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live.laugh.love.

Love like you`ve never been hurt;
Cry like you had a million tissues;
Scream like the world is a pillow;
Sing like no one is listening;
Dance like no one can see you;
Live how you want to
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Public entry posted on Tuesday May 1, 2007, 12:51 am Top
 
tornn

A part of me wants to leave you alone.
A part of me wants for you to come home.
A part of me says I'm living a lie.
And I'm better off without you.
A part of me says to think it through.
A part of me says I'm over you.
A part of me wants to say goodbye.
A part of me is asking why...


A part of me wants to leave.
But a part of me wants to be here with you.
And everytime I think we're over and done you do something to get me back loving you.
And you got me just torn.


Torn in between the two.
Cuz I really wanna be with you.
But something's telling me I should leave you alone.
 

Public entry posted on Thursday March 29, 2007, 5:48 am Top
 
bjs i love you

Brittany Jade Stalman,
i dont think you realise how much you mean to everyone.
everyone is worried sick not knowin where you are.
if you are reading this right now, honestly
we just want to know your safe
id be jumping for joy if i find out
if you accomplised our goal and flew to mexico in our boat.
but please brittany come home soon.
i need my baby back.
wuts b2 with out b1?
not b-squared thats for sure.
i dont want this to be the end. it cant
we still need to do so much.
i want u by my side when we are old and gray.
we still have to get our finding nemo fish tank for our appartment
thats full of our crazy animals even tho im pretty sure
ill be alergic to them all but i dont care.
brittany i could never have as much fun with anyone else
then i do with you.
you bring out the best in so many people
im just not my self knowin that noone knows where you are.
i cant get you off my mind,
every time i think about it i get sick.
please pickle tits come home
i love you
i need you
i miss you.
its just not the same without you here.


A shoulder to cry on, rules to bend
money to borrow, things to lend
friday night parties, afternoon walks
3 am phone calls, private talks.
Our memories together, will never end,
forever and ever.
Friends till the end...


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Public entry posted on Thursday November 30, 2006, 6:19 am View 1 Reply     Top
 
sometimes
Sometimes you gotta run away,
so you can see who will run after you.
sometimes you gotta talk quieter
just to see who's listening.
sometimes you gotta step up in a fight,
just to see who's standing by your side.
sometimes you gotta make a wrong decision,
to see who's there to help you fix it.
sometimes you gotta let go of the one you like,
just to see if they care enough to come back
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Public entry posted on Wednesday September 27, 2006, 2:57 pm Top
 
<3


when your parents catch you
too drunk too walk
-`&& when they catch you
when your too high to talk
`when you can't think
&; you don`t know what to do
don`t plan on askin me
cuz i`ll be right there with youu. .

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Public entry posted on Friday August 25, 2006, 10:12 pm Top
 
are you spoiled?
More than 45 ... your spoiled

[x]A cell phone
[X]a hair straightener
[x]your own computer
[x]your own car
TOTAL: 4

[X]chanel/dior sunglasses/glasses/d&g
[x]designer purse
[x]A boyfriend/girlfriend
[x]a curling iron
TOTAL: 4

[ ]every Fall Out Boy cd
[x]something from American Eagle
[ ]something from Hollister
[ ]something from Hot topic
[x]two pets or more
[x]something from Abercrombie
TOTAL: 3

[x]some type of trophy/award
[x] Full/Queen size bed
[ ]King size bed
[x] mini ipod (or nano) or video
[ ]something from a professional team
TOTAL: 3

[x]ever had more than $100 at one time
[x]Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ]something related to Green Day
[ ]xanga
TOTAL: 2

[ ]myspace
[x]make-up
[x]a desk in your room
[x]a hill in your backyard
[x]DVD in your bedroom
TOTAL: 4

[x]a pair of skis/snowboard
[x]alarm clock
[x]pair of ice skates
[x]rollerblades
[ ]treadmill
TOTAL: 4

[ ]your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[ ]AIM
[ ]Yahoo!
[x]MSN
[ ]ICQ
TOTAL: 1

[x]perfume/cologne
[x]bath lotion
[x]necklaces & bracelets
[x]a journal/diary
TOTAL: 4

[x]yogurt in your fridge
[x]x's in your screename
[ ]a birthday in september
[ ]a famous relative
[x]a relative that lives in a different state/province or country
TOTAL: 3

[ ]a disowned relative
[ ]an electric scooter
[ ]your own bathroom
[ ]your own band
[ ]any band shirts
TOTAL: 0

