don't walk away,
Please don't walk away,
I need you, oooh.