[x]gamecube
[x]a guitar
[ ]a hammock
[ ]a basketball hoop
[ ] a soccer net
TOTAL: 2

[x]a bike
[x]a mini van
[ ]a relative that lives in Florida
[ ]a VC. Andrews book
[x]a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
TOTAL: 3

[x]a locker at school
[ ]a baby
[ ]a pet chimpanzee
[x]sparkly blue nail polish
TOTAL: 2

[ ]a "Vote for Pedro" tshirt/hoody
[x]the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[ ]a promise ring
[ ]a pool table
[ ]swimming pool
TOTAL: 1

[ ]trampoline
[ ]live journal
[x]flip flops
[ ]Steve Madden shoes
[ ]The Sims 2
TOTAL: 1

[ ]a ping pong table
[ ]air hockey table
[x]a basement
[ ]converses
[x]construction paper
TOTAL: 2

[x]markers, crayons, etc.
[x]coloring books
[ ] a nice singing voice
[ ]XBOX
[x]PS2
[ ]PSP
[ ]PS
TOTAL: 3

[ ]some type of disease
[ ]Rose Red movie
[x]Wife Beaters
[x]VCR/DVD
[x]a mom or a dad
[x]an older brother(s)
TOTAL: 4

[x]an older sister
[ ]a younger brother
[ ]a younger sister
[x]a sled
[x]a lake/pond/river/ocean near my house
[x]friends
TOTAL: 4

Ultimate Total: 54.. this proves nothing :shifty:
 

Public entry posted on Friday August 11, 2006, 10:25 pm View 1 Reply     Top
 
too much!
brittney says:
heyy kayla
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
hey what!
brittney says:
hey kayla
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
hey what hey what
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
lol
brittney says:
show me how to get up
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
NO WAY
brittney says:
show me how to get down
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
okayy!
- kayla call it a smile on the rockss * says:
D O W N THATS THE WAY WE GET DOWN UH HUH
:high5:
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Public entry posted on Wednesday August 2, 2006, 9:32 am Top
 
sometimes--
Sometimes there are no next times.
No time
outs,
no second chances,
sometimes its now or never.
So instead of wondering what might happen
think about what might NOT happen
because it might just be your
only
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Public entry posted on Wednesday July 26, 2006, 9:52 am Top
 
the truth is
the truth is
we hide so we can be found
we walk away to see who will follow
we cry to see who will wipe away our tears
and we let our hearts get broken to see who will
come and fix them
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Public entry posted on Sunday June 25, 2006, 7:15 am Top
 
wonderwall
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now

Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now

And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall

 

Public entry posted on Thursday June 1, 2006, 6:09 am Top
 
belive it or not--
believe it or not, we have all given someone something they can break in half
and they most likely did so, but unquestionably we still love them for it
i mean that was the point when i realized whats the point of living
if you havent given someone something they can rip apart
or take whats yours with them and walk out of your life forever?
whats the point of waking up everyday
if you dont have a backbone to your views and perceptions
or a personality that sticks out like a fucking boner?
you get one life, and the only shitty little thing that comes with it
is no one knows when its going to end.
so what do you do with the time your given?
what do you do with today?
you take today and you swallow it whole, and shove yesterday up your ass
because its gone, and you can never get it back.
i mean, we are who we are for a lot of reasons
and no one knows half of them, probably because we're not supposed too
but even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from,
we still have the choice about where we go from here.
life is all about lessons and decisions
learning to realize that life itself can be full of hurt, betrayl and lies
but at the same time the love, smiles and happiness completely cancel the bad parts out
pain doesn't last forever, you learn from your mistakes and you learn to become stronger
nothing can ever truly break you, and you'll be okay,
your alive and thats as good as it gets.
i mean, honesly thats really the only thing that defines whats real and what isn't
eventually someone in your life will need you to find their heart for them
like they once did for you, and at that time you really need to make sure
that the last place it would be is at the bottom of your shoe
life is full of bumps and road blocks but dont let that stop you
fuck what happened before when its right now that only matters
you get to live once so who really gives a shit what people percieve you to be
in the end, everyone has their own story
make sure yours is worth a listen.
 

Public entry posted on Thursday May 18, 2006, 11:54 pm Top
 
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Public entry posted on Wednesday May 17, 2006, 5:18 am Top
 
<3





never apologize for saying what you feel
don't waste your time with people in your past
there's a reason their not in your future.
keep the pictures, they never change, only the people in them do.
those nights when you can't fall asleep
maybe it's because you're in someone else's dreams.
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Public entry posted on Sunday April 9, 2006, 6:43 am Top
 
love - hate; the whole damn thang
People are going to hate you, love you
love to hate you, and hate to love you,
but the ones that mean the most will always be there
:date:
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Public entry posted on Thursday April 6, 2006, 5:51 am Top
 
you can't handle the truth
believe half of what you see and none of what you hear,

because the people who know don't talk, and the people who talk don't know
 

Public entry posted on Wednesday March 29, 2006, 6:42 am Top
 
<33
You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She's cared about someone else before, and she possibly will again.
But if she cares for you now; Then what else matters?
She's not perfect, You arent either,
The two of you will never be perfect
But if she can make you laugh,
Hold onto her, give her the most you can.
She is probably not going to quote poetry.
But she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break.
So dont hurt her, Dont change her
And dont expect more than she can give.
Dont over analyze,
Smile when she makes you happy,
Yell when she makes you mad,
Miss her whenever shes not there
And love her when she is.
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Public entry posted on Friday February 17, 2006, 8:04 pm Top
 
b.e.l.i.e.v.e<3
JUST BELIEVE

i believe.. that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
i believe.. that no matter how good a friend is they are going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
i believe.. that true friendship continues to grow even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
i believe.. that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
i believe.. that it is taking me a long time to become the person i want to be.
i believe.. that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. it may be the last time you see them.
i believe.. that you can keep going long after you can't.
i believe.. that we are responsible for what we do no matter how we feel.
i believe.. that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
i believe.. that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
i believe.. that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
i believe.. that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
i believe.. that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
i believe.. that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
i believe.. that sometimes when i'm angry i have the right to be angry but that does'nt give me the right to be cruel.
i believe.. that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
i believe.. that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what your've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
i believe.. that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
i believe.. that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are but we are responsible for who we become.
i believe.. that just because two people argue it doesn't mean that they don't love each other and just because they don't argue it doesn't mean they do.
i believe.. that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret it could change your life forever.
i believe.. that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
i believe.. that your life can be changed in a matter of hours by people that don't even know you.
i believe.. that even when you think you have no more to give when a friend cries out to you you will find the strength to help.
i believe.. that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being.
i believe.. that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon.
 

Public entry posted on Sunday January 15, 2006, 7:49 pm Top
 
Son Of A Gun
Sharp shooter into breakin hearts
A baby gigolo - a sex pistol
Hollerin at everythin that walks
No substance just small talk
Know why you feelin on that girl's behind
You gotta sleezy one track mind
Working your work until you think you find
Who's goin home with you tonight

Oh, who you give it to
Who you gonna steal it from
Who's your next victim
Oh, who you gonna lie to
Who you gonna cheat on
Who you gonna leave alone
Oh, what ya gonna tell her
After she discovers
You don't really love her
Oh, gonna be a showdown
Knock down - drag out
Gunslinger shoot 'em up

I betcha think this song is about you
I betcha think this song is about you
I betcha think this song is about you
I betcha think this song is about you
Don't you
Don't you
Don't you
Don't you
 

Public entry posted on Wednesday January 11, 2006, 6:01 am Top
 
never say never
Things change,
people change & it doesn't mean you forget
the past or try to cover it up.
It simply means that you move on and
treasure memories.

Letting go doesn't mean giving up,
it means
accepting that some things just weren't meant to be.
 

Public entry posted on Wednesday January 11, 2006, 5:44 am Top
 
.100 q'z

underline all that apply to you.

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have a britney spears cd
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently a lot - only when i`m angry
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. - i don`t get it..
19. I carry a knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm really, really smart
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21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/nails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent .. more than one :jk:
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. Have the best friends in the world
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat.
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone.
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
66. I love drama67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
89. I would die if my best friend killed themselves[/size]
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
100. I`m in love right now
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Public entry posted on Tuesday January 10, 2006, 6:46 am View 1 Reply     Top
 
gGet buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fuucked up
There she goes, shaking that ass on the floor
Bumpin and grindin that pole
The way she's grindin that pole
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Public entry posted on Tuesday January 10, 2006, 5:39 am Top
 
..<3
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think that I am wierd?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[33] Who else reminds you of me?
[32] If you I told you I had 3 weeks to live what would we do?
[34] If I died would you cry?
[35] When was the last time we fought?
[36] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
[37] What song reminds you of me ?
[38] If we where going on a date where would you take me?
[39] What is in your opinion, my best asset?
[40] Do you think I willl get married?
 

Public entry posted on Tuesday January 10, 2006, 5:37 am View 7 Replies     Top
 
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